I wish I wasn't stuck in orange county I wish I could be back at our place in Tokyo but mom won't let leave I wish I could go on dates here I wish I knew how nice my tits were sooner I wish I hadn't dated Masa for 3 I wish I had let Justin fuck at that party while Masa was blackout drunk again I wish I had let that random guy at the bar finger after we broke up but I got nervous that it felt so good and I didn't know him I wish dad's friend Chris wasn't married with I wish I had the guts corner him next time he's over and try seduce him I wish I had the confidence sexually in real life that I did on the internet I wish Masa would have fucked like I wanted but I didn't know how ask without feeling slutty I wish an older man would push up against the wall when he came home and slip his fingers between my pussy lips with his other hand on my throat I wish I had let Justin fuck me now it's too late and he's dating some Filipino girl I wish I had sucked his dick like I wanted to. I wanted to choke on it. I wish I hadn't been so self conscious people were watching us grind on the dance floor. No one gave a shit but me.
I have a lot of wishes but if we get through this pandemic bullshit I hope I don't have a long list of regrets anymore and mostly wishes that came true