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| Thank you for taking the time to visit my world - my life journey in words. I invite you to follow along with me as I life each day fully, with no pretentions. What you will find here is a sharing of my innermost thoughts, my happiness, my frustrations, my sadness, my fears, my oddities, and, so much more. I am quite happy with who and what I am, as my life is ever so blessed. Like all of us, I have many different sides. I don't feel the need to justify myself to anyone, not in the slightest. While I am not everyone's cup of tea, common courtesy and respect is expected, not only to myself, but also all others who may share their views/experiences on my page. There is no tolerance for judgments or drama here - the practice of FUCKTARDISM is strongly prohibited. As the saying goes, "Misery Luves Company". If this is YOU, please take your circus elsewhere, as I only allow good, healthy stuff into my life.  |
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Quote Of The Day: 8-7-20
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Posted:Aug 7, 2020 1:25 pm
Last Updated:Aug 12, 2020 10:43 am
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"The past can't see you, but the future is listening" - Terri Guillemets
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Quote Of The Day: 8-6-20
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Posted:Aug 6, 2020 10:24 am
Last Updated:Aug 7, 2020 1:14 pm
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"So she poured out the liquid music of her voice quench the thirst of his spirit" - Nathaniel Hawthorne
I'm pretty much connected my I-POD 24/7. Home - car - wor Even when in bed, tho, I had get the kind of earphones that don't have the plastic piece on them ... had an incident awhile back where I was in bed trying get comfy, and, from moving round and the pillow, the plastic piece got stuck in my ear. Headed my ENT doctor and he pulled it out - it was really wedged in - enuf to cause droplets of blood. After it was out, he did a hearing test, just to be sure there was no damage. Quite surprised he was, considering the volume I keep my music at ... hearing level is a max capacity.
Anywho, back at the ranch ...
Altho, I can't sing to save my life, I do it all the time and everywhere ... except for the shower. Bursting someone's ear drums wouldn't make a good impression!! Simon from American Idol would tear me to shreds ... LOL ...
At work today, the hunt was on to find me ... LOL ... as I couldn't hear anything but 9 Inch Nails "Fuck Me Like An Aminal (Closer)!
Happy Thursday, peeps ... stay safe ....
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Quote Of The Day: 8-5-20
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Posted:Aug 5, 2020 3:29 pm
Last Updated:Aug 7, 2020 4:29 am
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"You have power over your mind - not outside events. Realize this, and you will find strength" - Marcus Aurelius
Things happen in three's, so they say. Well, today, they for sure did. None of which was under my control, in my hands ...
Logically, I know this. Emotionally ... it tends to be a whole different story. Being an empath can be very draining. Still, I wouldn't give this trait up for anything - it's a huge part of who and what I am ...
Tonite, a reset ... going to indulge in ordering out ... a wine cooler, or like 6 ... LOL ... and Mother Nature's natural plant ...
Happy Wednesday - hope it was a great day for all!
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Quote Of The Day: 8-4-20
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Posted:Aug 4, 2020 10:18 am
Last Updated:Aug 6, 2020 9:43 am
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"Rain utters poetry in drops, splats, and puddles" - Terri Guillemets
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Playing Hostess ... :)
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Posted:Aug 3, 2020 2:57 pm
Last Updated:Aug 4, 2020 4:18 am
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I recently assisted my pseudo family with a small gathering - already they can't live without me! They treat like blood, not like "the hired help", not like social status. I was flattered when my boss introduced me as his "rite hand girl" to all, "she takes care of everything, of me, of my life”! Not only did his words make me feel productive, but also of value, both of which were taken away for so long. It’s really awesomeness to feel these things again … 😊
They are used to seeing me in sneakers, shorts, t-shirts. No makeup - hair a rats nest - minus the rats … a girls got to have limits … HA! I think they were in shock when I showed up in a dress - a comics dress - LOL … which started up several conversations, including a reflection on my personality. My nervousness was wearing off, as I was fitting rite in with everyone. At that point, had no idea just how much. As the nite progressed, it became less like work and more of a social outing … 😊
Alcohol flowed – the LOL’s were in full force. You know when you laff so hard you can’t breathe?! And, then it happened … a few giggle snorts. Apparently, that was pretty unexpected to others, yet, it it was well received ... 😊
Suddenly, there was a shot in my hand. No idea what it was, smelled it …
LOL … stench was nasty as FUCK, like rotten eggs! Tho, that didn’t stop me downing it! Once the burn hit, asked what it was … MOONSHINE!! It wasn’t long till it was time for seconds – which I graciously gulped down. I connected with one dude specifically, and the next thing you know, we were at his vehicle indulging in some killer ass weed … separate paraphernalia. I was high as fuck – the moonshine kicking in … 😊
He says to me: “hey, you wanna see something”. I’m like, “uuuummm, ya” … we walked to the back and he opened the truck. Then, I saw it … what appeared to be a toy bag! No, really, that couldn’t be?! He unzipped it showed me this box, had a bong in it. Then, he pulled out a leash and collar – LOL … the leash was reflective – the collar on the wider side. Not really sure how this exactly this happened … next thing I know, my neck is tightly bound in leather, the smell clear that it was new, the leash hanging down my side, resting at my feet. Someone else came outside and noticed us by the car and was like, WOW, who would have thought?! Suddenly, I was like, how long have we been gone … almost an hour. Time flies when I’ve got a collar and lead on … 😊
Heading back into the house - people were filtering out. A few were sitting at the kitchen table. I was trying to go unnoticed as I moved along … worked well for all bout 10 seconds … TRIP … things go totally quiet. Looking up, “oopsie” … everyone cracked up. My boss told me to pull up a chair – definition and education time. CAREFULLY, I walked over, and just blurted out. “I’m pretty tipsy. Oh, and stoned”, and burst out laffing. They all looked at me – the LOL’s were in high gear. A chair was pulled out for me, so I sat down. My boss proceeded to ask me if I knew what “pansexual” was/meant. After my response, he asked me what my version of Polyamory was. After explaining a few different types, I then told him how Poly works for me, in my life. From there, the conversation went, well, who the fuck knows … LOL … chatted for a bit more – no – I’ll pass on another shot. Cleaned up a little and was getting ready to jet. My boss offered to call me an uber, tho, I had already switched to water awhile back. Said my goodbyes and bounced … 😊
Texted when I got home to let them know made it home safely, that I had a blast, that I adore his family/friends, thank you ever so much for your kindness and generosity. The next morning at work, I was like, “hope I didn’t make a bloody idiot if myself last nite”. He smiled, “happy that you had a great time … wait till my birthday party”. Thinking maybe one of my Harley Quinn dresses … 😊
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Quote Of The Day: 8-3-20
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Posted:Aug 3, 2020 4:02 am
Last Updated:Aug 3, 2020 2:35 pm
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"Be curious always! For knowledge will not acquire you; you must acquire it" - Unknown ...
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Quote Of The Day: 8-2-20
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Posted:Aug 2, 2020 8:50 am
Last Updated:Aug 2, 2020 6:35 pm
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"In the spider-web of facts, many a truth is strangled" - Paul Eldridge ...
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Quote Of The Day: 8-1-20
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Posted:Aug 1, 2020 7:58 am
Last Updated:Aug 2, 2020 8:41 am
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"Holy Crap A Fucking Cracker ... it's August 1st - how the fuck did that happen" ... -
After making the high jump from my bed the floor - LOL ... (have a regular mattress between the frame and an air mattress - being cost effective and utilizing what I have = no box spring) ... got tea, breakfast croissant. Grabbed my phone ... and there it was ...
Time is moving along, bringing us another day make our mark. A wondrous day !
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Quote Of The Day: 7-31-20
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Posted:Jul 31, 2020 11:29 am
Last Updated:Aug 2, 2020 2:34 pm
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"As long as there are women in the world, men will have a greatly exaggerated idea of how many things take care of themselves" - Robert Brault
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Quote Of The Day: 7-30-20
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Posted:Jul 30, 2020 12:58 pm
Last Updated:Jul 31, 2020 9:36 am
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I cannot live fast enough!
For a swirl of rushing air
Catches the red leaves from my feet
And scatters them everywhere.
I cannot live fast enough!
Look! those trees were green and are bare
And over the cold horizon hills
The winter sun-fires glare.
I have not lived fast enough!
I must hurry, must run, must dare,
There is time yet for a red leaf
tangle itself in my hair!
Eda Lou Walton, "A Song," c.1919
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Quote Of The Day: 7-29-20
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Posted:Jul 29, 2020 4:21 am
Last Updated:Jul 29, 2020 5:37 pm
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"Let us be grateful to the people that make us happy, they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom" - Marcel Proust
Happy Wednesday - a beautiful and blessed one to you ...
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Quote Of The Day: 7-28-20
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Posted:Jul 28, 2020 7:14 pm
Last Updated:Jul 29, 2020 5:38 pm
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"Purple is the soul-lifter
Red, the flame of passion
Yellow, the light of warmth
Green, vibrant stem of life
Pink, a whisper of beauty
Orange beckons, take a chance
Blue is the sea tide in us all
~Terri Guillemets
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Quote Of The Day: 7-27-20
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Posted:Jul 27, 2020 4:33 am
Last Updated:Jul 28, 2020 8:58 am
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"Always believe something wonderful is bout happen" - Unknown ...
Miracles do happen beyond what we can even fathom ...
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