Everytime
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Posted:Jun 15, 2005 7:51 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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I hate this feeling of being all alone. Its one that�s what I see will always. I sit on my front porch in the evenings.
I hate this feeling of being alone. No one to share this evening with me. To sit while listening to the birds in the trees.
I know that there is a new life I must find.
When I am alone I pray for this new life to be kind.
I moved away and left my friends, my work, and my home. The only consolation the time I spend with my .
It�s ok the help is the time. Until I meet some one to share my time. They have gone for the summer, it makes it hard. These nights when I am completely alone. But no matter at least I�m sure they�ll at least phone.
Every time I try to meet some one I worry. Do I seem to needy, will I scare them away. I try so hard not to be pushy, easy, or hard.
I hope soon I�ll find some one. And shake this feeling of being alone. Some time soon I hope the time, I meet a woman. And we will go out.
But for right know I can�t shake this feeling of being alone. I�m getting tired of searching, and soon no I will need a rest. I promised my that all I can promise is to do my best. But each day that goes by I remember this feeling of pain and alone deep in my chests.
Lord, I thank you.
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The flow of water acting as a lovers call
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Posted:Jun 15, 2005 4:30 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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One day I am going to find another woman another soulmate. This I know. Because I have faith in all the above. We will meet, talk, laugh, and play. Everything will just seem to go our way. And I will Love her.
You see people put a distance on far they will go to find that special one. To share their life with. I tell those that I meet, it matters not how far that I must travel.
You see if she is ment for me. The one I am ment to love. Then without her surely it will seem. Once again my life will start to unravel.
You see if she is ment for me, and the two of us fall in love. I will climb any mountain, It will not matter how high.
You see if she is the one ment for me then i willingly accept the wonderful gift of love, blessed by from above. I will make her my all. we shall give to one another everything.
You see if she is ment for me this, we will feel in our spirit that this is a love soon ment to be.
You see if you have lost a love or one has gone away you would understand. That love is a feeling that makes us complete. With that special love in life through one another you will better than any -one- man.
You see if I find a love ment for me. The most pleasant gift from sent to me from above. Then calm is the scene in my heart. Like a small waterfall off the side if of a mountain. The flow of the water acting as lovers call.
At that time the sun will shine
Soon.. it will be my day.
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How To remember to strengthen our threads of friendship.
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Posted:Jun 15, 2005 12:45 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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When you read books, Listen to teachers, parents and friends they all seem to mention something about threads binding us together. And threads that break or loosen up.
It seems like we forget about these words lightly put in our mind. ' Listen youngster threads of Friendship are serious and not to be missed.*
Pick a day where you can feel spontaneous, not just on the special day that you met, or asked them to do be you significant other. But do it on a day that your spouse just looks like it has been very hard. Or make it a 'just feeling like you needed to say it day.'Get some flowers. Doesn't matter what kind. Just hand them one through out this little diddy or one you think of yourself. And if you read my previous blog entry. A woman can use the flowers on her husband and get an overwhelmed response. Like what happened to me.
You would be surprised the response a wife can get by using this on a husband or man on his wife. But you have to go all the way.
Hand them a flower and say to them " I thank heaven above the day I met you. Each day with you, the love we see in each continues to grow."
Then hand them another Flower and say "I would like to thank you for the laughter that we give to each other time to time. I love you for the good times we share."
Then hand them another flower and tell them "This flower is my Thanks for always listening to what I say, even if you knew it was wrong. You worked so hard to not hurt my feelings. By explaining and trying to be fair."
Then give them another flower and say "This flower is my thank you for the comfort you give me when things just keep seeming to go bad."
Then hand them another flower and say "This flower is my thank you for the shoulder you give me to cry on when I'm sad."
Then hand them another flower and say "These flowers are a reminder that throughout my lifetime I will be thanking heaven for the special friend I found in you."
When you say this to your partner, at the end give them a deep hug. And you will feel the thread of friendship tighten its bond.
If you ask why the flowers. Two reasons - one - I can honestly say that all those I know like to get them. - second - Becuase either you make up your own lines or use these above. It will help you to remember your words as you give them each flower one at a time.
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I got a dozen roses
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Posted:Jun 14, 2005 12:33 pm
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2013 12:42 am
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Can you believe it,I got a dozen roses. They were sent to mef From a friend the other day. So I took them with me and went for a walk. By the time I got home I only had one left, during my walk I gave them all away.
I gave one to my elderly neighbor, who has become very dear to me. It felt good to share this floral cheer.
I contiued my walk on down the street and spotted a couple spending time together sitting onchairs in their front lawn. So I walked up and said "Hello" and gave them each a rose. And walked away. I bet it just made them think 'This is a crazy day.'
I turned and went back to my house, got in my truck to take one to a friend whom I haven't known for very long, She is a single mom, that won't ask for help. She struggles, so in some small way. I hope this helps her carry on.
I looked down to think of what to do with the rest. So I stopped by the church And placed all but one by the alter. And thanked God for all that he'd done. He has helped me in so many ways; he sends me Angels to help and guide me by showering me with a cheerful presence on my dreary days.
I am telling you these Roses were so pretty the first one's that anybody had ever sent to me. They had given me such joy, and laughter the moment I saw them, I just could not keep them all.
I never knew why a woman loves to get a dozen roses. Until I recieved these. It was not in the flowers beauty or smell. It is the happiness I received and the feeling of love that some one cares about me.
I gae them away all but this single, a long stemed bud, standing straight, beautiful, and tall.
I called my two friends that gave me the roses, said "Thank you. You two helped brighten up my day. I explained to my 's that I had recieved so much joy in their gift. But that I had shared the gift I had received. And told all whom I gave
a rose to "THis from my 's a gift for you. Through me to you."
I still don't know what I loved the most getting the flower's or giving them away. I will take both
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Dedicated to wetdance69. that one day to make this real.
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Posted:Jun 13, 2005 12:38 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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I know that when we are young we dream of a love so sensual.
I know that for some we dreamed of a love that would be so true.
But as time has made me older. I find that this is the love that most hold to be true.
People want to read about it. Want a picture drawn in their mind.
So now I know that I need a story to paint a sensual love for you.
So in my love story today I will write **I have for you a heart beat that quickens. As our fingertips explore. We look into one another eyes. I can see your face smile knowing that has touched you like this before.
Tracing your body softly and gently. Touching you here and there.
You throw caution to the wind. We move hands across each others body. Feeling as if we haven't a care.
Pulling you close to me. I worry this is a dream. I can't help but feel the need in holding you tight.
Kissing you softly do all that I might. Just to make what your feeling sensually right.
It seems that our bodies meld as though we were one I pray to to you god'Let nothing come undone."
It seems as if our senses have gone completly a stray.
We look into each other eyes, right at that very moment we whisper in unison 'I want you, I love you, and I need you so.'
Hands caress the other, and my mind wonders how far next will you allow me to go.
Our bodies begin to tremble, Everytime we make love it is as if these feelings are so new.
It still boggles my mind how much in love with you I feel.
With a rapture so divine I want our bodies to continue to soar.
To reach that the sensual peak. Our mind and body start crying out. We both want more.
It was a love tha felt like it was lightening. And we did hear the thunder roar.
When we make love. It feels so intense we both see stars. Oh how we had soared. "Not yet ... Not yet." you exclaim. "I want this to last. And have the rapture linger. Don't let it end so fast.
We hands and arms around one another basking in the moment.
It is at this moment the words "I love you!" Is screamed each to the other.
Faster and faster we move insync. Our bodies have joined.
You hips you still thrust tight against my loins.
Then with a pounding in each others chest. We both heave a sigh.
Engulfed on these feeling oh so tense we float to the heavens up high.
It is a terrible feeling to let go of a sensual love, that which cause these feelings sublime.
I know that forever I want you to be mine.
I willingly give to you my body and soul.
And the sooner you know this is true. That is when the now we will try to make one out of two and that we now are one and finally a whole.
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Just wait until tonight
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Posted:Jun 12, 2005 4:52 pm
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2013 12:43 am
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When I was 21 years old I met my wife thinking I had found love. And I would climb up a telephone pole while I was in the field and splice into a phone cable to get a line open just to call her and say to her "If You Think You Know what love is. Just wait until tonight I am on my way home. For our bodies will feel as one, and our hearts will unite. I would sit at the top of a pole each time I knew I was headed back home. We would talk until they found me or until my feet got tired hanging there with spikes dug in. I would continue on saying "I will put your mind at ease as we sit down to share a sip of wine." I would be in such a romantic mood. "For tonight we will each say in our hearts to the other you will be mine." But as we time continued I thought our love would to. Only to find that nothing in Love is true. If you think you know love than I will say to you now. Only an arogant fool will use the word "Just wait until tonight."
Love is a four letter word that we as people rate higher than we should. People use everything in their brain to convince others of its magic. They will use it in sentences like 'I will love you tonight. I will thrill you with ecstasy and passion. FIll your body with pleasurable delight.'
I am here to let you know 'For in my eyes you will see what Love means to me and with these words in your mind you will possibly agree that I had fallen victim of to what young love might be.
So if you think you know love. Let me say this 'When you meet the person of your dreams you will share a feeling of magic and love . And no matter what you read hear you will pay it no mind. Because love is an incurable disease that no thought, action, deed, or medication can stop. And it will infect you the same as all other. You shall stand under a bright moonlight and use words similar to these.
" You are my one and true mate. Let me give to my love. One that I swear will be true." The two of you will grab each other by the hand and smile and grin when you realize there's so much more in store.
Once in bed.
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Random thoughts, comments opinions and dumb words of what not.
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Posted:Jun 12, 2005 7:35 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Summer is the season when pleasures of the flesh often time are enhanced through playful touch. Couples from the hotter climates in the south turn up the ac in order to get close. In order to touch. Unique plans for sensual get aways are made to renew the flames of passion. Swimming in the backyard pool with a tall privacy fence to keep out peeping eyes. everyone shipped off to friends house for uninterupted unions to take place throughout the house.
Yah just gotta love summer.
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RANDOM THOUGHTS, IDEAS, AND POINTLESS COMMENTS.
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Posted:Jun 11, 2005 10:42 pm
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2013 12:44 am
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I offer you my hand, take it should you ever fall.
I offer you my strength place your hand on my chest and feel the flame in my heart.
I offer you my hand to help you stand tall when you are faced with adversity.
I offer you my wisdom to combat confusion when things just don't work out correctly.
I offer you my heart filled with the desire to see you smile.
So there is no illusion. Let us not try and see into the future.
I offer you my life to fill your heart with the flamesof love.
I offer you my joy so you’ll feel alive when you wake.
I offer you my happiness I want you to see for us a fire to burn forever within.
I’m offering you me, to be a part of your life now you have a place to rest.
I’m offering you a future one filled with happiness and love,
If you take my hand, my gift to you darling
will be all of the above…
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