Intamacy?
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Posted:Aug 5, 2008 10:15 pm
Last Updated:Aug 13, 2012 1:48 pm
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I am almost 48 years old and I believe I am just learning what this word truely means. I thought it was the exchance of hopes and dreams with others, but I believe it to be something different today. It is more than just sharing hopes and dreams, it is sharing my life with another person. Not just hopes and dreams, but the pains and sorrows also and life seems to come with both.
I have accepted the fact that I will probably never be rich, that is ok because money cannot buy me happiness. I will never look like Brad Pitt, and that is ok because all I want to be is myself. I had many hopes and dreams in my youth, most have not materialized. By all rights, I should be pretty miserable and unhappy with all the things that have happened in the last six months of my life, but I am not. I did lose sight of some things for awhile, butnot really for that long of time. Maybe, just maybe, intamacy, the sharing of all of a persons life with another has something to do with that. Since I have been on Affairlook, I have chatted with many ladies and read their responces to my blogs. My blogs are certainly not publishing material, but people seem to connect with them intheir own way. Some leave comments, others do not, but they still make a connection with people I have never met or chatted with before. Some I have, but many I have not.
In its own way, I believe this is intamacy. Touching somebody's mind or heart by just sharing the good and the bad thoughts I feel. It is a connection, that is difficult to describe. A couple of friends I chat with here I have not met and my never meet in person; yet, there is a part of me that fells like I have know them forever, like a buddy of mine that I started kindergarden with.
I do not know where all this will lead and maybe I do not need to. Maybe, all I have to do is the best I can do on any given day given the circumstances I am in. But I do believe in one thing, I know more about intamacy now than I did 6 months ago and am finding that I have gone without it in my life for way to long. I enjoy interacting with honest and open people, who share their life experiences with me and I with them. It feel good, so I think for now I will keep learning. lonely
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Fun get to knows.
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Posted:Aug 3, 2008 4:56 pm
Last Updated:Aug 20, 2012 9:27 pm
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