Not sure who is here anymore
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Posted:Mar 28, 2010 11:05 am
Last Updated:Aug 15, 2014 4:48 am
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But I thought I should leave a post for those that watched me, and I watched, just so they know what I have been going through.
Well Wednesday was my b-day, I spent it lying with the dying cat. (three days earlier) I walk into the house, and Sam comes running up to me, in and out of my feets, trying her best to trip me, and then be able to give me those little kitten kisses. (tuesday) I come home and she just looks up at me with the I could kill you in your sleep look, SO FAR, A typical week for me. Then Wednesday I came home and she couldn't even sit without falling over. So I knew something wasa up. Well, The ice is too thin to fish, and the snow is still too deep to go hunting for shed antlers, So I decide It's BEST to spend the night with Sam. Well, at midnight she was still weezing every so often. And I need to be up at 3:30am, so I went to bed. When I woke up, at 3am, she hadn't moved so I got a nice little Rosewood box I had planned on using for her anyway. I got the kitty bankie I made for her years ago, and lined the box. Then I put her in, and covered her with the bankie, and snapped her neck. Then on my way to work I stopped, and gave her a Viking Funeral. I stopped at a river I drive across evey day and lit he little casket on fire and pushed her out in the current.
Boy was it hard to come home to an empty house after 15 years.
I had to take the day off Fri, to deal with that, as I was at home, I get a call grom a Great Aunt telling me my Other grandma died. I thought it was party time, cause this woman even despised her own 7 . But to be nice to the aunt, I Was kind cause it was her Sis-in-law. Well, I went over and Used her cell to find out details and my Uncle-in-law (one of my real aunts' hubby) Told me it was my mom that passed. And knowing him, I was thinking he thought I was somebody else, I said NOPE Not my mom. He said yeah, "Your mom," Well, I'm still thinking it's my grandmother, and tell him "Maybe my grandmother, but not my mom". He comes back with " No Chris, Brenda died" Then I hit the floor. That was on Fri, the 19th, I'm just now getting up from the floor.
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No title , It's too damn early for that
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Posted:Dec 20, 2008 11:07 pm
Last Updated:Mar 31, 2010 4:43 pm
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Thanks to all of you who have spent the time to visit me in the last 6 weeks but I am now on my holiday hours which are 12 hour days, 7 days a week. I don't like it, cause I can't see my friends and family in RL let alone in Cyber. I just want ya to know I do see your messages and they keep my head up. I know, you are thinking what is a steel worker doing, working 7 days a week and 12 hours a day? It's to TRY to get everything done by the first of the year. Less taxes for the big business'. I don't mind too much It's been this way the last 12 years. And ALSO I can throw it in the liberal leftists face that I work so much harder than them MUAHAHAHAHA (insert EVIL laff here) As far as the pic goes... It's not so much a surprise to me after 12 years *wink*.
It's 1 am on a Sunday morning, I'm running late cause of this post, but I woke up 10 minutes early..
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Welcome to MY club....
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Posted:Jul 12, 2008 8:04 pm
Last Updated:Feb 6, 2010 8:23 am
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First off, I'd LOVE to invite you to the same club I belong too. It's the BAD LUCK CLUB. If you don't know the Club, maybe I can introduce you to it.
See I should be sitting in Walker Mn. right now watching the opening act for STYX. However I'm still stuck at home for the past week I've had. Let me tell ya bout it!!!! (as ONLY fire marshall Bill) can say.
Monday I awoke to a toothache. And thinking OKAY, It's just cause I NORMALLY drink sugarfree drinks but ran out, and had to drink the high-test koolaid. Well Wednesday morn came, and low and behold I looked in the mirror, and my face began to swell... -of-a-dagnabbit!!!! There is ONLY one thing that causes that. An Abscess tooth. So I took Thur. and Fri. off from work and got some pennicillen. Then, Thursday night storms moved in. Lost a BIG branch from my walnut tree. Spent MOST of the day Fri cutting it up, while waiting for the carburator parts for my boat to show up at the best boat mechanic in the state. (See, I've been working on the carb for 4 weeks trying to get it going so the boat can run.) Well turns out one of the vents was clogged and that is all, that was the matter. Well, on my way home I made it three miles till the truck started acting up. YAY ME!!!!! I ONLY have 28 miles to go!!!! Well, I get the truck home (with some really bad running.) All the time thinking (WHAT'S WRONG) well this morning, I go out and pop the hood. The main culprit was lack of fuel. I pulled the fuel line from the carb ON THE TRUCK!!!! And getting PLENTY of fuel. OK then it's got to be spark???? I pull off the air cleaner to look and see a busted vaccum hose AHHH that would be the prolly AND NOT the catalytic converter... So, I go to pull off the line and the distributor moves. -OF-A-Motherless goat!!!!! So, I reach for it to attempt to put it back where it was and the damn thing growled at me!!!!! Well, I yanked my arm back and cut myself on the Air cleaner cover hold down... 7 stitches later from the emergency room, and I'm back to working on the truck. I finally got it running ENOUGH to get it to the shop, and throw a timing light on it, and a new vaccum hose, to find out the tranny is gone!!!!
To me it seems like I'm not allowed to have ANY FUN, of ANY kind. And the sad thing is STYX is going on stage in 1 1/2 hours, and I'm still stuck 6 hours from there. What is the next thing that can POSSIBLY go wrong? I'm taking bets, and providing odds.
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Ok, so I know, I'm here and then I'm not.
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Posted:Jun 20, 2008 7:40 pm
Last Updated:Feb 15, 2009 2:28 am
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Well, as soon as I think I'm back at least part time. I get busy with SOMETHING. I came back, then I got an offer to buy a new motor for my boat, for LESS than I could get either of the other two fixed for. So I decided, after letting it sit for 6 years it was time to fix it. I needed to start from scratch. The floors were rotteed, the carpet was shot when I bought it in 98(or 99) The seats were shot, The squirells ate all the wiring for everything. I spent three weeks rebuilding it, and Now I'm STILL waiting for the guy to part with his motor, BUT then I don't want to see him WITHOUT a boat either, (He want's to sell his snowmobile BEFORE he gets rid of the motor.
Then, a little over a month ago I took a second job, (hey Millions on welfare depend on people like me  ) Anyway this job I don't get paid for, It's strictly for FUN!!!
What kind of job could strictly be for fun you ask??? I started turning wrenches again. I'm part-time help in a mechanic shop. I do it for discounts on car repairs, Besides, the three others that work there, make it more fun than Comedy Central.
I am trying to come back on a Part-time position, BUT it seems Every time I come back something else pops up... As the GREAT Tigger says TaTa For Now.
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Ok I think we can all be reminded that we aren't perfect.
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Posted:May 4, 2008 2:22 am
Last Updated:Jan 8, 2011 12:00 am
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But it's our flaws that make us unique, and lovable.
One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen.
The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said "Why, your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine."
The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but it was full of scars. It had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing.
The people stared -- how can he say his heart is more beautiful, they thought?
The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw its state and laughed.
"You must be joking," he said. "Compare your heart with mine. Mine is perfect and yours is a mess of scars and tears."
"Yes," said the old man, "yours is perfect looking but I would never trade with you. You see, every scar represents a person to whom I have given my love - I tear out a piece of my heart and give it to them, and often they give me a piece of their heart which fits into the empty place in my heart, but because the pieces aren't exact, I have some rough edges, which I cherish, because they remind me of the love we shared."
"Sometimes I have given pieces of my heart away, and the other person hasn't returned a piece of his heart to me. These are the empty gouges -- giving love, is taking a chance. Although these gouges are painful, they stay open, reminding me of the love I have for these people too, and I hope someday they may return and fill the space I have waiting. So now do you see what true beauty is?"
The young man stood silently with tears running down his cheeks. He walked up to the old man, reached into his perfect young and beautiful heart and ripped a piece out. He offered it to the old man with trembling hands. The old man took his offering, placed it in his heart and then took a piece from his old scarred heart and placed it in the wound in the young man's heart. It fit, but not perfectly, as there were some jagged edges.
The young man looked at his heart, not perfect anymore but more beautiful than ever, since love from the old man's heart flowed into his.
Author Unknown
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SO, I KNOW I haven'nt been here lately...
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Posted:Apr 15, 2008 6:30 pm
Last Updated:Jan 8, 2011 12:04 am
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And I have been on 360 Mainly, but since I AM showing up here a little more, I would like to post a blog, From March 21st 08.
Today My turned two. He IS my life, my love. It was two years ago TODAY he was born, and none of you know this. He was NOT supposed to make it out of the hospital, So to me it is a MIRACLE. He came to full term, but there were SO many complications in those nine months. One was to "possibly" need a transfusion while still in the womb, at 4 months after being concieved. It never came to that, after three long days of tests at the Mayo clinic, (One thing I am so glad for in my travels is settling Near THE Mayo clinic, The BEST Hospital in the WORLD.) They said it wasn't NECCASARY, "AT the time" but it MAY be needed in the future. It seems, her and I were of conflicting blood types. Followed next by, he may have a NEW blood disorder. There were MANY other trials over the birthing process, but the worst was WHEN he was born, He wasn't sposed to make it, When the doctor said those words I was ready to die myself.
After being on life support for 2 days ALL of a sudden, He was breathing, on his own, his heart was beating on it's own, and he smiled when he heard my voice through the incubator. I was soooo happy till I heard he WILL not live to see his second birthday. Well, Every one of his checkups have said he is in PERFECT health. I feel my sins have been washed away to know the love of MY .
He is MY Miracle, He is STILL my life, the thing I have never TRULY known. He is MY love, my LIFE. Without him in my life. I'm sure I wouldn't still be here. But since he is, I HAVE to be, so he knows the love of a DAD.
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The greatest team EVER
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Posted:Jan 13, 2008 8:02 pm
Last Updated:Jan 8, 2011 12:10 am
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I know, I must be sick in the head for liking the Green Bay Packers but I have a story to tell about Class Act teams. I started my present job on Nov 18 1996, I was laid off shortly there after. And WHILE I was laid off for 2 months I went to Iowa to put together farm implements for my famliy buisiness. I was STILL laid off after four weeks of being in Iowa.
Well. one night my dad came to me and asked if I would be willing to sell our farm equipment. I was like WTF??? He said they had a farm show to do SPONSORED by the State of Wisconsin. And he was trying to sell OTHER equipment, and he wanted someone there to sell OUR line. I was like sure why not? I can Ice fish in Green bay then!!!!
Well, the day I got there to set up, I found out I was in Lambeau Fields PARKING LOT!!!!! Ok Now I'm exstatic cause I'm a lifelong Cheesehead, and I will NEVER see tickets to a game for the fact that there is a 35 year waiting list for tickets?????
Anyway one night after the show wich ended at 5 pm, I decided to walk 1 block to the Packer Hall Of Fame. A life long DREAM of mine. So I skipped dinner to go through a building of the finest things a person could ever witness. And I'm talking any football fan.
Well I walk in the front door, and pay my admission fee, then I'm allowed through to the Atrium, and what is the FIRST thing I see??? It's a wall mural of the Denver Bronco's logo!!!!! WTHF???? I'm in the Packer HOF? Right? maybe this is a dream, but NOOOOOOO This is the Class of the most underrated team of all times. See, the Denver Bronco's beat us in the previous SB.
If that isn't class I don't know what is.
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Pull up a chair
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Posted:Nov 21, 2007 6:05 pm
Last Updated:Jan 8, 2011 12:13 am
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Well, I'd like to invite you to my table for thanksgiving. And to entice you, I make the moistest, tastiest bird you have ever tried. And I'll have ALL the trimmings, Stuffing, gravy, Mashed potatoes, riced potatoes, Homemade southern buiscuits that melt in your mouth, Cranberry sauce, Both kinds, the REAL stuff and the jelly from the can, Lefsa ( a Norwegian potatoe ehhh Bread? It's like a tortilla but made from taters) And for dessert My NEWEST tradition (added last year as a joke, but it went over SOOOOOO well) Key lime pie.
Now dish up a plate, or 3, and tell us before you sneak a bite of ANYTHING, What are YOU thankful for? I myself am thankful for MANY things. I'm thankful for having a healthy , I'm thankful for all my GREAT friends here (and in R for without you I would be someone I don't like, I'm thankful for a good job ( I know I complain about it,BUT it's better than nothing) And I'm thankful to still be here
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My night on the bridge
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Posted:Aug 3, 2007 9:58 pm
Last Updated:Feb 21, 2010 1:50 pm
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Ok this may be a REALLY long post, so if you don’t stick around, I’ll understand. And there will be my political views in there, so I hope I don’t lose friends (this will be one of my ONLY political views posted) Due to the fact, I think there are certain things off limits on my page, those are Politics, Religion, and Her.
Ok so some of you know I am an E.M.T. (Emergency Medical Technician) And have been for 13 years. It’s strictly on a volunteer basis. That means, my pay is 1 dollar an hour while on call, and 12 dollars for the FIRST hour of a call, and 2 dollars an hour AFTER that. So if I am at work, I LOSE money to go help people. Luckily (I don't mean it the way it sounds, IF I'm at work I am NOT able to respond to a call) the other night, when the bridge collapsed, I was at home, and I WAS able to respond. According to the Sheriff’s office, every Ambulance service in an 80 mile radius was paged to help in this incident. I am about 65-70 ROAD miles away. And I travel that bridge 3-5 times a year. Some are just for shits and giggles to go to “The Cities” some are to visit the Va hospital for my check-ups.
As of this writing, the world is looking at us in awe, saying that we are what they STRIVE to be when it comes to an incident of this magnitude. It may not seem like much to most with only 5 fatalities, and 8 missing. I have to disagree with those who feel it is not much. It is due to our rescue people, and our civilians, who RAN TO THE BRIDGE!!! All those people RAN TOWARDS the bridge with disregard to their own safety, to help their fellow man. See That is how it is supposed to be.
HOWEVER, this tragedy could have been avoided, by simply saying NO to the liberal thoughts. See, the liberals think, that EVERYBODY, no matter their place in society DESERVES their money. Well, I don’t believe that. Those that NEED welfare, should be entitled to it, but those lazy bastards, and the ILLEGAL ALIENS, Should NOT get ANYTHING. See that money is taken from coffers that supply ALL the repair/renovation fees are taken away. To give out the handouts, to the lazy bums. Statistic (It will take 190 Billion, yes with a B. to get all our bridges UP to code. It will take 490 BILLION to replace them with NEW) Well, that 490 BILLION is 18 months of supplying ILLEGAL ALIENS with all their benefits. Yes A year and a half, of benefits!!!!!! That’s it, all our tragedies LIKE this could be avoided by saying NO!!!!!
Now on to my night. I don’t have tv, so I don’t know what is going on. I logged on to 360 and saw a blast by my good friend Wildfire, so I went to one of my favorite’s to see the news coverage. 5 minutes later my Ambulance pager went off, with the details… “ You are needed in Minneapolis” WTF, I thought. That is odd. But we went. The ambulance made 2 trips from the bridge to HCMC ( one of the best hospitals in the nation, other than MAYO Well, on our trip to the site, we were in contact with Control central. We had 5 people on the ambulance, and only NEED 2 for life support. Well the other of us were used for crowd control. AND, due to my INTOLERANCE towards people (Who are IDIOTS) I was chosen for crowd control. Specifically, related to hurting people. See, in an incident like we had, the Rescue Personnel NEED the cell towers to communicate with each other. Well, our local news channels told the civilians DO NOT USE YOUR CELL PHONES!!!!!! Well, here comes me just walking around, and IF I saw someone on the cellphone, I would just walk by them and slap the phone out of their hand. I got hit several times after that. BUT I looked at them, and said “I won’t do it again, the next time I see you on the cellphone, I’ll have you arrested.” “ WE need those lines for rescue” Most of them understood, and some of them even GAVE me their phones for general principles, cause that’s how we roll here in the Midwest. Now back to the fact, we as an area are looked upon as “The Greatest” in the nation when it comes to things like this. Sure I’m a Wisconsinite, and I NEED to give the Minnesotans a HARD time, BUT, when it comes down to it, I would be there for them, as they would be there for me.
I am in a “Bad way” lately, due to seeing the bridge close at hand, and seeing the look of hope, AND sorrow in peoples eyes. Sure, Most had smiles on their faces AS you talked to them, but if you looked in their eyes, you saw the despair, the sadness, the HOPE that there wasn’t someone they knew there. I don’t know for sure if everyone has heard the term “ 6 degrees of separation” But it goes as this… “Six degrees of separation refers to the idea that, if a person is one "step" away from each person he or she knows and two "steps" away from each person who is known by one of the people he or she knows, then everyone is no more than six "steps" away from each person on Earth.” I am one who believes in that. I’d like to think that through SOMEONE can know everyone on earth, whether I like them or not. I RECOGNIZE last names of the fatalities, and the survivors, but I’m not sure if they are people I know, or even people of the families I know. Well, this has to be long enough, IF any of you are still here, I appreciate it, for this is something I NEED to get out there. I’m not much of one to talk about HOW, I feel, or why I FEEL it, but this is something that can touch EVERY one of you, for how many of you think life is fragile?
And I'd like to add a special thanks to Dysgyzed, for giving me the song "Hell and High water" by Black Stone Cherry. It got me through Wednesday Night.
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Don't we all feel this way sometimes?
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Posted:Jun 4, 2007 6:44 pm
Last Updated:Mar 20, 2009 9:14 pm
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The following letters are taken from an actual incident between a London
hotel and one of its guests. The Hotel ended up submitting the letters
to the London Sunday Times!
Dear Maid,
Please do not leave any more of those little bars of soap in my bathroom
since I have brought my own bath-sized Dial. Please remove the six
unopened little bars from the shelf under the medicine chest and another
three in the shower soap dish. They are in my way.
Thank you,
S. Berman
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Dear Room 635,
I am not your regular maid. She will be back tomorrow, Thursday, from
her day off. I took the 3 hotel soaps out of the shower soap dish as you
requested. The 6 bars on your shelf I took out of your way and put on
top of your Kleenex dispenser in case you should change your mind. This
leaves only the 3 bars I left today which my instructions from the
management is to leave 3 soaps daily. I hope this is satisfactory.
Kathy, Relief Maid
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Dear Maid - I hope you are my regular maid.
Apparently Kathy did not tell you about my note to her concerning the
little bars of soap. When I got back to my room this evening I found you
had added 3 little Camays to the shelf under my medicine cabinet. I am
going to be here in the hotel for two weeks and have brought my own
bath-size Dial so I won't need those 6 little Camays which are on the
shelf. They are in my way when shaving, brushing teeth, etc. Please
remove them.
S. Berman
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Dear Mr. Berman,
My day off was last Wed. so the relief maid left 3 hotel soaps which we
are instructed by the management. I took the 6 soaps which were in your
way on the shelf and put them in the soap dish where your Dial was. I
put the Dial in the medicine cabinet for your convenience. I didn't
remove the 3 complimentary soaps which are always placed inside the
medicine cabinet for all new check-ins and which you did not object to
when you checked in last Monday. Please let me know if I can of further
assistance.
Your regular maid,
Dotty
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Dear Mr. Berman,
The assistant manager, Mr. Kensedder, informed me this morning that you
called him last evening and said you were unhappy with your maid
service. I have assigned a new girl to your room. I hope you will accept
my apologies for any past inconvenience. If you have any future
complaints please contact me so I can give it my personal attention.
Call extension 1108 between 8AM and 5PM. Thank you.
Elaine Carmen
Housekeeper
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Dear Miss Carmen,
It is impossible to contact you by phone since I leave the hotel for
business at 7:45 AM and don't get back before 5:30 or 6PM. That's the
reason I called Mr. Kensedder last night. You were already off duty. I
only asked Mr. Kensedder if he could do anything about those little bars
of soap. The new maid you assigned me must have thought I was a new
check-in today, since she left another 3 bars of hotel soap in my
medicine cabinet along with her regular delivery of 3 bars on the
bath-room shelf. In just 5 days here I have accumulated 24 little bars
of soap. Why are you doing this to me?
S. Berman
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Dear Mr. Berman,
Your maid, Kathy, has been instructed to stop delivering soap to your
room and remove the extra soaps. If I can be of further assistance,
please call extension 1108 between 8AM and 5PM.Thank you,
Elaine Carmen,
Housekeeper
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Dear Mr. Kensedder,
My bath-size Dial is missing. Every bar of soap was taken from my room
including my own bath-size Dial. I came in late last night and had to
call the bellhop to bring me 4 little Cashmere Bouquets.
S. Berman
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Dear Mr. Berman,
I have informed our housekeeper, Elaine Carmen, of your soap problem. I
cannot understand why there was no soap in your room since our maids are
instructed to leave 3 bars of soap each time they service a room. The
situation will be rectified immediately. Please accept my apologies for
the inconvenience.
Martin L. Kensedder
Assistant Manager
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Dear Mrs. Carmen,
Who the hell left 54 little bars of Camay in my room? I came in last
night and found 54 little bars of soap. I don't want 54 little bars of
Camay. I want my one damn bar of bath-size Dial. Do you realize I have
54 bars of soap in here. All I want is my bath size Dial. Please give me
back my bath-size Dial.
S. Berman
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Dear Mr. Berman,
You complained of too much soap in your room so I had them removed. Then
you complained to Mr. Kensedder that all your soap was missing so I
personally returned them. The 24 Camays which had been taken and the 3
Camays you are supposed to receive daily. I don't know anything about
the 4 Cashmere Bouquets. Obviously your maid, Kathy, did not know I had
returned your soaps so she also brought 24 Camays plus the 3 daily
Camays. I don't know where you got the idea this hotel issues bath-size
Dial. I was able to locate some bath-size Ivory which I left in your
room.
Elaine Carmen
Housekeeper
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Dear Mrs. Carmen,
Just a short note to bring you up-to-date on my latest soap inventory.
As of today I possess:
- On the shelf under medicine cabinet - 18 Camay in 4 stacks of 4 and 1
stack of 2.
- On the Kleenex dispenser - 11 Camay in 2 stacks of 4 and 1 stack of 3.
- On the bedroom dresser - 1 stack of 3 Cashmere Bouquet,
- 1 stack of 4 hotel-size Ivory, and 8 Camay in 2 stacks of 4.
- Inside the medicine cabinet - 14 Camay in 3 stacks of 4 and 1 stack
of 2.
- In the shower soap dish - 6 Camay, very moist.
- On the northeast corner of tub - 1 Cashmere Bouquet, slightly used.
- On the northwest corner of tub - 6 Camays in 2 stacks of 3.
Please ask Kathy when she services my room to make sure the stacks are
neatly piled and dusted. Also, please advise her that stacks of more
than 4 have a tendency to tip. May I suggest that my bedroom window
sill is not in use and will make an excellent spot for future soap
deliveries. One more item, I have purchased another bar of bath-sized
Dial which I am keeping in the hotel vault in order to avoid further
misunderstandings.
S. Berman
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Sorry I don't have a good post for today
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Posted:May 28, 2007 1:02 pm
Last Updated:Jan 8, 2011 12:45 am
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I have ben hanging out at the Y! and in 360 mainly of late. The blogs there are so much better, for all the things you can do. You can have images, music, any kind of HTML, and even post links. But my big Memorial Day post is there.
So here, all I will say is Please, take a moment to remember those who have given the ultimate sacrifice for our freedoms.
you are not forgotten
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Just dropped in to say hi
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Posted:May 26, 2007 5:58 pm
Last Updated:Jan 8, 2011 12:27 am
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I'm not even supposed to be here, and that is mighty hard for me to accept. I really do miss all of you very much, and I hope all is doing GREAT for each and every one of my dear friiends I have come to know. But with what is going on, on my homefront, the PI I have been in cotact with n a notable basis says I REALLY need to watch the sites I come to. So I'm takig thier advice, and hoping for the best when it omes to Dex and myself. I'm doing good, Still not smoking YEAH ME!!! (It's been a long damn five months though.) Dex is growing like a weed.
Hope you all have a GREAT memorial day weekend Just take a moment to remember those who have served, and given their lives.
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The phantom
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Posted:Dec 7, 2006 1:41 pm
Last Updated:Jan 8, 2011 12:29 am
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The phantom
My lover, my love,
I see your face in the morning mist,
I hear your whisper, in the gentle breeze
I feel your heartbeat in the distant thunder,
I feel your arms wrapped around me while I sleep,
I feel your gentle caress in the snow falling gently on my face,
I feel the kiss from your lips as the rain cascades over my face,
I feel the warmth of your breath when the sun touches my neck,
Yet none of it is real
For you are a
Phantom,
A Phantom lover
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