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Wondering
 
A short treatise on the world of sex.
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Fantasy # 2
Posted:Aug 19, 2006 8:02 pm
Last Updated:May 29, 2024 5:17 am
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I have often fantasized about taking puctures of women and where it might lead. So here goes...

I start out by setting up a booth at the local college. "Female Models Wanted", the sign says.

A few coeds stop by and ask what it's all about. I tell them I'm making a book of beautiful women who attend local colleges. If they model for me, I'll pay them $50 an hour plus royalties from the book sales.

I get the manes of a few interested ones. I tell them I'll call them when I get set up.

One particular blobde is my first choice. She's 5 foot 8, with long blonde hair. She's about 20 years old and has a least a D cup. Her measurements look to be 38-24-36. Her hair is a cherry blonde that stretches halfway down her back. She is quite stunning actually and seems to be very eager.

I call her after the day is over and arrange to have her come to the photography lab the next day at 5:00 PM. I tell her to bring several changes of clothes including a bathing suit , nice dress and shorts. She agrees and the date is set. Then she asks me something I hadn't expected...

"So, its $50 an hour, right?"

"Yes that's right. I figure about two hours unless you'd like to do more."

"What exactly do you mean 'more'?"

"Well I say, if you're interested I pay $100 an hour for lingere shots and $200 an hour for partial or complete nude shots."

"Oh!" She sounds pensive over the phone. "What if I don't wnat to take my clothes off?"

"No problem, " I state. " Can't use those in my book anyway, they'd be for my private collection."

"Oh!" She sounds confused. "But you'll pay me the higher rate if I do?"

"Yes, I will" I assure her.

"In cash?"

"Right after the shoot", I smile.

She says she'll think about the other, but she'll be there at 5.

The next day I set up the shoot in the photography department studio. We'll be alone as the place closes down at 5, so no fear of interruption.

Five o'clock roles around and the blonde is promptly on time. She brought sveeral changes of clothes with her including a bikini!!

We start with what she has on, after about fifteen minutes and several roles of film she asks the question...

"Were you serious about the extra money?" she says while I'm loading the camera.

"You bet, " I say, " but first lets do some dress shots. You can change in the room next door."

She goes to change and I can hardly wait. She comes back with a short little cocktail dress on. Her long legs are covered in nude coloured pantyhose and she's wearing spike high heels. I almost come just looking at her. Ever the professional I concentrate on taking pictures. She's very easy to work with and does exactly what she's told. After another 15 minutes she asks again.

"About the lingere shots?" She inquires. " Could we do those next?"

"Sure", I say, " what did you bring along?"

"I have three sets," she says, " one white, one black, one red."

"OK," I say trying to sound cool, " Let's start with the red ones."

"I already have them on," she smiles, slipping her hand behind her neck to undue the dress zipper." I'll just take this off", she removes her dress revealing a beautiful red lingere set. The bra is low cut and pushes her already ample breasts higher creating great cleavage! Her painties are thong style with sparkles on them, barely covering her obviously shaved pussy.
She looks amazing.

"Will this do?" she smiles at me.

"I think so," I stammer.

I take a couple of pictures giving her directions which she follows to the letter. I can't take much more of this without bursting so I broach the subject.

"Say, would you be interested in making a quite a bit more money tonite?" I ask nonchalantly.

"Sure," she says eagerley, "what do you want me to do?"

"Come back to my hotel room and let me film us having sex." I say matter-of-factly.

"Oh!" she seems quite surprised, " what would you pay me for that?"

" How about a $1000?"

"Really?" She seems blown away by the offer.

"Yes mam." I nod, " You and I on film, $1000 in cash."

Suddenly she seems to have realized she's almost naked now. She picks up her dress and covers her chest. But she doesn't leave...she just stares at me for a moment.

"Listen," I say, " You're beautiful, I can hardly concentrate on what I'm doing here. If you're at all interested I'm good for the money."
I take out my wallet and show her the $100 bills.

"I don't know..." she looks confused.

"It'll be fun, "I say trying to look and sound cool.

"Safe sex?" she asks.

"Absolutely!! Nothing you don't want to do, you're in charge."

She slips her dress back on and looks me over. "Ok." she sighs.

We leave the studio immediately and walk to my car. A short drive brings us to my hotel. We enter by the side door and go directly to my room. There awaits a video camera and a king sized bed, with wine chilling in the cooler.

I pour her a glass and she downs it in one gulp. I check the camera and line it up for total bed coverage.

"Will you have enough film?" She asks.

" Two hours worth," I say,"should be just about enough.

She seems ready to pass out as the wine starts taking its course. But she manages to keep standing.

I position her on the side of the bed, check the film angle and sit down beside her.

"What should I do?" she asks nervously.

"Just follow my lead, " I say.

I take her hand and place it on my crotch while my other hand fondles her breast through her dress. We kiss... a slow long wet tongue touching kiss. She moans at the end of this as my hand slowly works its way down to her crotch. I slide my hand under her dress and find the way to her vagina. Her thong panties are soaked and offer little resistance to my peentrating fingers. Soon I have found her clit and am brushing it gently.

She moans again and squeezes my crotch. My penis is trying hard to escape my briefs, but fo r now remains trapped. She senses the entrappment and undues my zipper sliding her hand into my pants. Soon she has her fingers wrapped around my member. It's throbbing and she comments on the thickness.

I have removed her dress by now and am staring at two beautiful breasts restricted by the push up bra. As pretty as it is, it has to come off. I find the clasp and swiftly release the burden revealing a perfect pair of D's. My mouth instinctively covers the nipple closest to me and I gently suck it out. Again she moans and asks me to take off my pants. Without letting go of her breast I rise and slip my pants down with my briefs along for the ride.

Her eyes truly gloss over when she sees my ten inch member at full alert. She quickly pushes my moth off her breast and puts her own mouth on my manhood. This is an experienced girl. She has given head before. Her mouth is very talented!!

After about ten minutes of her work I'm ready to come. But hey the night is young. I lift her mouth away rom my cock and plant a long sweet kiss on those talented lips. I push her back on the bed and she lies on her back spreading her legs. I reply by removing her thong and lowering my mouth to her clit. She almost explodes when my tongue touches her already erect clit. It stands out from her vagina like a small cock and responds to the licking by getting bigger!!

I can tell she is in heaven by the moans and vibrations in her body. I continue licking...

"Stop", she says, I'm going to come!"

"That's the idea, " I say and continue my mouth work.

"Really!!" she says, " I'm right there!!!"

" Go ahead," I slurp, " I want you to come!"

And come she does. Her body starts rocking and then with a shudder she explodes in my face. Juices are flying everywhere but I keep contact somehow. She screams at the climax and continues to quiver for several more licks.

When I'm sure she's done I move over her with my body. I slip on a condom and insert my throbbing member into her soaking wet vagina.

"Oh god, " she moans, "it feelas so good!!"

I move slowly at first building the rythym as the intensity builds. Soon she's vibrating again with her back arched and her head back. Just as I'm about to shoot my load, she grabs by shoulders with her hands and moans that she's right there again.

Two more pumps and she's coming as am I. We continue for what seems like an eternity as I fill the condom with jism. As I collapse she grabs me with both arms and squeezes me hard.

"I've never come like that before," she gasps. "I must have come four or five times in a row there!!"

"Mmm", I moan, "that's great. I had a fabulous orgasm too."

"Wow," she sighs," I wouldn't have believed it could be that good!!"

"and you knwo what's really great?" I ask.

"What's that?" she says.

"We can watch it again on video!"

"oh, yeah! I forgot all about that!!"

We disengage slowly. I go to the washroom to remove the condom, coming back to see her lying under the covers looking very satisfied.

"Can we watch it now?" she asks.

"You bet" I say, going over to the machine and hitting rewind.

After watching it over we do it again. It's great!!
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Things Are Progressing
Posted:Aug 17, 2006 1:54 pm
Last Updated:May 29, 2024 5:17 am
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I took the time today to read a couple of other blogs. Some are quite touching and worthy of the read, others...well let's be kind and skip those.

I imagine that blogs in general are either one of two things...from the heart, true and revealing of the writer...or fantasy, fiction, maybe even bullshit! Sometimes a fantasy is nice to read, but the real ones are the best.

I like to write fantasy too, but you have to keep it real. I mean five women in one nicght?? PLEASE!! I can't imagine ven having the energy let alone the time for that. And who are these women?? How would you like to be #5, talk about short shift!!

Anyway, enough of those make believe blogs. As I said the honest ones who long for meaning are the ones to read.

I read one today that described how she would like a man to seduce her. That was HOT!! It was very real as well. I could imagine her writting it! Very sensitive and true emotion showing there.

So we have blogs like this but do we ever really tell someone how we feel when we have them in the flesh and blood, standing before us? If we did more of that maybe we as a group would be happier?

But I guess that's part of the fantasy...right? If we had someone like that to talk to we wouldn't need this site. I wonder if that's what happens to people when they suddenly disappear from the site.

Take for example one young lady I was conversing with. Suddenly her site is turned off. Either I said something that ticked her off or she got tired of this site or she found someone to be close with...unfortunately not me. But hey you've got to expect that. I have come to the realization that I'd be extremely lucky to hook up with one or two women immediately! It's like life, it takes time. Though you'd think this site would accelerate the process.

I've also discovered that women have a huge advantage on this site! Not only can they put on very sexy opictures in many different positions with various layers of clothing, but they are the ones being persued. We men can put on the "cock" shot and what else? Maybe an ass shot if your butt looks nice, but not much more. And lord help you if you've got a less than beautiful face. I'd bet that every woman who checks out a guy looks first at his face and physic before the "cock" shot. Men would be more likely to check out the breasts and shape of the body, then the face and finally the vagina shot. I actually am not impressed by the latter shot. I think a semi dressed body shot is much more appealing than the "hole". Some women have the class to show partial nudity that entices the guy to look at more. I prefer these shots over all else. They create imagination!! Which by the way is something that is lacking in most of our lives...

So I shall continue browsing, and sending emails. My frustartion is in the people who don't respond. If you're not interested then say so, if your too lazy to reply, shame on you!!

Well enough soap box for today.

Stay tuned for fantasy #2...
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Sexual Fantasy #1
Posted:Aug 3, 2006 2:27 am
Last Updated:Aug 21, 2006 12:58 pm
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OK, it's time I got this out on paper. Kinda like the lettters in Penthouse forum. I figure most of those aren't real, just fantasies, but heck they sure read great.

So this one starts with a conversation betwen my wife and I on the rare occassion of our making love.

"Have you ever thought about having sex with another couple?" I ask as she is warming up to climax.

"Mmmm", she says, "yeah."

"What would you like in another couple? What would they be like?" I further inquire as my hand gently carresses her clit.

"I don't know", she responds squirming slightly, "the guy would be very fit and have a large cock, bulging in his pants."

"And what would you like to see happen with that cock?"

"First I get it as big as he can stnad it, then slip it into me. I'd be so wet he'd slide right in.He'd start pumping and I'd just let go..." Her hand moves to my cock and starts to squeeze it gently, rubbing up and down.

"Would you like me to watch?"

"Oh yes..." (she's starting to cum, now)" You and her could be right there, watching and feeling each other up."

"How about if she and I were doing the same as you?"

"Oh yes!! " (she's very close now) "I'd love to see your cock slide in and out of her, while I come with him."

"So, should I arrange it if I can?"

"Yes, yes...ohhhh" (she's climaxing, her legs press hard against my hand as her whole body goes stiff) " You do thaaaat!!!" (She explodes in a mind wrenching orgasm)

So...the scene is set. Of course she doesn't remeber saying I should set it up. But she will when I do it.

It's a couple of weeks later and I have been searching Passion.com for a likely couple to make the fanatasy come true. I have several possibilities and want to get the right match.

Unknown to my wife I arrange a meeting between myself and one of the couples. After careful screening we agree on a meeting place and we meet. It turns out that the woman comes for the meet, as her husband doesn't know she's setting it up. We talk about that.

"Will your hubby go along with this?" I ask.

"I don't think that'll be a problem," she smiles. "How about your wife?"

"I'm pretty sure," I say, " onces he meets you both and we get her turned on she'll be in there..."

"So maybe we should just have coffee together or something first, to see if there is some connection?" She muses.

"Good idea," I reply, "how about this weekend?"

"Friday evening works for us," she replies.

It's set. The first meeting will be Friday at Tim Horton's for coffee.

I tell my wife I've met a nice couple who would like to meet her. I say I've arranged coffee for Friday night. Always eager to meet new and interesting people she quickly agrees.

Friday roles around and we arrive at Tim's a bit early. The others are already there. We get our coffee and join them at their table. Introductions are made. We get to talking.

After about forty minutes they invite us over to their house so we can be more comfortable. My wife thinks for a second and then agrees with a nod from me. Directions are given and we get into our cars.

"They seem nice," she says as we drive over.

"Yeah, " I say. "I like talking to them."

"You and he seem to have lots in common," she remarks.

"He's quite interesting," I reply, "what do you think of her?"

"She's easy to talk to," she says. " Not sure yet what I think of her. He seems very nice though."

"Doesn't hurt that he's pretty good looking either?"

"He has a certain look doesn't he?"

"And she's no either."

"Oh, I don't know...she's ok, but not gorgeous."

"I wouldn't kick her out of bed for eating crackers," I smile.

We arrive and go inside. They have a nice house in a good part of town. As we come in the host offers us drinks. My wife asks if they have any wine. He says you bet and goes to get her a glass. We sit in their living room and talk.

After about an hour of talk and lots of wine I can tell my wife is starting to feel pretty good. She goes into the kitchen with the hostess while the men look for some sports on the TV.

The woman, who we shall call Jen, is going to broach the subject.

"Marie?" (my wife's name) " Where do you stand on swinging?"

"Swinging?" Marie responds somewhat confused.

"Yah, you know. Having sex with other couples?"

"Oh!" Marie responds, " I don't know?"

" I was just wondering because I find Peter very attractive." Jen responds.

"You do!" MArie is surprised and not sure how to handle this topic.

"Yes, "Jen replies, " and I know that Ken(her husband) finds you very attractive as well."

"He does?" Marie is still pretty dumbfounded.

"I bet if we suggested it, our guys would readily agree!" Jen smiles knowingly.

" Well, I know Peter would", Marie sighs, " he's always talking about that.

"The question is," Jen muses " are you interested?"

"In Ken?" Marie is startled. " He's gorgeous!"

"And you haven't seen his 12 inch cock yet!" Jen laughs.

" Really?" Marie blurts out.

"Oh yes, he's got a monster!"

"It doesn't bother you to share him?"

"I wouldn't share with just anyone! But I like you and I really want to get into Peter's pants. What say we go back in there and see if they're game?"

"I don't know..."

"Come on, it'll be fun. We'll make sure they wear condoms. It'll be fun!"

"Well, ok."

"Great, here's another glass of wine. Let me do the talking."

They return. Jen walks up to the TV and turns it off. Ken scowls at her but doesn't say anything.

"So Marie and I have been talking," she begins."Seems we both are feeling a bit frisky and wonder what you guys would say to some good old fashioned sex?"

Ken smiles, "Don't have to ask me twice!"

"Nor me," I rspond.

"Great!" Jen laughs." Together or separate?"

Marie looks puzzled. Jen smiles and explains, "in one room or two?

"Let's be in one room," I say, "so we can watch each other."

"Perfect!" Jen smiles and comes to sit beside me on the couch.

Ken gets up and takes Marie's hand and guides her to the other couch.

We all start kissing. Marie is not big on kissing usually, but she's very into it tonite. She and Ken start tonguing almost immediately. His hands move slowly to her breasts and she lets out a small gasp, then relaxes and she sees Jen and I doing the same.

I've already got Jen's blouse open as my lips seek out her breast. She'searing a very tight fitting bra, holding up her "D" size nicely. As her blouse comes off I peek at Marie who has laid her hands on Kens' crotch. She seems truly amazed at what she's feeling there. She slips open the zipper and frees his member. It's huge already and not even full size yet! His hands carefully remove her blouse and bra in one motion dislaying her extraordinary breasts. He puts his mouth on one while craddling the other.

Not to be out done I have Jens' "D" size in my own mouth, sucking gently while she moans. My free hand slides to her crotch where it slips beneath her skirt and finds a very wet stretch of fabric. carefully I stroke her clit through her panties. After two or three strokes she gets up and slips her panties and her skirt off, revealing her body to me fully. She's a real knockout and I feel a bit guilty because I'm no where near as fit as she is. But guilt can wait, my hand slips into her vagina and begins its famous massage.

Ken takes the hint and unbuttons Marie's pants, sliding then off adeptly while her locks her lips in a strong kiss. I look over to see her crotch is absolutely soaked and see her squirming as his hand brushes her clit through the wet panties. In one motion he picks her up and lays her down on the floor in front of the couch. The plush carpet softly caresses her back as he removes her panties and places his tongue on her clit. She arches her back as he alternates between her ample breasts and her juicy clit.

Jen meanwhile has removed my pants and shirt while sucking my cock. While I'm amidget compared to Ken, she skillfully sucks the shaft and tip giving me absolute fits of passion. Before I cum I pull her head away and kiss her deeply, gently pushing her down on the couch.

I remove her panties and go down on her love triangle. It's the perfect thing to do, as she arches her back and comes for the first time. I continue to lick and suck as she rocks in the throws of orgasm.She is truly amazing and I can't wait to get my throbbing cock deep inside her. After several minutes of orgasm, she pulls my face away and guides my cock into the love canal. I look up and see Marie has managed to slide on top of Ken, impailing herself on his huge cock. She's rocking back and forth and is cumming like she hasn't come in years.

Suddenly Ken lets out a great groan and explodes inside of her. She is litterally lifted off the floor by the pressure but she maintains contact throughout.

I'm cumming too. I can't believe how hot and warm my cock feels in Jen. I explode like I haven't for many years and contuinue to cum long after my wad is spent.

Finally we all collapse and lie in each others arms.

It has been the best sex in a long while for all of us. We will have to do this again!!!
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All Talk and No Action
Posted:Aug 2, 2006 7:17 pm
Last Updated:Aug 23, 2006 7:00 am
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So I'm almost convinced that thuis site is all talk and no action. I mean I hardly even get the odd wink, let alone an email or something. I've sent out dozens, not that I expect everyone to answer but you'd think that more than one would.

Maybe it's where I live...ultra conservative manitoba, whee everyone seems to be more interested in talk than anything else. The chat room is cool but rarely does anything meaningful take place there.

So what's the problem Winnipeg?? Are we all just talkers?? Are there no adventurous women left in the city or even in the province.

Of course I have the added detraction of being married and not afraid to say so. I wonder if I was a young sexy single guy would I have the same experience? Probably not. However there are lots of women my age and even older who are on this site and I get nothing from them either. Of course they're probably being wooed by younger studs and they fancy themselves lucky...

the profiles that really get me are the ones who state - " Not interested in long term relationship...just looking for fun and sex...or just looking for one nighters... BULLSHIT!! I've sent at least ten emails to these frauds and haven't got even a curtious "no thanks" What a load....

So I'll keep trying for that one or two honest women out there who would trulyu like a relationship based on casual sex. If indeed there actually are any out there, I'm beginning to doubt it. I have a couple of weeks left in my membership, no luck no renewal!!

Sorry about the rant here, but that's what these things are for, right? Anyone else notice what I've been noticing??

Are there any actual honest to what they say women listening????

So much for today.
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Some Progress
Posted:Jul 31, 2006 6:26 pm
Last Updated:May 29, 2024 5:17 am
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So it has been exactly one week.

I've had a couple responses (one email and a couple of winks) I added a picture this weekend and hope that'll heat things up. But then maybe the picture will cool things down.

I've been browsing the members and there are some truly fabulous looking ones. Makes you wonder why they're on this site. But then maybe like me they have no other connections and have no other choice.

I did connect with one very fine lady and we'll see if that goes anywhere. Hopefully it will. She looks and sounds very nice.

I have to laugh at some of these profiles though. Especially the ones that say they crave sex. You send them an email and they don't respond. Let me tell you if you send me an email I'll respond. People can be very judgemental over a picture. Sometimes the camera lies you know. I realize that some people are looking for a very specific type, but that's really their loss. Eye canday isn't everything. I agree it helps, but I know lots of women who look great and I'd cross the street to avoid them because they are not nice people. I have to admit that while I was browsing I too skipped over the not so pretty, but then I was just browsing.

There was a nice girl who deleted her profile after being on a very short time. Either she got lucky or her husband found out or she was blown away by the responses.

So the experiment continues. What will tomorrow bring?
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The days keep slipping by...
Posted:Jul 27, 2006 9:55 am
Last Updated:Aug 23, 2006 6:59 am
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So I've been on this site for nearly a week. I sent numerous invitations and look at dozens of profiles. ANd the result? ZERO. Quite sad actually...I figured I get acouple of nibbles at least.

Yesterday I logged into a chat room, which was interesting. But the attitude was very standoffish. I was surprised actually. I figured people on this site would have no pre-concieved notions etc. WRONG!! I guess there's no taking the societal mores out of the people.

I was actaully criticized for being married and looking!! I thought that was the point of the site! And talk about double standards....There were a couple of "Couples" in the room who were quite free with comments about "cheating" etc but hey people that's the pot calling the kettle black!!

I would hope that at this stage we could get past that. BESIDES I have my wife's blessing. I only wish she was interested as well. Then we'd be hailed as an "open couple" because she would be willing to participate. But she's not interested. However to her credit she has told me to go ahead and try it out. I think that's very big of her and just shows that she may not be into it herself but can appreciate the needs of her hubby.

But I guess that's not good enough for some people. Talk about your double standard. Maybe I should look for a group that is a little less hung up on what's okay.

Ooh bitterness eh? Not really, just disappointed that typical mores would prevail even in a group that claims to be "free". Sad really.

Oh well, I have some time left, so I'll keep trying. Maybe I just haven't met the right people yet.
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Blog # 2 Does Anyone ever read these?
Posted:Jul 25, 2006 9:11 am
Last Updated:May 29, 2024 5:17 am
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I've been reading a few blogs and I wonder if anyone ever really does read them? And if they do what does that mean? This is a cool way to get your mind out on paper but to what end?

So I've tried the contact thing. Too early to tell if it works but here's hoping. If I don't get any responses I will be very depressed. But for now I'm optomistic. I mean there must be someone out there who's a female and horny like me.

All my life I've thought I must be different. Other guys I talk to say they have periods of time where all they can think about is sex, but not ALL the Time!! Well I'm either blessed or cursed, but sex is never more than 10 seconds away from my mind.

I'm sitting here in the office and out my window I can see the girls at the front. There are three of them, between the ages of 21 and 35 and they're all well worth looking at. The 35 year old is the nicest personality but not as easy to look at as the other two. The 21 year old is a fox. She has this very sexy way about her. She's quite shy though which adds to her allure. I'd love to walk her home and then fuck her brains out after work. She'd be great I'm sure. Lots of softness and a great ass. However that wouldbe bad for business, so I remain a distant admirer. The 28 year old has a great rack. She's got a very edgy personality and can be bitchy at times. When she's not she's a dream. She has smooth creamy skin and short blonde hair. A smile that would drive you crazy if you let it. I can imagine going down on her and her screaming in ecstasy. She'd return the favor I'm sure but then there's that business acumen again.
Two of the three are married of course, the young one lives with the 28 year old's brother in law, so that complicates things again. I can understand if because you're married you're not interested. I mean why not. If I wa totally satisfied at home I'd not be looking for more either. But when marriage becomes the only impediment then that's not good.

I would really like to meet a girl who thinks like me. Imagine a girl who can be satisfied with her husband, but just wants a little more. It doesn't mean she doesn't love him anymore - she just needs more. I could understand that. that's me! The odd fling or affair doesn't detract from the relationship, if anything it solidifies it in the stableness of it all. Plus in my wife's case she doesn't have to disappoint me or do it just to shut me up. Though I must admit that when she does relent and go ahead with the love making usually she's the one who benefits the most.

Lately however it has been hard to get her to climax. She enjoys the attention and the feeling but that's it. No spark, no magic. Her doctor says its just a period she's going through and not to worry. She tried taking some enhancing meds but they just made her sick. So we're stuck waiting for this to pass. Hopefully it will pass before we're so old it doesn't matter anymore. In the meantime I have to be satisfied with porno movies and jacking off. Unless of course this online thing brings some releif.

I asked her again last night if she was serious about my fucking someone else and she said "yes". I asked her if she wanted to be there and she said "no", if she wanted to know about it - she said "not right away, but if it continues". So basically she's told me go ahead and have a couple of one nighters and releive yourself. Gotta give her credit for being open and forthright. Now if I could just cash in.

Who knows maybe I'll try this and say - nah, it's not worth it. More likely I'll be wild about it and encourage her to join me. I think she would given the right situation. My ultimate fantasy is a foursome but that may take some doing. She's definately not in that space yet.

Anyway, enough for now. It's great to ramble though. Happy reading
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Why is it that once is not enough?
Posted:Jul 24, 2006 1:14 pm
Last Updated:Jan 6, 2007 10:41 am
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This is my first blog, so pardon me if it sucks. But what can you do....
I wonder why it is that we, meaning our society, is so anti-sex? I mean why is it that we're all so afraid of sex?
I am married. Quite happily so, but my dear wife just isn't interested. She tells me its not me it's just that she doesn't get turned on very often by anybody or anything.
She feels sorry for me and so encouraged me to find some relief outside of our relationship. Just one rule - casual sex - nothing that would lead to our breakup. I can dig that. I don't want to lose her but I would love to have sex more than once a month. Also she rarely comes, no matter what I do, so that adds to her frustration a well as mine.
What I'd like to do is meet a girl who loves doing it! And does it as much as she wants. No strings attached just the joy of making love to another human being just for the pleasure of it.
But...there is the taboo in our society that frowns or even forbids recreational sex like that. Now I'm not advocating no bounds free sex. I think before you have sex with a person there should be some kind of connection. ButI don't think the connection has to be a ring or a vow.
Here's my fantasy...I meet a nice girl, younger or the same age, who just wants to play. Just in it for the pleasure and the sharing of bodily fluids. No strings just mutual lust.
What's wrong with that? Especially when my wife approves. And she does approve. We've had long discussions about this by the way. Initiated by her no less. She really feels badly that she can't get herself going and feels terribly for me. I keep hoping that one day the switch will turn back on, but not so far. When we were younger she was crazy about sex. We've done it everywhere in many different ways. We even tried to arrange a threesome and a foursome but our prospective friends backed out at the last minute. I suggested that we try it again and maybe that would get her going. She said she'd try and we set it up. But when the time came she was flat. Couldn't get interested eventhough the guy was a hunk! We sat around the whole night talking dirty trying to get her going but nothing. They even made out in front of us and she was flat. They offered for me to join in but I couldn't do that with her sitting there watching. When I told her that she suggested that I try it on my own with someone else. She's not sure she wants to know about it, but she's quite eager to have it happen.
So here I am. Looking for sex with someone who understands the plight of a happily married man. And as if that wasn't enough there seems to be no easy way to do this. So here I am on this site. Hoping someone will share my desire and let me know.

Email me. I'm worth every second of it.
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