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Sticks & Stones
 
My Cyber Notebook..


*Daily doodle*
No Guarantees,
I have sudden moods swings!
So I write what comes to
My Little Freakin Mind!

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ICKY
Posted:Mar 12, 2008 5:51 pm
Last Updated:Mar 26, 2008 4:53 pm
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Well here I am....living life....

and still doing the waiting game


Work has put me through hell these last couple of weeks and it aint over yet. In the last 14 days, 84 hours and the FUCKING FLU...(I never called out to "ralph" but I did have the chill, sweats, cough, FEVER, head fills like a zit, needing to be popped )

Nyquil by night...so I can rest...

Dayquil so I can put up with the assholes at work...or maybe thats....so they can stand to work with me.

I am feeling better....I have to be....my boss scares me and I hate calling her, she intimidates me BAD and I dont know why. Maybe its her look, when she looks at me. Or her smart ass attitude. I dont know! I do know we dont mix well.

anyway....thats life and I havent forgot about you all. and I will get to ya when the madness at work cools down and the FLU bug moves on out!

Have a great evening



My Daffodils have broke ground and are about a inch tall
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213 miles later.....
Posted:Mar 1, 2008 4:46 pm
Last Updated:Mar 12, 2008 5:39 am
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YEPPERS...Im home...

My day started at 530 this morning and 12 hours later I pull into my driveway, safe and sound.

Mission accomplish...

I was at the prison by 9 this morning. I was having a mental breakdown. and Needed to see my Baby *C*.

My work seclude me a 40 hour week, this coming up week and I was having a attitude from hell. and I knew if I didnt make this trip this morning. The girls at work wouldnt be able to handle me for a 5 day stretch this week......

So...I did it myself today. Fallin had to work and I dropped off hubby at his work and I headed out to the open road (the interstate....I70)

The weather was so nice today, that after my visit with *C*. I thought why not go farther, so I headed north, instead of heading south to go back home.

I ended my day as far as Crawfordsville today. I went back to where I had met *C* and I ended up at his house today. I miss him so much and I hadnt been back to his house since last October.

It still felt good there and I still feel wanted when Im there in his town. *C* family is awesome to me and I got to see everyone that I wanted to see while up there.

Its sad when I have to leave *C* at the prison and Its sad when I have to LEAVE his home again and start my way back to the HELL I live in.

I really didnt want to leave. But I know I have a life here and a (job) and with *C* where he is at the moment, Im better off here.

So 530 this evening I pull back into my driveway. 213 miles later and Im ready for that 40 hour week!

Have a Good Evening...



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roadtrip needed
Posted:Feb 28, 2008 5:50 pm
Last Updated:Mar 4, 2008 7:40 pm
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Thank God its the 28th, one more freakin day and this damn month is over......Yippee Skippy

Last Tuesday I didnt get to make the trip to see *C*. This is not making me a happy camper around here......I miss him so MUCH.

So if the weather holds out and stays nice on the weekend. Im thinking about taking that trip to see him. But only for an hour and thats what sucks about going on the weekends. I only get an hour, instead of 2 hours I get during the week.

And for the BIG news tonight. Bill called after I got home from work and told us he was going home tomorrow....HELL YEAH!!

So its a small update...Not much going on.....Oh but give me time, something will come along

Have a Good Evening
Bloggers, Friends & Visitors

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alittle this and that...
Posted:Feb 24, 2008 4:00 pm
Last Updated:Feb 27, 2008 5:36 am
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Well to start with an update on Bill. Hes out of his splints on his arms and hands. But his fingers are still all individually wrapped.

Hes has had one surgery on his hands, they took skin graphs from his legs to put on his fingers.

His face is still wrapped up like a mummy and will be that way for awhile. I think it looks like hell, but the doctors say, he is doing great.

Bills up moving around and dieing for a cigarette and a big fatty. ...But we cant do anything for him until he gets out of the hospital. Not holding my breath, but maybe sometime this coming week, he will be home.

Bills dad (*H*) talked to the insurance company. and the repair to the barn arent that much and can be covered by paint.......So *H* is wanting to take most of the money and replaced the quad with a NEW one!!

Bill's brother is into all this and wanting to get his big brother back on track with another quad. He wants to take the burnt one and the one thats in the barn and make one out of two.....(the one in the barn, has a blown rear end in it.)

All this talk about quads and I just want Bill to get better.....quads can wait......But I understand to jump right back into the saddle again.

For years Bill has taken care of his mom and dad. Now its their turn to help him out. Bills mom (*M*) is going to take care of his face and head bandages, while his dad dresses him from the waist down.

and Well between *T* (Bills sister) and all Bills friends, we will take care of the green part of the recovery.

This weekend I joined the 7 year olds and bought me my first "webkinz" stuffed animal so I could play on the kiddy website!...

My granddaughter started me on this website and wanted me to play the games for her and win, so she would get more points and so she could buy more things within the website for her "webkinz"

Well I had had enough of her spending all the money and selling off all the stuff. So on Friday I went and bought my own "webkinz". I got a lil lion and named him *Wink*. Now I can play on this website with my own animal for a year.

But this morning I was having trouble with my computer and my *Wink* was sick. So I called my granddaughter and gave her my name and password, so she could play with *Wink* on her computer. It worked, my granddaughter fixed my webkinz for me....

Hell my granddaughter and I played in that website for over an hour this morning, while we were on the phone with eachother.

OK so its another way for me to relate to my granddaughter's world. 7 years old is such a fun age

Oh well I LOVE her!

and to finish this, Im watching the weather closely. I have this coming up Tuesday off and Im really wanting to go see *C*. I miss him so much.....(Jan. 29th was the last time I seen him)

But as for the weather 2 weeks ago. I didnt get to go see him, because we had a small ice storm go through the state. So that hauled my travel plans.

and Well its not looking to good in these parts for travel on this Tuesday this week either and that SUCKS.

February hasnt been a nice month for me. I'll be so glad when its over.

So....

Have a nice evening
and I think Im going to head back to webkinz worlds




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Burn and Birth
Posted:Feb 21, 2008 4:57 am
Last Updated:Feb 24, 2008 3:12 pm
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Good Morning

Well the four of us made it to the city yesterday. Me, fallin, my hubby and Bills sister *T*.

My hubby and *T* stayed with Bill for over an hour and *T* fed Bill his supper last night.

But as for me and fallin well I got to the room and I stood at the foot of Bills bed. I couldnt stand the sight of him lookin like a mummy. He was all wrapped up in gause and I could only see his eyes and his mouth.

I could see his pain in his eyes and well I couldnt handle it. I excused myself saying I had to find a bathroom and fallin followed close behind me. I never returned to Bills room.

Only to find the waiting room I was in and cut loose like a bitch and cried and cried. I kept picturing us on my quad all last summer. Rewinding everything in my head....

I feel so bad that this happen to Bill, he such a good hearted man and would give you the shirt off his back. He doesnt know how to sit still. Bill is always out and moving around working or goofing with something to keep him busy.

Yesterday the hospital worked on his "hands"...Doing the skin graphs and what have ya. They say his hands are the worst and that his face aint that bad. I dont know I didnt get to see it NOR do I want to at the point and time.

Thinking in that waiting room last night. I think I done with quad riding. That could have been anyone of us..........BUT poor Bill.

Bill is talking about gettin another quad. He wants to get out there and go go go. Gutsy little guy, after being blown up........MEN......I swear there "No Brainers"

Only time will tell......Have a Good Day Blogland I have to go to work!

MYAH SUE was born around 3pm yesterday...she came in weighing 7# 13 OZ....Shes 21" long.......and I havent seen her yet. Im going to wait until she gets home.

Yesterday being at the hospital. Feb 20th.....20 years ago at the same hospital Fallin was there having her 3rd . Who knew that 20 years later Me and fallin would be in that every same hospital.....for Bill.....Wierd....Huh.....



picture is NOT Bill...only what he looked like when I seen him

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another pic......explode
Posted:Feb 20, 2008 5:25 am
Last Updated:Feb 24, 2008 3:11 pm
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Just a quickie to post and the other pic I have of the quad that exploded.......

I know Im running BEHIND in my world here in the blogs. BEAR with me and Ill get to ya as soon as possible!!

I still love all of ya!

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Exploded........But ALIVE
Posted:Feb 20, 2008 5:19 am
Last Updated:Feb 24, 2008 3:10 pm
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Good Morning to the outside world.

But Febuary has been a not so good month and my emotion are running on high and I cry all the time.

It has hard getting over Valetines with not having *C* here. BUT he remembered me with cards and phone calls, maybe alittle money too

After 10 long months without having a period and I thought I was DONE with that shit. But OH YESS I have to have a period over Valentines week. OH it was fun around here me bitchin all the time.

Like the old saying....If mommas not happy...Noone is happy around her

and Last Sunday...My Buddy in Brown Co. My poor Bill is suffering from 2nd and 3rd degrees burns to his face and hands. He might loose his hair too. BUT he is still ALIVE......Thank You GOD

You see he was going to work on the quad, it had sit all winter and was going to get it started to ride it around. But in the propess of doing that the GAS TANK EXPLODED on him....(he was sitting on it, when it blew)

In my pic today is a pic of the quad and what it looks like after it blew.

I have talk to Bill and he is sorry that the quad is NO more....I told him not to worry about the quad. The quad can be replaced....BUT be thankful that he was going to live!!

PRAYERS please.......

I get to go see him today. The first time since this happen. Im scared and everyone around me knows, Ill problably cry when I see him. I have such a soft heart and with that comes the tears!

and for GP....My niece is in labor....and we are waiting on Myah Sue to be born.....this will make me a great aunt!

Have a good day and the month can only get better. I HOPE!!


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in the wind...
Posted:Feb 9, 2008 7:21 am
Last Updated:Feb 15, 2008 6:07 am
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Another day in the neighborhood...

Just me and fallin going "shopping " today. Two country asses going to the city. This is scary!!

But I NEED a new pair of shoes and I aint going to find anything I would stick on my feet in the freak town close to me. So its looking like a small roadtrip today.

Two crazy ass girls together with "MONEY" This is a scary thought too

No time limit, No one to answer too, No one tellin ya that dont look good on ya BUT your best friend.

Have a Great Day

and I will find NOTHING, because Im looking for it!
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Give it the fuck UP already.....DAMNIT!!
Posted:Feb 3, 2008 7:18 pm
Last Updated:Feb 25, 2008 7:02 pm
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*GOOD GAME*
pats

Looks like a
"Manning"
has this one!

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kiss and tellin....
Posted:Jan 27, 2008 1:21 pm
Last Updated:Feb 7, 2008 6:31 pm
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So sittin here blowing off an Sunday afternoon, me and my computer. Along with my Sunday afternoon munchies....

I must say that the "New" New York Cheesecake flavored Hershey Kisses are the BOMB

and chasing them down with Diet Dr. Pepper cherry chocolate....well thats the BOMB too

and while Im at it and spilling my guts. Budwieser has a BBQ sauce thats out of this world. Sweet but leaves little sweat droplets on my forehead, Yum-O

Have an awesome Sunday!

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more *~*BS*~*
Posted:Jan 26, 2008 10:55 pm
Last Updated:Feb 7, 2008 6:31 pm
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and for the late nighters and Sorry for the early raisers and share this with your coffee

BUT....

Would this be used for "skull fucking"?

Its the only thing that comes to my mind at the moment, at this god awful hour of the morning. 2am (my time)

Oh BTW...I only shared these kind of photos because this is a SEX site and I just wanted to be nutty tonight


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*~*BS*~*
Posted:Jan 26, 2008 10:32 pm
Last Updated:Feb 7, 2008 6:32 pm
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Good evening or I guess I should say Good Mornin...its 1 am in my world and Im bored with a buzz.

So I go surfin over at the bucket and type in "nasty". and DAMN is there alot of weird shit over there. Page after page of nothing but bullshit

Hell it keeps me flippin the pages, just to see what weirdo is on the next page ....

and As you can see my picture tonight is one of them pics that fuck with my thinking.

What the hell we suppose to call her?
Mooooo MaMa

Is she part cow?


Sorry ...I need to go to bed, but my couch sucked me in earlier and I caught me a nap. So I aint tired at the moment, just being silly!

[bling 126335]


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thunder thoughts
Posted:Jan 23, 2008 7:11 pm
Last Updated:Feb 7, 2008 6:33 pm
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I used to own one of these, way back when. It makes me sick to look at this picture of this awesome treasure I once had my fat ass in the drivers seat.

In the picture same color and hard top. My car was "ALL" original. Mid eighties she was in my life. I loved driving her, she purred like a kitten and ran like a screamer. Oh how I felt so special driving my car.

But from stupidity as a in a young age marriage, the car had to go. I was sick for awhile. But life goes on.

Do ya know...What kind of car it is?

Ok...just sharing a moment with ya, I just ran up on the photo and had a flashed back!

Have a good evening peeps!

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