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Posted:Oct 24, 2007 9:49 am
Last Updated:Jan 11, 2009 1:26 pm
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The party had been winding down for about an hour. I knew I would once again be going back to my room alone. Not that that was a bad thing ...but once in awhile some company would be nice. I dug out my phone my costume and sent a text.
Why dont you come see me
within minutes i got back ...where are you.
I texted the directions and the room number. just as someone came up to ask me what my plans were for the night. Well okay...he asked what I was planning on doing in my room.Not exactly a smooth comment...nor did i want to make plans with him. Hell he thought it was okay to read my message I was sending because he happened to walk up on me sending it...wtf......anyhowwwwwwwwww.
I told him I was going back to my room to wait for a friend. He wanted to keep me company...ummm NO.
I headed back to the room thru the rain in cold in not much of anything. I wanted to get the room picked up for when he got there.And myself ready as well. I hadnt seen him in awhile and was pretty happy to be importing my own fun for the night.lol.
I fixed my make up...put my thigh his back on...brushed my eeth..hair...and checked the perfume.
I opened my door just in time to see him pull into the parking lot. He leaned out the window to wave and just that got me hot and bothered. I watched him come up the stairs. Just in shorts and a shirt.... I could see the muscles in his chest and arms and knew right where to grab to hold on. This was one halloween treat well worth waiting for. He kissed me hello and I followed him back into the room.
he led me over to the bed and took off my sweatshirt. When he saw the full effect of my costume he just smiled. I knew he would love to see 'the girls' like that. Barely covered by the skimpy top I had on. Paired with the mini skirt and thigh hi's....yeah it worked.
He truned me around and carressed my ass from behind..his hands moving from my butt to my thighs...back to my waist and my tits. he slowly removed my panties...following them down my legs with his lips..than back up again. All the way to my lower back. he turned me around to kiss my stomach....than each of my breasts in turn. Pulling me onto his lap.
he picked me up and laid me back on the bed...arranging the pillows behind me. He kissed his way down my throat,my chest , my belly, my inner thighs. He smiled up at me as I caught my breathe. I could feel his warm breathe on my clit. Than my body shuttered with the first flick of his tongue. My body reaching up to meet his mouth again and again. Wave after wave of pleasure surging thru me.
Finally he crawled back up to kiss me..my hands reaching for the 'handles' i so much enjoy hanging on to when we are together. He entered me as our lips were locked together. Making me catch my breathe again. Feeling him deep inside me ...stroking again and again. Our bodies writhing together. our hands,mouths,tongues searching each other frantically.
Just when I thought I couldnt take anymore he was ready. I knew this was the best part. I love to feel him cum again again. I could feel him tense inside of me..his body starting to shutter. Than I could feel him let go. amazing as usual. as he laid on top of me I knew there was more to come. The aftershocks his body releases are like nothing I have everv experienced before. My body tightening around him...I felt him again ....one ...two...three ...four more times.
We laid there togehter our bodies spent. Finally untwining ourselves. He looked at me and smiled...kissed me softly. As he got up to grab a few towels I realized I was still completley dressed. He came out of the bathroom helped me out of my clothes and than we laid down on the bed...My head on his shoulder and one hand on those wonderful handles of his. We fell asleep for a very short nap.
Was this the end...of this story...yes...of the night ...no.....to be continued...
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People amaze me
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Posted:Oct 18, 2007 8:17 pm
Last Updated:Jun 19, 2009 5:55 pm
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people can so readily ask a favor of someone....expecting to never have to return the favor and not blink an eye. The willing ask and accept the kindness of others..often expecting it. However, when the going gets truely tough...and a small favor that can truely make a difference in a life altering way...they turn tail and run. they cant be bothered....cant deal with the drama...dont want to get involved.
they make promises they cant or wont keep for whatever reason. If someone asks a favor of you that you dont want to do,cant do, or just wont do for whatever reason...dont lie about it. Dont say you will do it and than when asked about it change the subject. Grow some and be honest. But if you lie or avoid it...dont expect that person to come to your rescue again when you need it. But hey thats just my view.
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Dont take them for granted
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Posted:Sep 30, 2007 9:49 am
Last Updated:Jan 11, 2009 1:28 pm
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Soemtimes we really dont know how much a person means to us (no matter how much we already think they do) until that person is taken away from us for a reason. No matter how much you care about someone, love them, and rely on them you really just dont realize it until that person is gone.
You cant get away from the loneliness. The quiet of the house when you wake up or come home from work. The stray shoes on the floor.. right where you never fail to kick them in the dark or in tired stumble thru the house. Their dirty dishes in the sink.... the sound of their music.. the click of their keyboard...the smell of their cologne.
All the annoying things that they do.. now you want to see.. hear ... smell again. Just to know that that person is still there. Their onryness.... jokes... mocking.
The hardest part is missing their smile.. their eyes... their laugh.... hearing them say your name. Now you dont get that simple pleasure. You worry every day if they are okay... when will you talk to them again.. see them again.
Never take for granted the simple words I Love You.. weather they are from a family memeber... a lover... or a friend. You never know when you will see that person face to face to say those simple three words again. Take the time to enjoy the time you do have together and not worry about piddly things. Make sure to tell them you care about them. A hug... a kiss on the cheek... a smile... an I love you.. it all takes mere seconds to share.. but so many of us are too busy to take those few seconds.
Ignore the tv .. the radio... the bills.. the computer... whatever it is ... take those few seconds out and let someone you care about know how much they mean to you.
I learned to take it for granted.. and now my heart breaks everytime I wonder why I didnt take that time.
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Posted:Sep 26, 2007 9:33 am
Last Updated:Oct 10, 2007 2:27 pm
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Okay... my time to bitch... wait.. when isnt it my time to bitch.lol.
Anyhow... some people just dont get the tagline to my profile. They assume it has something to do with physical strength... or dominance. WRONG WRONG WRONG. It has nothing to do with that.
If you know the words to the song... it's by Sheryl Crowe... look it up... than you know what I mean. I like to be and need to be around people that can put up with me and some of my crazy moody ways.
For those of you that do not know the song.. well here goes:
God, I feel like hell tonight
Tears of rage I cannot fight
I’d be the last to help you understand
Are you strong enough to be my man?
Nothing’s true and nothing’s right
So let me be alone tonight
Cause you can’t change the way I am
Are you strong enough to be my man?
Lie to me
I promise I’ll believe
Lie to me
But please don’t leave
I have a face I cannot show
I make the rules up as I go
It’s try and love me if you can
Are you strong enough to be my man?
When I’ve shown you that I just don’t care
When I’m throwing punches in the air
When I’m broken down and I can’t stand
Will you be strong enough to be my man?
Lie to me
I promise I’ll believe
Lie to me
But please don’t leave
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so now ya know.. sheesh... just dont tell me you will make me behave or that you punish me... wrong wrong wrong....
As for those of you that dont know me... you know the song is true... those that are my friends have proven themselves more than strong enough.. and you know i luvs yas.
Luv, Bug
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Posted:Aug 27, 2007 11:40 pm
Last Updated:Sep 30, 2007 8:56 am
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Okay.. so I got to thinking.. where all do I still want to do someone and this is what I came up with.
Under a Waterfall
The hot tub of the ice palace inn in leadville.... lol.
a police car
top of a fire truck
on my Affairlook webcam
motorcyle
the ferris wheel at elitchs
the porch of the condo
doc hollidays grave in glenwood springs
the train over royal gorge
and I am sure there are others... any other ideas
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You cant be serious
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Posted:Aug 19, 2007 7:18 pm
Last Updated:Oct 16, 2007 9:22 pm
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Okay... so I received the most intriguing email ever today........ still cant beleive what a winner this guy is. If any of you other ladies want him as much as I do... please please let me know and I will gladly pass his information on to you. Men.. if you need to know how to treat a lady.. well heres your info.
Received this email:
I have been on this website for 2 weeks now and have not got laid. You think give a little up for me. Maybe a pitty lay?
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Good morning
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Posted:Aug 7, 2007 11:14 pm
Last Updated:Aug 22, 2007 10:33 pm
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I woke up to the feel of warm sunshine on my face. The smell of the pine trees and the sound of the river rushing near by. I lazily stretched out on the mattress than buried further down into the blankets. I laid there awhile... just enjoying the peacefulness of the morning.... the sound of the birds... the joy of being away from the city and all the noise.
My senses start to perk up as the smells of breakfast waft thru the tent. Bacon.. eggs.. toast.. and coffee. I sit up in the tent... wrapping a blanket around me.. slipping on my sandals and head for the door. As I come out of the tent I stop and take in the beauty of the mountains around me. You meet me at the door with a steaming cup of coffee and a plate full of food.
After breakfast we get dressed to go for a hike. Off to enjoy the beauty of the mountains.. the near by lake and to get away from the other campsites full of .
We head up the hill. Quietly.. enjoying each other and the scents and sounds of the mountains. We walk for about a half hour before coming to the top of the hill. From here we can see down over our campsite... the river.. and a small valley just beyond. It is absolutely stunning and breathtaking.
You come up behind me... wrap your arms around my waist and nuzzle your face into my neck.. kissing me softly. We stand like that just taking in the view. After a few minutes you turn me towards you and kiss my lips softly.
You pull me over to a near by rock... you sit down and pull me down onto your lap. Kissing me .. softly.. gently in the morning mist on the mountain top. Your hands rubbing my back and sides.. than sliding up under my shirt. Your mouth moving from my lips to my neck... nipping and sucking.You push my shirt up over my head. Your lips trailing down my neck to my breasts. Taking first one hard nipple into your mouth and than the other.
My breathing caught in my throat..... my eyes closed.. head thrown back.. enjoying every touch... every sensation. My hands exploring your body. Pulling and tugging at your shirt until it is on the ground behind me next to mine.
I lean back.. smile.. and come back in for quick biting kisses. I nibble my way down your neck to your chest. I slide off your lap and kneel on the shirts discarded on the ground. My hands trailing up and down your thighs. Kissing and licking my way across and down your chest. My hands finding their way to your waistband.... unbuttoning and unzipping your shorts.
One hand slides inside your shorts to capture your hard cock. My hand softly gently stroking it up and down. The other hand rubbing your thighs. My mouth kissing its way down farther and farther .. stopping to tease you at the belly button. Your hands wrap in my hair..... tugging softly.
Your cock is hard in my hand... I lean in farther ... pulling your shorts around your waist. Kissing lower and lower.... until my mouth finds your cock. I flick the head with my tongue. Teasing it. My tongue darting out to meet you over and over again. Than i start to kiss and lick my way up and down your shaft... slowly .. enjoying the taste of you, the feel of you on my tongue. I can feel your cock pulsing under my tongue... my hand still wrapped around you.
My other hand still rubbing your thigh. I look up at you.. your leaned back .. braced on one arm.. the other hand still tangled in my hair. I lean up and quickly kiss your chest... your neck... your lips. Than I come back down... again teasing your hard cock with my tongue. Slowly I wrap my lips around the head of your cock and slowly take you all the way in my mouth. Moving my mouth up and down your shaft. My hand now cupping your balls... squeezing them softly... rolling them between my fingers as I start to suck faster and faster. Stoping periodically to trace your shaft with just my tongue. Your cock throbbing harder and harder in my mouth. My hands go to your waist .. my nails digging into your soft flesh slightly. I feel your body start to tense.
I start to suck faster.. harder.. my head bobbing up and down quickly in your lap. Your head back. the soft moans from your throat urging me on. Your hand tightening your hold on my hair. Pushing my head up and down slightly. Your moans becoming louder.. your body tense. I look up at you. Our eyes meet ... and I watch the look of pleasure come across your face.
Your body goes rigid.... I can feel your cock pulsing in my mouth as your body starts to quiver. I can suddenly taste you. I continue to suck .. slowly now. Enjoying every pulse... every taste. The feel of you as you cum in my mouth. Sucking and licking you until there is nothing left.
I slowly stand up.... kiss you gently on the lips and hand you your shirt. I slowly get dressed.
We look out over the mountains again... you grab my hand and we walk back to the campsite. A perfect start to a perfect morning.
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You were right.. you knew just what I needed
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Posted:Aug 4, 2007 6:11 pm
Last Updated:Aug 5, 2007 5:59 pm
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I came home from a long day at work. The temperature outside was in the low hundreds. My clothes stuck to my body from the long hot car ride. I was looking forward to nothing more than a quick dinner... a cold drink... and a nite at home alone watching movies. The were at their dads for the night and the house was all mine for the first time in weeks.
I walked into the house leaving the lights off and lighting candles as I went. The front room, the bathroom, the bedroom. I didnt want anything to destroy the peace and quiet I felt in the dark house. The candles gave just enough light to keep the mood quiet... serene... comfortable.
I slipped out of my heels.... softly rubbing my aching feet. I peeled off my silk blouse and black skirt... than off with the stockings. Standing in the flickering shadows of the candle light I took off my bra and jewelry. I walked slowly to the closet and pulled out my favorite silk robe .. .. slipped it on .. and tied it loosely around my waist.
I headed out of the bedroom ... leaving the candles glowing and headed to the kitchen. I grabbed a cold wine cooler and walked to the front room with the bottle snuggled to my chest for some relief from the heat. I turn the radio on to something soft and relaxing.. open the door and windows and turn the fan on...than i lay across the couch... content to spend the evening alone.. in the quiet.. in the dark.
I lay there for awhile.. enjoying the music.. the feel of the breeze on my skin and the taste of the alcohol on my lips. Sometime later the phone rings. I debate picking it up... not wanting to deal with anyone or anything. I look at the caller ID and smile to myself... I answer the phone on the 2nd ring.
"Hello sweetie," I say quietly.. not wanting to disturb my peaceful mood.
"Were you sleeping?"
"No ... just relaxing from a long day.. and trying to cool down"
After a moments pause you reply "okay.. well i guess i will let you go... i will call you later"
"Nooo Nooo No... I miss talking to you.. its been forever"
We talk for awhile about anything and everything. Catching up on the last few months and each other. Suddenly your voice goes from friendly and robust to husky and seductive. A tone I know all too well.
"I know what you need", you say teasingly
"Oh really? " I giggle back
"Yes, I do. You need someone to take care of you... to massage you... to worship you.. to help you relax"
"That would be wonderful" I sigh
"what are you wearing" you ask quietly
"Just my robe"
"Shhhh... no more talking. Just listen to me. Imagine me knelt down next to you on the couch. My hands softly massaging your body.... Your feet.. your legs... working your way up to your hands... arms and shoulders. All the while kissing you softly on the neck and ear while I feel your body completely relax under my touch."
"MMMMMm... nice" I mutter into the phone.
You continue," My fingers gently brushing your skin. Across your breasts.. down your stomach.. trailing a path across your hips. Can you feel it?"
"I wish..." I answer softly
"Than do it," you whisper, "think of me and let your fingers glide across your body as you tell you where and how"
I am a litte apprehensive... I honestly have never done this before.. but finally I agree. Wishing that it really was your hands... hands that I know so well.. the feel.. the pressure the tenderness and the power that they can use to possess my body.
"Shhhhh.... Just listen and enjoy yourself" you say soothingly "My fingers softly slowly tracing from your earlobe down your neck to that soft hallow spot. Down the center of your chest to your breasts lightly skimming first one and than the other. Gently teasing and flicking each nipple before moving on."
I moan softly as each sensation sends small shock waves of pleasure thru my body.
You continue " My hand drifting down your stomach to your hips. Skimming ever so lightly across one than the other. Finally coming to a rest on the soft patch of hair between your thighs .. gently stroking.. softly playfully tugging on the curls."
" MMmmmm did I mention I wish you were here?" I moan into the phone.
"Shhhhhh... I am there with you. Cant you feel me.. my hand resting between your thighs... Kneading the soft flesh.. massaging you. Just listen to me.... let your hand be mine"
I close my eyes, my hand lingering on the soft hair nestled between my thighs. I sigh softly.
"I continue to massage you. My hand fans out... gently pushing your legs apart. Allowing me the freedom to explore... to magge you more fully. I can feel how wet you are. My hand getting wet just massaging you. Slowly, softly, I spread your legs wider and slip one finger inside of you. Slowly.... gently sliding it in and out. "
My eyes are closed. I am concentrating on nothing more than the sound of your voice and the feel of my hand... your hand... on my body. I slowly slide one finger inside. Feeling the warm wet juices drip down onto my hand. I follor your voice. First one finger.. than another, slowly , rythmatically sending shudders thru my body.
"You are so beautiful. I love watching you. Lying on the couch... pleasuring yourself. It turns me on just to watch"
"I still wish you were here. Even if just to watch me... to talk me thru it."
"Open your eyes.. out the window.. I am here... watching you"
A little startled I open my eyes and see you standing just outside the window. The look on your face more entoxicating than anything I have ever seen. I smile shyly at your... never breatking the rythem of my finders teasing my pussy.
"I just want to watch" you whisper, "Dont stop"
I hang up my phone. My eyes are locked on yours. One hand sliding in and out of my wet warm dripping pussy.. the other skimming over my own body. The sensations start to explode within me. I move my fingers in and out faster and more rapidly... my hips thrusting up to meet my own hand. My breating quickens, my eyes close and my head arches back into the couch. Lost in the sensations I dont hear the door open.. or your footsteps as you cross the room to me.
I feel your hands join mine. One roaming and caressing my body.. the other joining my hand as i slide two fingers in and out... you add your own to the game. I inhale deeply as I feel our hands united inside me. For several strokes our fingers glide in and out of me .. than i slowly pull my hand away... lifting it to your mouth.. gently laying my fingers on your lips so that you can taste me. Our eyes lock again.
The look on my face, my hands fumbling for you.. all tell you how much I want you. How much I want to feel you on me... in me. You look at me... shake your head no and continue to stroke me. Softly kissing my belly and breasts and thighs.
My hands clutch at your shoulders... my nails dig inot he soft flesh at the base of your neck as the waves of pleasure crest. Your fingers stroking hard and long. Your free hand tugging at my hair. Your breathing getting heavier... quicker... to match my own. My breating suddenly goes ragged, my body stiffens, my moans catch in my throat and the pleasure overtakes my body. My sweet juices gushing over your hand. My grip tightening on your shoulders.... my pussing trapping your fingers inside. My eyes roll back, closing and a long strangeld sigh breaks free from my throat. My body shudders relentlessly against your hand.
I look at you my lips parted... about to speak. You kiss me softly genlty whispering "shhhhhhhh". You slide your fingers from between my thighs. My body arching, quivering, not wanting to let you go.
You stand there next to the couch, our eyes once again locked on each other. You lift your finger to your lips and suck the juices slowly first from one finger.. than the other. You lean down and brush a strand of hair from my face and kiss my gently on the lips. My eyes flutter closed.
I lay there a moment enjoying the sensations still racking my body. The total relaxation. I hear you start to walk away. I keep my eyes closed. I hear the door lock click into place as you gently close the door. My eyes still closed. I never open them . A car door slams.. the engine starts.. and you drive away. All the while I lay there.. thinking of you and the great time you just gave to me.. reliving every moment in my mind.
You were right.. you did know what I needed. And I never even thanked you. Thank you.
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"I know you get thousands of emails... but"
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Posted:Aug 1, 2007 9:50 am
Last Updated:Aug 8, 2007 12:17 am
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How many ladies have heard these lines either written or in person from some of the Affairlook men? It annoys me that men assume I get tons of emails daily... or weekly for that matter. Mostly because it just aint true. I think alot of men use it as a cop out for not writing someone before they met them. Or for not being interested... either before meeting.. or even after meeting them. Or was it mine the profile that you skimmed over because there are no nude photos? The thoughts and assumptions are whirling frantacially when i hear those words.... oh well..... your loss.... maybe mine.. but its okay with me.
Over the last year I have gotten tired of the excuses for a 'man' not to contact me.. or if they do .. to not ask me out. They have ranged from:
1. I know you get thousands of emails ... so i didnt want to get lost'
2. You have ... I dont want to be a daddy (wtf.. .my have an amazing dad)
3. You eat too much (yes people... I have been told that a man could not continue to date me cause i ate more than him at dinner)
4. When you quit hanging out with (insert friends name here ) I will ask you out. (ummm.... not gonna happen.. if your afraid of my best friend... your not the one for me)
5. Well if you want to come see me... sure we can go out. (hello.. have you not seen the price of gas.. besides that.... I am a little old fashioned here... I like to be the one that someoen comes too.... i am not gonna go running... driving .. across town for a man)
I guess my point is... guys be honest.. and dont use a bunch of assnine fucktard excuses to get out of not wanting to meet someone. I am a big girl.. I can handle it.. I promise... and like I said before.. the lose is yours... not mine.
That being said... I really am not a bitch... well maybe... but I love to meet new peeps.. even if just as friends. Whatever your looking for .. best of luck with it... if it aint me.. thats okay.... but come on now.. lets all just be somewhat honest.
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Not Your Typical Affairlook Blog Post
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Posted:Jul 24, 2007 9:51 pm
Last Updated:Nov 2, 2007 5:49 pm
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Be warned.. this is not your typical Affairlook blog post. There is no chance meeting of the sexual kind... no fantasies... no true stories of sexual escapades and no telling of what I am looking for in a mate or a FB. If that is what you are looking for... move along. That said.... here goes:
I was at the nail salon last Thursday to get my manicure done for my upcoming bday party. I walked in at 10 in the morning... frazzled.. thinking of all the things i had to do in the next 3 days... how much stress I was under.. and how was I gonna do it all and have my . Pretty much a poor poor me morning. I was totally and completely self absorbed.
I heard the salon door open.. the tell tale jinggle of another customer. I looked up and saw a mom and her two daughters walk in to the store. One of the little ones had beautiful red hair.... the other wore a baseball cap and was bald underneath. Mom had shaved her head as well. I didnt think much... just went back to thinking my own thoughts.
After a few minutes I heard mom telling the technicians that they would be spending the weekend at childrens hospital for her dauthers chemo treatments. Her would be undergoing 40 weeks of chemo... and losing 3 ribs. She was diagnosed with childhood bone cancer after having gone to the doc for whaqt they thought was a strained stomach muscle.
Mom was talking about all the things that they had endured as a family.. and those things still yet to come. As I sat there I thought of how selfish I was... how I should spend more time with my .. not complain about them... be able to enjoy them ... while they are healthy and in good sprits ... they are only young once. Listneing to this mom talk about how wonderful and strong and brave her was tore at my heart. I started thinking of my own girls.. of how I would handle if something like that ever happened to any of them.. and honestly.. I must say... I would be a basket case.
I admired this womans faith.... her courage.... her commitment to her . It made me think of my life.. my girls... my relationships with family. It truely opened my eyes to the important things in life around me... my family... my friends. I left the salon not only with my pretty new nails... red blothces on my face from the waxing... but with a full heart.. and tear stains down my cheeks some of sadness for this family.. and some of gratitude that my are healthy and happy.
I also want to say thank you to my friends on here.. I love you. I know that some think this is not a place to meet friends.. but it truely is... some of the most wonderful people I have ever had the pleasure of meeting are on this site. I wish you all health and happiness.
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just trying to hype up the bday party
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Posted:Jul 14, 2007 8:55 am
Last Updated:Jul 23, 2007 6:42 pm
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Location: CLUB PROOF
7800 E HAMPDEN, DENVER, CO US
View Map | Find a Hotel
When: Saturday, July 21, 8:00PM
EVERYONE COME OUT AND HELP BUG CELEBRATE HER 35TH BDAY. WE WILL BE OUT ON THE PATIO. CLUB PROOF IS ON THE CORNER OF HAMPDEN AND TAMARAC... NEXT TO THE FRESH FISH COMPANY.
ALSO, ROOMS HAVE BEEN BLOCKED OUT AT
THE EMBASSY SUITES
7525 E HAMPDEN AVE
DENVER, CO
303 696-6644
ROOMS ARE $99 A NIGHT IF YOU GET THE GROUP RATE. LET THEM KNOW YOU ARE WITH BARBARA CAMPBELL. ROOMS MUST BE RESERVED
BY JULY 16.
PASS THIS ON TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS. I WANT TO PACK THIS PLACE.
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Letting Go
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Posted:Jul 8, 2007 9:48 pm
Last Updated:Jul 14, 2007 8:47 am
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So a most peculiar and intriguing propostion was put to me recently. One that I am still thinking about and wondering if I could really do this.. could I pull this one off... and although knowing it will be difficult.... I just might enjoy the thrill of it for awhile.
I was offered the chance to be a sub for a bit. Or at least the beginnings of checking out that whole situation. For those of you that know me.. you know I am rather loud... overbearing.. and always and forever in control of myself and my surroundings. It was put to me as more of a challenge.. to see if I could give up control.
In some ways I like the idea... to have at times not to think for myself... and to do things to make only one person happy and not everyone around me. On the other hand.. I like to be the one to make decisions... to be in control... to get my way.
Hmmmm.. decisions decisions... cant this whole sub thing just begin with being told I am gonna do it and I have to obey.... lol.
Can I let go and let someone else stear me along the path. I guess only time will tell.
Disclaimer: for those of you fucktards that are going to actually claim to be the dom i need.. that you can stear me... fuck off.. this is not your forum to offer that... I found the one i might do this with.. and no.. i aint telling who it is either.
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MY BIRTHDAY PARTY
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Posted:Jul 4, 2007 10:29 pm
Last Updated:Aug 10, 2007 9:29 pm
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Okay all... I will be having my birthday party on July 21 at Club Proof off of Hampden and Tamarac. 8 PM on the patio. There is a A $5 cover. I want to take the place over.... lol. I hope ya all can make it. This is an open invite .. so pass it on. Ifin ya want to get me anything.. well.. come on now.. choclate and paddles.. ya all should know by now.. hmmmm ... do they make choclate paddles. Hope you all can make it out.
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