Me and my BULLET !
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Posted:Aug 15, 2008 11:16 am
Last Updated:Aug 3, 2009 4:45 pm
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There’s no doubt, sometimes it is good to break away from your partner and just loose yourself in your fantasies. ( with the help of a battery operated device J ) And I love to masturbate and do it very often. My husband is gone by the time I get up in the mornings and then it’s the time to leave… off to school they go. And before I realize I am back in the bed but not with my husband but with my “bullet” masturbating to unthinkable sex acts.
But there is something that bothers me about it all. I have to ask myself is my “often” too much ( since I do have a wonderful sex partner ) , or is it that my fantasies ( the deep darkest ones of all ) that makes me feel guilty about pleasuring myself.? Well…I have given it much thought and come to the conclusion that is it not my sick sexual fantasies such as the ones where I get kidnapped, and made to do taboo acts of pleasure, and of course it is not my husband …it’s simply something I enjoy doing on a regular basis and could not do without. It is something I look forward to do all too often !
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Loosing Yourself
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Posted:Aug 13, 2008 8:26 am
Last Updated:Jan 28, 2009 11:19 am
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Why do we worry so much about what others think? Is it our up bringing, or just a need to fit in with the groups that we associate, or a longing for someone to be around, and if you don't act a certain way then they want nothing to do with you. As we live from day to day we try to impress people that are closest to us, and those we may never met again. We try to become what that person wants or needs at that time. How far do you go before there is no more of yourself, just what others want or need from you. You are filling a basic need inside yourself that you have to have, you never see that part that you are loosing, until you need that part, and then it is so hard to get back.
Captor
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Erotic Expressions
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Posted:Aug 11, 2008 4:22 pm
Last Updated:May 8, 2024 6:59 pm
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Erotic dreams, thoughts, and fantasies is something I think we all have. Most are never acted on, why? Is it that we don't want to let others get that close, or worried about how people will look at us. I know that some should never be acted upon, but why not the others. Erotic is just sexual feelings and/or desires. A lot of people never let the ones that they have a intimate relationship with know about these feelings or desires, maybe some but almost never all. If we tell them about this should it not bring us closer, or can we not express ourselves to the ones that are closest to us. I know for some it is easier to go to someone that might not pass judgment on them. Is this a trust issue or something else?
Let me know what you think.
Captor
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What is Kinky?
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Posted:Aug 11, 2008 11:51 am
Last Updated:May 7, 2010 8:01 pm
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Everyone can define the word “kinky” differently. But… to me it is simply a activity that relvoves around sex that someone thinks is not normal. Furthermore, I believe that society sets those boundaries, saying what is right and wrong when it comes to sex. My “Kinky” activity may not be your type of kinky activity but never the less what it boils down to it is something that turns you on that is out of the normal sexual activity that you may be involved in. For example…Not too long ago I read a posting where a women that thought her husband wanting to have sex with the lights on was kinky. Now…that is far from being “kinky” for me. But it is not place to judge what is “kinky” for her or anyone else. I say what ever feels good to you is what you need to experience at least once and if you want to it “kinky” then so be it…you have that right !
What is “kinky” to you ?
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Who are We?
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Posted:Jul 25, 2008 8:52 pm
Last Updated:Aug 3, 2009 4:45 pm
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We are Captor and turquoise ( online ) , a unique D/s MWC that lives in the country on two acres away from the noise of the city with our . However, we enjoy the old and Dark Side of Life.
~ We enjoy collecting Medieval items and the reflections of “Castle Life” while enjoying a variety of “Alternative” such as alternative medicine ( the mind, body and soul )> In addition we also enjoy aromatherapy with the herbs, plants and oils. Our other alterative include “Paranormal Activity” and Astrology, plus energy work.
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Things we enjoy doing together
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Posted:Jul 23, 2008 9:28 pm
Last Updated:Jul 25, 2008 8:07 pm
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We enjoy only a handful of activities together such as;
Boating, Camping, Fishing, Playing Pool and Air Hockey And we can’t forget our Yatezz game. We also enjoy playing cards and darts. We use to be big race fans. Almost forgot one, we enjoy putting puzzles together..well okay mostly him but I help. We have at least 6 different puzzles of castles that we have put together. We also love to eat out and quite evenings at home with maybe a movie or some music playing while on the computer. Choice of movies includes; Horror, SciFiction, Drama, and of course his favorite Action. Sometimes we also enjoy watching True Crime shows and the History Channel. And our music ranges from country ( for him ) to classical. I listen to classic rock most of the time. Along with all of this we also love to go to auctions ( for old and unique items ) and we often go to yard sales.
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