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It took me many years to come to terms with being Bi. I started writing down the many reasons why, So I figurewd that I would post them, perhaps someone else has had similar experiences or feelings, or perhaps someone might just be curious, who knows, who cares, This Blog is about my stories, and I have many to post in coming weeks
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Sex Is Soo Much Better As A Bonafide Sissy!
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Posted:Oct 20, 2012 1:51 pm
Last Updated:Oct 9, 2015 2:43 pm
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I have been a Bi-sexual since I was 12 years old, I know it, I am fine with it, my wife knows it, is relatively fine with it. Well these days I have come to the realization that I am really very much gay, in fact more than gay.
I have always enjoyed sex with men, wether it was on my knees or my elbows and knees if you know what I mean. I haven't had sex with a woman besides my wife in 20 years, in fact he last time was with a couple swap my wife and I had, her last as well.
Regardless, men have always turned me on more than women, it is more than cock, it is everything male, the scent, the body, the agressiveness and the strength. I can't say that I ever really loved a man, but there are countless that I have deeply lusted for. I am very open about how I feel about men these days, I can't help it.
In recent years I have been Cross Dressing more and more for sex, it started as a request from a friend but I was totally surprised at how much I enjoy the feel of woman's clothing. My curiousity grew with each time I dawned nylons and panties, and I started tinkering with Breast enhancement hypnosis and herbal treatments, soon I grew my hair a little longer, my mustache went away forever body oils became a staple when I shower.
I steadily became more sensitive ( A result of the Hypnosis and Herbs) and I always at least am wearing panties, not to be kinky but comfortable. While the result of my tinkering gave me more feminized breast, they are way too small to qualify me as a T gurl, I am not skinny, not at all passable but oh so feminine inside. This pretty much moved me past a mere CD, less than a TV and not a true Transgender, so I came to terms with being a sissy. A sissy in everyway sexually, I am very submissive, very gentle and very attending to the men I am lucky enough to serve.
There are still those guys that call me just for a Blow Job, I still day to day dress lik a man for business but those few men that appreciate a CD are my passion now.
A few months ago, a regular friend who appreciates my Sissy being suggested we take a short vacation together, as it was, my wife was going out of state to a nursing convention with a girl friend so I said why not. He suggested the Gay Village in Montreal, I asked why and he said, because you can be the girl that you want to be there.
It was an interesting concept, so I packed dresses, lingere and make up thinking he meant in the hotel room I was pretty excited. Like I said, I am not at all passable, in fact I make a really ugly woman in my opinion but when we got there I was so surprised.
We checked into the hotel, Jim just turned to me and said put on your best dress honey, and I will take you to dinner, I was stunned! Jim looked at me and said, I am serious, I looked at that 6'4" hunk and reluctantly agreed, make up and all. (Most wouldn't want to see that LO Well we left the hotel room, Jim took my hand and we walked to the elevator, I was totally ready for embarassment, but Jim had never held my hand in public before which helped.
We got to the lobby, my heart sank, but Jim just paraded me out like nothing was going on, strangely, it didn't seem like anyone cared. We grabbed a cab and went a few bocks to a nice restuarant, Jim announced he had reservations, the Matre De excorted us to a very romantic table in a corner by a window, and again, was if everything was ok. A wonderful meal followed and as the night fell music in the lounge next door began to play, so after dinner, we went next door fopr a drink.
In the lounge, were seemingly normal Male female couples, and other couple like Jim and me totally intermiingled. My body started to tingle in ways that I had never experienced. JIm took me to the dance floor to a very slow song 'Believe In Me' originally recorded by Paul Janz and held me tight as we danced, I was melting. Jim obviously noticed and gave me a a soft kiss on the lips right there on the dance floor which surprisingly turned me on.
When we got back to the hotel I was floating in the air, Jim put his arms aroiund me a passionately kissed me as he moved me to the bed, we made out what seemed like hours until I kissed my way to Jim's belt line and opened his trousers to reward him for this new experience.
I have had sex with Jim many times in the past, but this time it was different, I truly felt totally feminine in every way, I had never reached that level before. From the blow job to the ensuing long slow fucking he gave me my body tingled in ways that I never before felt, it was awesome.
That week turned out to be the best in my entire sexual life, I will go there again, I will be dressed as a woman the entire time, and I will so be electrified.
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A Wonderful Night
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Posted:Jul 30, 2012 2:17 pm
Last Updated:Oct 20, 2012 1:53 pm
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It has been a while since I have posted on my Blog, wish I could say it was because I was having daily, passionate sex, unfortunately mostly just blow n goes for my frequently horny buddies. Last week however, I had one of those awesome moments that will be added to my long list of M2M memories.
I was travelling on business down towards Allentown PA, as usual my after dinner habit of hitting the hotel bar for night cap. I am not the young twink that I used to be, so expectations on my trip were limited.
This particular night was a throwback to my younger days though. Sitting at the bar trying to catch the news on the big screen, a tall,(6’4” or so) guy in his mid-forties took the stool next to me. After a drink or two and a brief exchange about the daily world happenings, we exchanged names and continued the male ritual of buying drinks for one another. The conversation, as it often does in those manly moments, turned to sex. A couple sitting at the end of the bar probably three drinks too many, felt compelled to forget to go to their room as they kissed and ran their hands all over each other, a somewhat entertaining view I might add.
This prompted my new friend Dave to modify his conversation from sex in general to just how horny he was. Not one to ever pass up a golden moment, I immediately began to chide him with comments about the couple and how that guy was likely to get one hell of a Blow Job that night and probably a solid fuck.
Looking down, I could see a massive bulge in Dave’s pants so I stepped up the sex talk slowly, but deliberately to see where things might go. After an hour I couldn’t take it anymore.
I turned to Dave and said, “You know, I have sucked a few cocks in my day Dave, if you are really that horny!”
Dave just starred ahead sipping his scotch and water, saying not a word. I figured oh well, that was the end of that fantasy and conversation, so it was time to go up stairs. I picked up the tab for his drinks and mine, then said good night and walked out of the bar heading for the elevator.
I didn’t get very far when, Dave said, “Hey wait up!”
We walked to the elevator and Dave said, “ I am on the 3rd floor” so I pushed 2 for my room and 3 for his. When we got to the second floor and the door opened, Dave just said, you can come up to my room if you want, so I without another word stayed with the elevator and road up to the 3rd floor.
Again with hardly a spoken word, Dave left the elevator and headed for his room with me in tail. He opened his door and walked in without turning on the light. So I closed the door behind me and set the chain. Then I followed him to the bed.
Dave stopped and turned toward me, and said that it had been a long time since he had a guy take care of him, I looked up into his eyes, my hand going toward his crotch, then something came over me and I just reached my arms around his neck and kissed him. To my surprise, his arms went around me and he returned that kiss is a most passionate way. We made out for a few minutes standing up and I began to remove his clothes while he kissed me. I undid his pants and pulled slightly until they hit the floor, then pulled his tee shirt over his head. Kissing him a gain he pushed me onto the bed, kissing me passionately, until he rolled on his back. I immediately began to kiss his chest while he repositioned himself on the bed.
As I kissed my way down, his 7.5” cock grew to rock hard proportions, when my lips finally touched it, it was already throbbing. I started sucking slow and deep as he worked his fingers through my hair until 10 minutes later it erupted with a massive chocking load of cum which I made sure to swallow every drop.
As it grew soft, I kept sucking and Dave kept mumbling yes, oh yes baby. Before long it began to harden again, so I made sure to take every inch that I could down my throat. Once hard again, Dave asked if he could perhaps get more than a blow job. I just smiled as I took a position on my knees and elbows as Dave began to work fingers up my ass.
Normally, with the guys I have sex with it starts slow, then turns into a rapid pounding and ends just as my ass gets used to it, but not Dave, he was very slow and deliberate, trying to go as deep as he could with each slow thrust. I was in heaven. For 22 solid minutes Dave thrust deep over and over again, very slow, but very hard at the same time.
This time he erupted deep in my ass, it was wonderful, my entire body quivered. He kept pumping ntil he was drained of every drop. I fell on my face totally exhausted. Dave put his arms around me and moved me to my side facing him, he began to kiss me again and we made out for probably an hour more.
Rarely do I get the post fuck spooning from my regular buddies, nor did I care, but with Dave he held me like I was his girlfriend, and the spooning was actually making me shiver. For the first time ever with a man, it was more than just sex, it was special.
We fell asleep, him holding me in his arms, in the morning I was awaken with a kiss, he handed me a card with his contact info, I hugged him and kissed him again. Yesterday I called his cell, I will be meeting him in Binghampton August 10th. MMMMM!
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God help me I love Trucker Cock So
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Posted:May 24, 2010 1:01 pm
Last Updated:Sep 16, 2012 7:28 am
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Since my first adult male who took me on a ride along, to my years as a truckhawk, I am proud to be a trucker sucker. Of all the men and women I have been with in my life, nothing is a bigger turn on to me then to climb aboard a big rig and be of service to those hard working no nonsense men that move just about everything we consume across the nation.
The passion that these guys have in every thrust of their hips is unequalled to anything a cocksucker like me can compare. My cell number has been passed to a few lucky guys and I love when the text cums in, "I will be at Exit 48A at 1 AM text back if you want a mouthfull" or " Been on the road all week need some relief, so and so said you can help"
There is something about a naked trucker sitting on his rack holding my head over his cock telling me how much of a nasty little slut I can be. Than shooting their load, thanking me then pulling away from the rest stop with a smile on their face.
The days of walking the big rig lots and hoping for some flashing cab lights are growing few as the lot lizards male & female seem to tarnish good free fun that I love to provide.
Nowadays the text message has replaced the many hours I have spent off Interstate 90, 490 or 390 walking the line.
So if you are a trucker that passes through Western New York State, think of a lunch break at exit 48A, or one of the rest areas along the way. Email me here or IM me when I am on line and I will send you the number to text. You need do nothing but sit back once I am there.
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When his wife is watching
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Posted:May 16, 2010 2:46 pm
Last Updated:Sep 12, 2012 2:36 pm
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There is something about sucking a guys cock while his wife watches. It always seems to give me a heavy rush.
Last night, the guy i was sucking's wife was giving me step by step directions, not that I needed them, but wow what a turn on!
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A Faggot Cocksucker Fantasy
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Posted:Jul 31, 2009 10:55 am
Last Updated:Aug 30, 2023 11:41 am
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This is a fantasy, one of the few things that I have not yet done, but one that I really want to do.
I would like a small group of Str8/bi-courious guys to have a little house party, you know, sit around have a few beers watch a game maybe. My part would be simple,as this small group 4- 6 guys sat around having some fun, I would be there to crawl along the floor just sucking one cock after another. When I would finish one, just move on to the next, no one talking to me, as if I wasn’t even there, or just part of the entertainment like the stereo or TV.
Occasionally one might put his feet up on my back while I was sucking another, sort of like a coffee table. I would continue to crawl around the floor sucking cocks over and over until everyone decided to go home, some guys in the group possibly getting sucked off three or four times.
The key to the fantasy is that no ever bothers to talk to me, I mean they could moan, and I assure you if I ever get to do this they will, they can talk about me in the third person like “That little faggot really likes to suck cock” or “ Isn’t nice to have the pet pig in the house” but never talk directly to me.
That to me would be the perfect night out, I would travel a bit for something like this.
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My Idea of a good NOONER
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Posted:Jul 30, 2009 3:19 pm
Last Updated:Sep 12, 2012 2:34 pm
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It’s not like I don’t do nooners all the time, in fact, the majority of the cocks that I suck are between 11:00 AM and 1:00 PM. But today’s was something really special.
After my morning coffee I checked my email and then my Affairlook email, the Following message just got me excited.
“My friend and I are Str8 and staying at the Holiday Inn here in Batavia today. We have work to do this evening but were wondering if you would possibly be free to give us both some head during the day. Please get back to us as we will be leaving the Friday afternoon for the weekend.”
Well, I work from home and can always free up some time so I answered the email. It took but a few short moments before my IM was popping up and a chat ensued. Now I had some reservations at first, as rarely do two str8 guys ask for a group BJ, but after some discussion it was clear what we had here were two very Horny guys who just wanted some relief. We agreed to meet in the hotel lobby at 10:00 AM
When I got there, they were, sitting on opposite ends of the couch, I walked up to them and introduced myself and then sat in a chair opposite them. One was maybe 50 and about 6’ tall the other late 30’-early 40’s and maybe just under 6’. We did some small talk then the older one just blurted out,
“We’re not gay or bi, we just got to talking about how horny we were on this trip and I searched Affairlook for women first yesterday with no luck, so we figured why not check out the guys and see if we could at least get some head.”
I was a bit set back, and suggested hat we continue the conversation upstairs in their room, they agreed and up we went. Once in the room, they took seats in the chairs, and I sat at the end of one of the two unmade beds. They both appeared a little nervous so I went to the door, and grabbed the DO NOT DISTURB tag, placed on the door outside and double locked the door then returned to the bed. This time however, I took off my shirt, and laid across the foot of the bed, resting my head on my hand and simply asked them how they wanted to go about it. If faces could be red as tomatoes, theirs both were for sure. The older one stood up and started to suggest that maybe this wasn’t a good idea and he was sorry to have bothered me. In response I got off the bed and dropped to my knees in front of him and began to rub his semi hard cock through his jeans. He gave off a big sigh and stood there letting me rub his cock. Soon I had his jeans dropped and began to kiss the now very hard rod. Out of the corner of my eye, I noticed his younger friend rubbing his crotch so I motioned for him to move closer. I then took the older guys cock in my mouth as his friend dropped his jeans exposing a huge stick of meat which I promptly reached over to play with his tool while I continued to suck his friend. It wasn’t long before I was laying on my back on the bed, head hung over the edge while the older guy was fucking my face. By now the younger guy was jerking off as I played with his balls (Those things were massive like a bulls BTW)
The old guy bucked his hips and fired a hot steamy load down my throat which I promptly swallowed and sucked every last drop until he pulled his caok from my mouth. I immediately move to that huge member on the young guy, this time my head kept bobbing up and down as he moved over and laid on the bed. I sucked fast deep and with fervor as the old guy kept tell me what a great cock sucker I was. This was really turning me on. I could see the old guy maneuvering around to watch me suck his friend. He sat next to us on the bed so I reached over and massaged his balls while I continued to suck his friend. I was really getting excited, so I got a little more aggressive in my sucking, now on my knees bobbing my head over the young guys cock, I lost track of the old guy momentarily when suddenly my sweatpants slid off and felt a sharp crack of a hand slapping my ass cheeks, a real turn on now, SMACK again and then again, it hurt so good when suddenly I got a mouth full of cum way beyond what I have had in many years of cocksucker. One of those chocking loads when there it happened a gain SMACK on my ass. Cum now dripping out the sides of my mouth I kept sucking trying to get every drop I could. The old guy not pulled me over to suck hios semi hard cock again, how could I say no. on my knees on the bed, him sitting up against the pillows, he would smack my ass every now and then now constantly calling me a faggot. That is when it happened, I felt a sharp pain in my ass and then suddenly my ass was full of the young guys monster cock. The next thing I know, he was thrusting me with so much force that I didn’t need to make any effort to suck the old guys now hard again cock. This went on for a while when suddenly I got loads of cumm in both ends.
Finally I fell flat on my face on the bed, exhausted. I just laid there while the guys took turns showering, finally I got up showered myself and shook hands, the said thanks and the old guy slipped me a piece of paper, that said we’ll be back around the same time next month. I looked over at the clock, 12:15 it read, now that is my idea of a nooner.
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Getting down to business on my last business trip!
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Posted:Feb 18, 2009 10:49 am
Last Updated:May 10, 2024 1:12 am
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I had the occasion to take a short business trip to North East PA last weekend. As usual, I packed some assorted gurly clothes to wear in the comfort of my hotel room.
After completing all of my sales calls, I took a nice hot shower dawned my panties bra and nylons, and poped on my laptop and hit Affairlook chat rooms looking for some local fun.
I was absolutely amazed as it only took 3 minutes to get a local hit. I chatted with the guy for about 20 minutes and let him know my hotel and room number. I forgot to mention that I was dressed gurly.
About 45 minutes later, there was a knock at the door when I opened it I was totalled stunned to see a guy about 6' 5" tall maybe 55 wearing tight jeans with a massive bulge. Even more surprized was he to see a mustached guy wearing a thong, garter nylons and a bra.
He stood in the doorway and said, "Holy Shit!Why didn't you tell me you were a CD?" I apologized but he quickly said no need as he walked in and locked the door behind him.
No banter here from this point, he wrapped his arms around me started tonquing my ears and nech and manuevered me to the bed, pushing me down so I was sitting facing that growing bulge. I reached over unzipped his pants and kissed sucked and licked as I worked his jeans down to the floor.
What a massive cock, I say again, what a massive cock!.
I sucked and sucked and before long a ahuge load was drippng out the sides of my mouyh wihile I desparately tried to lap up anything I couldn't swallow when he fired off.
Soon he was laying on the bed and I was sucking his cock again while he played with my nipples and uttered some really turn on filty chat.
Once hard again it wasn't at all long before my face was in th epillow and my ass up in the air.
After what seemed like an eternity of getting my ass slammed, he withdrew, yanked off his condom and shoved that sauage right back down my throat, firing a load unbelievably equal to his first.
He then collasped on top of me, totally exhausted. Well it was supposed to be a quick Thursday night blow job, he arrives I suck, he cums and then he leaves, it turned out to be four days of getting fucked in my face, my ass, and then all over, aver again.
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An Elevator Ride
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Posted:Jan 19, 2009 8:36 am
Last Updated:Jan 21, 2009 1:05 pm
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I met a guy on Affairlook that has become pretty much a regular. The other day he asked if I could swing by his ofice to meet him so that i could, well do what I do best, that is a healthy cock sucking.
Normally when I would meet him there we would head off to a utility room in his office building, this toime when we got there, the room was being painted -- lot's of people around.
I could see the bulge in his pants now really throbbing so we got on the elevator with the intent of heading out to the car when he noticed the lock out key was still in the elevator, probably from the remolding crew, so instead of heading down, he headed up to the storeroom on the fifth floor. When the 5 light went on, he turned the the key locking the elevator there in place.
Well that was the sign and it wasn't long before I was on my knees bobbing for semen. And what a load I got, but his wonderful piece of meet still hard, he wasn't yet content, the next thing that I knew, my pants were down and my legs spread, hands againts the elevator wall. What a fuckin i got that day!!! Wow.
So we We dressed, he turned the key and we took the stairs, On my way out he turned to me, and said, "we are definately going to do that again!'
You know what, he is absolutely right.
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Just Another Day In The Life Of A Cocksucker
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Posted:Dec 26, 2008 7:32 pm
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2009 10:37 am
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It seems that when it rains it pours. I have seen two or three weeks with not an interested sole, then days like today when 5 hit me up in a row. (Well I only sucked 4 of the five)
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