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Posted:Nov 14, 2007 4:53 pm
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I recently met a woman who is very attractive, has the cutest personality, very kind-hearted, beautiful singing voice……..and a sense of humor even crazier than mine !
We met at her favorite KARAOKE BAR... me and my new friend got to know each other. She is so funny, great story-teller……very attractive in so many ways…..and a damn good singer, also.
I took her home with me……we kissed….and talked….and touched…..for awhile…..then went to my bedroom. Clothes off….everything was feeling so right…….laying on my back……she slid her body down mine……..and started giving me one of the best B.J.’s ever……..then, while I’m enjoying watching her…..sayin’ : Oh, Baby….yes…..oh, yes (things like that)……I started thinking of something said earlier…….I told her I wanted her to sing to me…. I’m not sure why I chose this moment to say this…..but, I blurted out: don’t forget, you still need to sing to me……she looked-up at me…….her beautiful face…..her hand holding my very erect cock…….says nothing for a few seconds……..then, she grips my cock tight, and with the other hand……Taps on the head of my cock and says, TESTING, ONE, TWO……TESTING (like you would do to a microphone)……then, she starts to sing (think of the song “HEY MIKKI” ……she sings, OH ROBBIE, YOU’RE SO FINE…..YOU’RE SO FINE YOU BLOW MY MIND….HEY ROBBIE…………now, we all know the next part is supposed to be hands clapping…….instead, she takes my cock….and slaps it repeatedly on her cheek….then continues the song……each time it comes to the clapping-part, she slaps my cock on some part of her body !
I’m not really sure which amazed me most………the fact that she was so creative and clever to think of this……….or………….the fact that I was able to maintain an erection through the entire song………..either way, I LMAO……and it kinda turned me ON
When she finished the song, she bowed…….looked at me with a straight-face for a moment……then started laughing…….what a cutie she is……….I grabbed her, and pulled her on top of me…..and we laughed together …….. she wouldn’t let go of my cock……so, we never actually stopped ….playing resumed…….we had very INTENSE sex…….animalistic…….and I’m glad it was like that, because if we had done the soft/romantic kind of sex…….I probably would have kept bursting into laughter, thinking about the way she serenaded me
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Posted:Nov 11, 2007 7:32 pm
Last Updated:Dec 22, 2007 6:40 pm
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The funeral services for Uncle Roy were Saturday.... services were very long…..but it was so great to see all the cousins, and family friends…
I turned every head…….I know this…..I saw it ………and after everyone’s second glass of wine……stares became glares…glares with smiles……women leaning toward their friend whispering something…….now, two glares with smiles……..accidental “brush-ups” against my arms, my butt, my crotch………accidental “slip” on some invisible object on the floor….that would send a woman falling into my arms (actually, I especially liked that one…..BRAVO ! ….”encore“, please) ………..gathering around …..to hear the story I’m telling………laughing at my jokes (even when not that funny….I appreciated that) ….all of this was enjoyable……all but “two glares”……..the glares of the two HUSBANDS who didn’t seem to like what their wives kept looking at…….that kinda “sucked”.
This series of events had me wondering about something……….(NO, not “where’s the front door“……c’mon)…lol….no, what I was wondering…….or maybe……..”wishing”…..
What “if”……two people could make eye-contact…..and actually “see” what each other was thinking…and feeling…at that moment. No more “guesswork”….or “interpretation”……”wondering”…..if that person is feeling for you…….exactly what you are feeling for them.
Most of us “think” we can “read” each other so well……and most of the time, we are “right”. ……but, there are those times……(all of us have done this)…..when we are “so SURE” that person staring at us all night “wants” us……we “make the move”….. break the ice…everything is going so “smoothly“….the “moment“…...only to hear that person say NO !……..whoa ! …..what the hell was I thinking…..did I just “imagine” all of that ? ….I must be “losin’ it” …….then, we spend days “pondering”…..wondering if we’ve “lost our touch”….or maybe, that person “was” sending signals, but that other person is “involved” with someone else …….or…..???????
Why ? ………why do we do this to each other ?
If the reason you are staring at me all night is because I have something “hanging from my nose”…..please, be a decent-person…….and let me “know”. ……or……if you keep staring at me because you think I am the SEXIEST MAN in the room…..but, you are “married”….or “taken”…..we can still “talk”…you can say “if only I wasn‘t married“..…. just “bring-up” your “mate” in conversation……I’ll “get the point”…..but at least we could share that “moment”…..
I’ve often fantasized……of a world……where no one lied……no jealousy….no anger……a place where….an “instant attraction” …….connection with someone else…..would start a “waterfall” of words to entice and seduce each other…….body movements send a clear message of your desires…..warm touches…..passionate embrace…….ROMANCE…….SEDUCTION…….making LOVE……PASSION with no “rules or boundaries”……no worries or concern‘s…..no FEAR of what others might think……or who might get “hurt“…..…to know a woman’s thoughts……her feelings…..her deepest, darkest desires……the curves of her body where she likes to be touched…. your tongue across the places of her body that make her feel…..you “want“ her……you “must“ have her…bodies move together….in a rythym …..a “beat“ shared by only the two of you ...……to know this……is to experience a level of ecstasy ….nothing else can compare to……
Is there really a GOOD reason we don’t allow ourselves to act on these impulses ? ……to take these moments away from ourselves, and that person you secretly desire ? ……letting the moment pass by, not acting on it……….after the moment is GONE, was it “worth it” ?
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Posted:Nov 6, 2007 6:11 pm
Last Updated:Nov 26, 2007 9:02 pm
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I was “hesitant” about sharing this story…..it’s somewhat “embarrassing”……but, I remembered something my Father used to say :
“, you may as well learn to laugh at YOURSELF….’cause…BET YOUR ASS….somewhere…someone else is laughin’ at you right now”
……so “inspiring”……thank you, DAD (I’m sure he “meant well”)
I’d had my eye on this very attractive woman I worked with for several weeks……had chatted with her many times….told her funny stories….made her laugh…..innocent “flirts” were exchanged….but I never made any “moves” on her (thought she was still “married”….still wearing a ring).
She invited me to lunch with her….had some good Italian food (my Fav.)…..and had great conversation. Before we left the restaurant to return to work……she told me she thought I was such a good-lookin’ guy, and a lot of fun…..then asked me if I was “seeing anyone”. I said NO…(well, it was…TRUE…mostly)….then she asked if I wanted to have dinner with her THAT evening ! Of course, I said “I’d love to” …then asked her what she had “in mind”. She didn’t know….so, I suggested this very nice Mexican Restaurant, that a friend of mine owns.
(don‘t forget, “I” was the genius who suggested the MEXICAN FOOD)
Picked her up, went to the restaurant, introduced her to my friend and his lovely wife…..had wonderful food…was very HOT, and “spicy“….but delicious…...we had such an enjoyable dinner together……then, took her home. As I expected, she invited me “in”……..sat me on the couch…..went to the kitchen, and poured two glasses of wine for us. After about 5 minutes of talking softly, laughing together…..her hands “innocently” (yeah) sliding up and down my legs the entire time…..I thought, “go for it”…….staring into her eyes for a moment…..I slowly moved my face to hers…..kissed her lips softly….again, and again…….pulled back slightly, and looked into her beautiful eyes…..then she leaned into me passionately, and we kissed and touched each other everywhere ! The clothes falling to the floor….our lips only briefly separating…..it was such an erotic moment.
My stomach was feeling slightly “upset”……but hey, who “cares”….it will “pass”…..and this woman is so incredibly sexy…..I want her….she wants me…….that is all that “matters” at this moment…..(so I “thought”)
We taunt and tease each other….touch and taste each other…..she drops to her knees and takes me in her mouth…….after a moment, I reach down, grab her waist…..lift her up while flipping her upside down….so we can “both” pleasure each other ……..what was THAT ? ….thought I heard, well, a “fart”…….when I had spun her upside down and lifted her up……..not a BIG FART…..no, like a nice, quiet “little” one…..nah !……she didn’t say anything…..didn’t STOP what “she” was doing…..so, must have been my “imagination”……either way, who cares ! …..right ?
So, I ignore it…..go back to what I was doing. We were doing so many “naughty-things” to each other…..I was thinking, “she is one of the BEST lovers I have ever been with”…….oooh !, there’s that discomfort in my stomach again……..had to “ignore” it……had to “BE THE MAN”…..no way was I going to “screw this up”……she is way too HOT ! About 10 minutes later, I have her hanging over her couch…..and I am “workin’ it” ……I am doing my best impression of “Mr. SUPER-STUD”…..she is moaning so loudly….so “wet” …..I’m thinking, “I’m the MAN” !!!…….In our intensely passionate display of “acrobatics”….I (feeling like a PORN STAR) ….lift my leg up to put my foot on the top of the couch (was a very difficult move…..please, don’t try this at home)……….PooFFTT !!!…….whoa ! ….Damn ! …..That one was NOT like the nice little “quiet” one I “thought” I heard earlier…..no, this one caught her attention also !
We stared at each other for a moment…..I didn’t know what to “say”…….and she wasn’t saying “anything”
After a few seconds of unbelievably-uncomfortable “silence”….I crinkled my mouth, my right eyebrow raised, and I just lifted my hands in an expression to say “OH WELL”………she burst into laughter !
Though I felt VERY embarrassed, she said “It’s ok”…..(between giggles)….and she put her arms around me. We sat on the couch together…. (guess this means “break-time”)…we took sips from the wine glasses…..and I apologized. I don’t think she stopped laughing until about 20 minutes later, but between giggles and gasps for air…..she did manage to tell me she had farted earlier, but felt too embarrassed to say anything …(hah ! ….I knew it ). We laughed together about it….had some more wine….and talked and joked with each other for awhile.
Eventually, we went to her bedroom…..to continue what we started earlier……(this, of course, was AFTER we both made trips to the BATHROOM)
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Me and My "BIG MOUTH"....guess I should keep my opinions to myself, sometimes
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Posted:Nov 5, 2007 6:50 pm
Last Updated:Dec 22, 2007 6:45 pm
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Yesterday, I made a “terrible” mistake. While I was experiencing my new “high” I feel from reading and writing blogs and articles… (an experience that I am enjoying so much)… I made the mistake of trying to “share” this wonderful experience with some of our “new” members. I say I made a “mistake”….because apparently, one person was very “offended” by this, and sent me a “hateful” e-mail….and I feel “terrible” about this. My “intention”, always, is to try to spread as much kindness, laughter, helpful suggestions, need to know info., and “positive” feelings. This experience, so “new” to me, has opened so many new doors for me…..and has put me in-touch with so many incredible people here….people I probably never would have met without it.
I’ve re-read the message I sent many times, but I’m still not exactly sure what it is I “said” that made this such a “terrible” thing…….so, instead of the “funny” story I intended to post…..I’m posting this, with a “request”……will someone “please” explain to me what I did “wrong” here ? …..I’ll appreciate your constructive criticism, and do my best to “learn” from this experience….please, feel free to say whatever you feel.
Here is what “I” “wrote” :
Loved your photo…..and enjoyed your profile, but…..
Knowing the “thoughts” that run through the mind of a beautiful woman like you…..THAT is “so” sexy !!!
A beautiful friend “turned me on” to the BLOG-thing recently……and the people I’ve met though the BLOGS are “incredible” people……pictures are “HOT”, but to see what they are “thinking”…and “feeling”…….it’s the biggest “turn-ON”….and the “class” of people is so much better…(well, there’s a few “turds” that BLOG….but not “many”…it has made this site so much more “enjoyable” for me….(and so many others…especially the “most” beautiful women)
Just a friendly “tip” to make this site an “enjoyable” experience for you…..hope it helps
Best Wishes to you always
“This” is the reply I got :
well excues me if u don’t like it then don’t look at it and please don’t tell me that I have nice pics and a nice profile, then tell me how to make things better. That is just fucked up so please don’t bother me anymore
Aside from thinking “maybe”, I shouldn’t have used the word “but”……I’m not really sure what I said that was so “terrible”
Any “thoughts” ?
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Posted:Nov 4, 2007 8:42 am
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Though I’ve had a lot of sex, with a lot of different women….something happened to me recently, that had never happened before. For some reason, it never even occurred to me to “try” something like this. I assume, the reason for that was a condition most of us men suffer from, called “Homo-phobia”.
Now you’d think that a guy like me, who’s been involved in “swaps”, “swinging”, etc. …would be more “open-minded“…hell, I used to be a “stripper” in Vegas years ago…..performed for both women “and” men (no “sex”, just “conversation” and a “show”.
Here’s what happened : I had the “honor” of a romantic “fling” with a woman I’ve known for awhile….we had “all night” together…no “distractions“ or “interruptions“….(cell phones turned OFF)…..so, we took our time…exploring every inch of each other. At one point, she and I were giving each other oral-pleasure (69)…..but “I” was on top…..on my knees over her. My mouth “making oral love” to her….so “passionate”…..she was so wet…..while she would take me in her mouth….then pull me out….and rub her tits with my cock……it was very “erotic”. Suddenly, while she had my cock on her chest…..she grabbed my thighs…..pulled her head up….and started licking my “asshole” !
“Whoa” !!! ……I was not “expecting” that one at all…..sure, I’ve had women who have licked me almost everywhere…..even “hinted” around that region before……but never actually “dead-on-target”.
That “moment”…..millions of thoughts running through my head……but, she was so “turned-on” by it…..and I realized my cock had gotten so “hard”…..I decided to just “go with the flow”. She was licking my asshole….I lowered my butt (so she wouldn’t have to pull herself up to reach)…..then she pressed her tits together….while I slid my cock between them. Oh my god ! ……this was so incredibly “HOT” !….she would “change-up” …..take my cock in her mouth for a moment…..rubbing me all over…..then, back to licking the balls and “asshole”.
Now, I’m sure most of you on this site are saying: “So, what’s the big-deal ? ….done that plenty of times”
Well, I guess I’m not as “experienced” as I thought I was…….but, I’m enjoying this “learning-process”……I’m excellent at WHAT I KNOW…….and for what I don’t know, turns-out, I am an EXCELLENT STUDENT….very eager to “learn” …hahaha
Afterwards, she and I talked about it. She “claimed” that she had never “done that before”, but always wanted to try…..she told me she felt most comfortable trying it with “me”….(not exactly “sure” how to take that……but, I’ll see it as a HUGE “compliment”….because I am so easy-going and very “expressive”. She said it turned her “ON” so much….and even now, just “remembering” the experience (I know she was telling the TRUTH….she kept getting so WET, and had “cum” so many times !)
I’ve never had “sex” with MEN……and despite the fact that this “experience” opened a whole new DOOR of pleasure for me that I had never felt before, I still “DON’T” want to have sex with a man (no “offense” intended…..just not what I “want”.
So, for every man who thinks that enjoying any kind of “anal-pleasure” makes you a “HOMO”…..try this out with your female partner…It was an “incredible“ experience, but didn‘t change my “tastes“ in sex-partners at all….…but hey, if it turns-out you “do” suddenly feel a desire to have sex with other “men”…..well, at least now you “know”………be “yourself” ! …..don’t worry about the “haters”
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Posted:Nov 3, 2007 6:52 am
Last Updated:Nov 27, 2007 7:18 pm
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Recently, I had two ladies come to stay with me for a few days…….one was my sexy “Arkasas FWB”…..the other…….was my MOTHER !
MY mother is the nicest, kindest, most caring woman you will ever meet. She’s been married to my father for over 40 years, she’s actively involved with her church, and yes, she even “bakes cookies” when people go to visit her.
My “FWB” from Arkansas…….hmm…..beautiful, incredibly sexy…..the sexual “chemistry” between us is so “intense”……but, her “lifestyle” is one that a lady like my mother doesn’t think very “highly-of”.
“Mom” arrives around 5pm……we talk…..”catch-up” on events, etc. …….9:15pm…..here comes my sexy FWB. I meet her on the porch……our “lust” and passion for each other never seems to “fade”…..we kiss passionately on the porch.
She comes into the house, drops her bags…….hugs my mother (they’ve met before)….then, “they” do the “catch-up” thing…..(the “stories” my FWB has to tell…..GEEZ !)…….Me and my FWB are sitting on the couch together…..Mom sitting across from us…..the entire time she and Mom are talking, my FWB is running her hands all over me (it’s “keeping composure” through so many potentially “uncomfortable” moments like this that have made me the “cool” dude that I am)
Around 11:45pm…..Mom says she’s tired, and is going to bed (spare bedroom at the “back” of the house)….me and my FWB…..head to my bedroom…..and of course….in “seconds”, the clothes are “OFF”……and we proceed to “catch-up” …..all night …(been awhile since we’d seen each other)
Around 6:00am….my FWB asks if she can make some coffee (she wanted to be “awake”, and have breakfast with Mom when she woke-up)…….I said fine….she went to the kitchen (front of house) and started making coffee. I decided, since I’m not going to get any sleep anyway, I’ll just get up also.
My beautiful FWB….sexy gal that she is……is in the kitchen, wearing nothing but a “smile” (way she is)….I had put boxer-briefs on…..but staring at her sexy body…..and the way she is….so “comfortable” wearing “nothing at all”, even though my “mother” is in the back bedroom, and will be waking-up soon….that just “turned-me-ON” so much……I drops my briefs (kitchen floor)……and did some more “catching-up” with her…….the sexual energy was so “intense” between us….we were all over the kitchen…….my sexy FWB….in a very “slutty-mood”…..wanted to “HANDle” my climatic-moment” (you know what I’m sayin’……it was definitely a very EXPLOSIVE moment !
About 7:30am….we had already retreated to my bedroom, sippin’ coffee, talking, laughing…..we hear Mom heading to the front of the house. My FWB and I get dressed (yes, I made her wear clothes this time) and go to the living room. Mom, neatly dressed, “ready for the day”….offers to make breakfast (what a great mom)…..my FWB steps into the kitchen to “help”…..
While getting all the ingredients together, moving things around in the kitchen (guess mother’s will always try to “re-arrange” your kitchen, no matter how old “you” get)…….she clears some counter-space….then says, “Oh, you’ve got something on your counter”….she grabs a kitchen-towel and wipes….stares at it for a moment….and says “Looks like EGG WHITES”….
TIME STOPS …..the “wheels” begin to turn…….my FWB is staring at me….waiting to see how I respond
Remember that scene in the movie “Somethin’ about Mary” ? ….when he gets-off in the bathroom (pre-date tension-reliever)…..hears the knock at the door, but can’t find his “jizz”…hahaha)…..then later at dinner, Mary asks him what that is hanging from his ear…..”hair-gel ?”
Mom asks, “did you already eat ?” ………..I said, “oh, I made some eggs a little while ago because she was “starving”, but we still have room for more”…(I “pride” myself on honesty….but sometimes, there are “moments”…when it might be better to just “go with the flow”
My FWB staring at me……I see a “sneaky-grin” slide across her mouth…..I “wink”……we had a lovely breakfast together.
I do “wonder” if Mom already “knew” what the hell that was she wiped off the counter….and thought “maybe”, she was just being a “protective mother”…..and “giving” me a good excuse to make for not “cleaning-up” after myself very well…….not really “sure”…….either way, thanks for the “TIP”, Mom
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Posted:Nov 1, 2007 7:45 pm
Last Updated:Nov 6, 2007 8:10 pm
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While in Wal Mart yesterday, passing the bedding department, I remembered I wanted to find an inexpensive bed-set for one of the spare-bedrooms in my home. While looking at the choices available, I remembered an event from my old “army days”.
In my second year enlisted in the army, I had an opportunity to transfer to work in the base Hospital, work shift hours (like a “regular “job”, and attend college classes offered by the local University. This seemed like a “dream come true”, and best of all, I would be living in “co-ed” barracks (YES !!!). Though “rules” clearly stated no “fraternization” was allowed (no guys in girl’s rooms), we all “broke the rules” as often as possible.
One morning, while I was comfortably enjoy “breaking the rules” (was invited into my FWB‘s room on the 3rd floor…to “play“, deep in the “heat of passion” with my very beautiful (and very “naughty” female soldier “friend”, we were suddenly interrupted by all the sounds coming from the hall. The “M.P.’s” had entered our barracks, accompanied by DOGS….DRUG SNIFFIN’ DOGS ! ……..(oh, SHIT !). We could hear them entering rooms on the 3rd floor, which meant if I came out the door, I was “BUSTED” for “fraternization” (nice word to use…..sounds better than “fucking “.
I’ve always been “good under pressure”, and I didn’t want my dear, close friend to “get in trouble” (besides, I didn’t want to “blow-it” and wind up NEVER getting invited back to her room !). My eyes swiveling, left to right, right to left, my clever little mind forming a “plan of escape”…..then ‘suddenly”, it hit-me…..I know how to get out of here ! I grabbed her sheets from the bed, tied them together at the ends, then tied one of the sheets ends to her bed-frame…..(I bet you can “guess” where this is goin’……slid her bed to the wall, opened her window, and threw the rest of my “linens-rope” out the window. ……..hmmm, was hoping it would have been a little “longer” (was on the “3rd” floor). She looked at me like I was “nuts”…..I grabbed her by the waist and pulled her close, “winked” at her, then gave her a deep passionate kiss, and immediately climbed through the window opening.
“I’m a soldier, been through Jump-school, I’ve rappelled from tall buildings and helicopters, I can do this !” …….amazing, the thoughts that run through your mind at 0600 hrs.
While holding on to the window ledge, pausing for a moment to give the sheets a “test-tug”…….I convinced myself that this was an ingenious plan that would earn me “legendary status”.
With my feet planted firmly on the outside wall, I grabbed the sheet-rope (of my own ingenious creation) and prepared for my heroic-descent and speedy-escape.
Have you ever been in a situation when it really seems like TIME “stops” ? ……..then very gradually begins to move…..all of your senses “heightened”…..you become completely “aware” of your present situation………can you “relate” ???
Well, this was one of those MOMENTS ! ……My heightened senses picked up a very strange sound….one my ears had never heard before……a sound…… a zippin’/almost whistling’ type of sound……didn’t know what it was …..at first .
Then, the moment of complete “CLARITY” kicked-in……..and I suddenly knew EXACTLY what that sound was.
Remember the old Looney toons gang ? …….especially my good ole’ buddy WILE E COYOTE …remember those times when the ground beneath him would disappear, and he had that “moment”….the moment when time would stop….for just a second…..his eyes would open “wide”…….and he’d hold up a little sign saying “YIKES !”
The “sound” my incredibly heightened senses were hearing was the sound of those sheets……those very beautiful…….very polyester/rayon type sheets………quickly unraveling themselves from the highly polished bed-frame I had tied my very clever “sheet-rope” to !
To my “surprise”, this highly trained soldier failed to “react” quick enough…….and I landed “flat on my back” ………wait, that isn’t “exactly” true……landed on the bushes outside “first” (didn’t “break my fall” worth a damn….by the way)…….then, I landed flat on my back.
Rules stated, when a barracks was being inspected, all soldiers are to report to the DAY ROOM. I pondered this for a moment…….well, truth is, I just didn’t feel like getting-up at that particular moment……….OUCH ! Slowly, gradually, I maneuvered my body to an upright position…..slowly rose to my feet……..and I “limped” towards the entrance doors of the barracks. When I walked into the dayroom, everyone became silent, and just stared at me……no “expressions”…not a sound……then, everyone busted out laughing…….and my darling, my very dear FWB…..came toward me….caressed my face…..and softly removed the leaves from my hair (had forgotten about the leaves).
As we waited for the dogs to complete their assignment, all of us debated over what went “wrong” with this ingenious plan of mine. Many argued that it was the “slickness” of the polyester/rayon blend of the sheets that caused the unraveling……and debated over what materials would have served better in a situation like that (soldiers to the death)……in the end, we never really “agreed” on what would have been the “better-choice”.
“Back to the Present”…….so, I’m in Wal Mart, looking for some inexpensive sheets……remembering all of this……and now…..my “curiosity” is HIGH ! I really want to “know” ……what material would have been best in a situation like that ! As I neatly, gently started removing sheets from their packages, and tying 100% cottons to 100% cottons……….polyester blends to polyester blends………it occurred to me….this probably was not the “right” thing to do…….well, it was my “conscience”…..and the STORE MANAGER ……..that brought me to that conclusion.
Because I am an “honorable” man, I purchased “all” of the sheets I was using in my “quest for truth and knowledge”…………(by the way, there are some GREAT DEALS on very new sheets available on EBAY…….check it out !)……..unfortunately, I never did really get the “answer” I was looking for…(maybe I’ll try BED BATH and BEYOND next time)
For those “wondering”……..I hid the sheets under the bushes, and retrieved them that evening.
You know what the “funniest” part of the story is ? ……….it’s the TRUTH (except for the Wal Mart thing……I didn’t buy “all” of them……I tossed some out of the cart on my way to checkout)
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Posted:Oct 27, 2007 10:35 pm
Last Updated:Jan 6, 2008 4:52 am
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Takin' a BREAK from a very busy life....the MOMENTS.......when I REFLECT....thinking of the LOVES I've experienced
I've had many LOVES....had many LOVERS....but ONE stands out most....my most recent LOVE
On-again-Off-again.....4 years....the ON times filled with memories of the purest LOVE, PASSION, TENDERNESS....most incredible SEX.....deepest DESIRES fullfilled
the OFF times......an emotional ROLLER-COASTER-RIDE.......the TEASE of what COULD BE....SHOULD BE.....the TORMENT of all hopes, dreams, opportunities... LOST forever
It wasn't ANOTHER GUY....I'm the best lover she's ever had.......wasn't that I didn't know how to TREAT her.......I loved and adored her....she has never loved any other man as she loves ME.................DRUGS !!! ...not MY addiction........HERS !
She was so BEAUTIFUL...so SEXY....every man WANTED her......but she wanted ME ......4 YEARS ! .....other LOVERS in-between......but no other man could make her FEEL the way I made her feel....no other could TOUCH her that way.......could LOVE her that way....could pleasure her the way I do......and she gave ME the same PASSION......I LUSTED for her ALWAYS....I LOVED her unconditionally...I would have loved her FOREVER
She WAS the DEFINITION....the EXPLANATION...the TRUE MEANING of LOVE to me
We would ESCAPE together....leave the WORLD behind us......get LOST in each other .....memories that fill my heart with a constantly wavering mixture happiness....and nightmarish disappointment
when TOGETHER, our LOVE was so STRONG...our desires so fullfilled.... so FUN...so ENJOYABLE.......then....the moments APART .....me having to witness the YEARNING....the DESIRE for the DRUG ......her ADDICTION so strong that our love for each other no longer MATTERED...her love for her NO LONGER MATTERED ....all of her goals and dreams.....NO LONGER MATTERED
Wishing I could SAVE her from the addiction that DESTROYS her......MY STRENGTH wasn't enough to SAVE her
Damn you !!! .....whoever created CRYSTAL METH !!!
You created DEATH ! You took from me THE ONE .....the one I knew I could always love.....always be FAITHFUL with....FOREVER
why couldn't she be STRONG ? .....why wasn't love ENOUGH ??? ....why did I have to FEEL what I felt for her ?
what a WASTE !!!
I now KNOW how the DRUG overpowers LOVE .....at least, for the NON-USER........I can't WITNESS it anymore.....I don't FEEL the LOVE anymore....just feel DISAPPOINTMENT and DISGUST .......
Four years of WASTED EMOTION.......lost to an ADDICTION.........for WHAT ??? ...what the HELL is so SATISFYING using the DRUG ? ....
I KNOW the ANSWER.......NOTHING !!!
To anyone who is a USER........QUIT ! ......you're pissin' your life away....and destroying all who LOVE you !
If LOVE can't overpower DRUGS....then what the hell is LOVE, anyway ?
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