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Posted:Apr 27, 2006 5:07 am
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2006 9:16 am
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Hey everybody! I thought it was time for an update. Not alot to be happy about and that my friends is the very reason I just keep on smiling. I'd like to think it is going to get better but it may well be as good as it gets. So smile and enjoy happiness no matter how small it is.
Yesterday I turned a year older. I enjoyed a good meal and some cake, not much else to talk about. Would have been great to have gotten a blow job but couldn't find anyone to make that happen. I am going to go out this weekend to find some pussy. Either by myself or with someone I find on here. I deserve a good time. I want a good time and I will find one. You all be good.
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A workin
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Posted:Apr 25, 2006 7:34 am
Last Updated:Apr 25, 2006 10:58 am
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Hey everybody! Thought I would drop a few lines on the blog. Blogs are a great place to put the things in writing that our minds are workin' through. This morning I was reviewing the twist and turns that my life has taken lately. My ex still comes around to see what I am up to. For real I'm too busy to be doing much else lately. My sex life has become an intense love affair with my right hand. I come here to see if maybe there is anyone in need of a twisted and kinked man to play with. In a question I ask in the magazine I was informed it didn't matter about how I listed my self I was too old for most of the people on here. That all the young people here are looking for people there own age. To that I say how true it is. I don't read anything from people under 30 because this is what they say. The young man wrongly assumed I was looking for young men or women. Nothing is father from the truth. The other issue that was raised was about honesty. While I my not list my being bi I have mentioned it in several blog entries and I try to be honest in my contacts. All in all it invoked a good range of responses. In addiction to I received a note about having a fine looking penis. So to celibate that fact I changed my photo to that penis shot. I am proud of my equipment and I do love to show it. That pictures was two years ago and it was one of those photos that made it look better. I love the way wearing rings makes it sooo hard and helps pronounce the balls. Here are my penis facts I'm just alittle over 6 inches long and a nice girth that most everybody seems to enjoy. I have had good comments from both men and women. Well I'm off to work. Everybody enjoy their day. Keep on jackin' I know I will!
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It's saturday! Time to play!
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Posted:Apr 22, 2006 7:54 am
Last Updated:Nov 20, 2015 6:35 pm
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Oh boy it's the weekend! Yea I need alittle break. For real I'll be here working on the downstairs. We are putting in two bedrooms and a bathroom. I salvaged all the wood I need from an old remodeling job. I just can't get rid of good wood.
Speaking of good wood today I'm blessed with the firmest wood a man could want. I was up early but laid back down. Somehow my cock found it's way into my hand. Not my fault it just happened. It was sooo full and hard. I lay there eyes closed playing out in my mind Little porno of action between my ex and a few other people. A group thing! I love alot of action going on. It is just soo cool to watch up close others have sex. I have more than a few experiences so this isn't just all fantasies. I stroke the length on my hard and throbbing cock. Very slowly going from the base to the ridge of my head and I give it a firm squeeze. My head is shinny from being so hard. precum is already bubbling up on my mouth on my cock. I turn my head to left and there is my ex doing her thing with women. we are all the king sized bed but we are all close together. Diana is doing tight little circles around this cute little hole it is all pink and has lips laid open as a flower in full bloom. With one finger she is providing a slight penetration. The girls hips are moving thrusting trying to get deeper penetration. As I look down at my cock I realize that my hand is wrapped around a most prefect cock. I am workin' it like it is mine. My cock has found it's way into wet mouth of another gentlemen. Oh he's good knows how to take it all in and stroke it off while pulling back. He's teasing my as with a finger , just lightly stroking and messaging it. The girls have flip around into a 69 and seem to be getting very close. The moans and squeals are getting louder. The cock that I had in my hand has moved to my mouth. I'm slowly wrappin my lips around the fat head and letting it slip deeper into my mouth. I am beside my self in lust now. I've 69'd with Diana alot but getting your dick sucked and sucking another cock is just the greatest. I feel the head of the cock in my mouth swelling with each time it enters my mouth. The guy sucking my cock stops but I can't see what is going on because I'm busy loving this hard pulsing cock in my mouth. I feel a hand holding my cock at the entrance to a wet hole. Slowly I slip past the outer resistance it is tight and hot. I 'm thinking which woman has climbed on my cock? Well the cock I am sucking has picked up pace and with one final plunge deep into my mouth it lets go with a good blast. I swallow fast trying to keep up but he is flooding my mouth. Some cum escapes but i get most of it. As he pulls away I see that the other guy is the one on my cock ,rockin back and forth His cock is hard as hell pointing right at my chest.His eyes are closed and he is really getting into my cock. I notice the girls are putting on their strap-ons and giggling about how they are going to knock the bottom out of some one.Now ole boy on my hard cock is squeezing and sucking on my cock with his ass muscles like it is his mouth. I'm trying to hold back but it ain't happening I about to blew. just the a hugh shoot of cum flys out the tip of his cock and lands on my chin. He's cumming hard squirt after squirt is hitting my throat and chest. All of this is too much and I feel the energy that I had been in control of racing toward my cock. By now my mind is lost in a place so great feeling I don't care that I about to fill this man ass with my seed. With a bust of light in my mind I begin to release. The first jet runs out but is followed up with a burst, It seems I always build to the best jet about the third blast in . Now it ain't going anywhere but I'm sliding in and out of this hot ass real easy. I feel my cum pooling on my groin. With a plop I am released from his hungry ass. Slowly I open my eyes ending my little dream and realize that the cum hitting my chin and face was my own. Exhausted I lay here hoping to find the right group of people to live out this one.
For right now I would settle for a couple of girls and a strap-on. I'm sure we could find all kinds of ways to please each other.
I begin to wipe up some of my cum from my face, Hmmm this tastes good. It has been awhile since I hit my own face.
Well I got work to do. But I'm sure I'll be stroking again soon reliving that dream! Peace out everybody!
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I just feel like smiling!
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Posted:Apr 20, 2006 5:55 am
Last Updated:May 26, 2024 4:49 pm
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Hello All! I have been hard at work getting this job going again. I have alot of work to do and a tight budget to get it done with. At times I wonder how the hell will I get it all done. This is a high profile job and could lead to alot more work. To tell the truth it is still leading me further from what I want to be doing.
Pounding a tight hot pussy! That is what I want to do most! I need a hot shot to get me back on track. Yesterday my ex came by and ask if it would be ok to stop by today and give me just that, pussy. Now wait she says she is a lesbian and dick isn't her thing, but she also tells me she misses mine. Says she misses the real thing I guess her new girl friend's still learning how to handle the strap-on. Boy how I want to take her up on it but I know it will lead to trouble or just maybe it is something I should and enjoy it. She does have this tight hot wet pussy that just begs to be licked and fucked. Just thinking about it has me so hard I could engrave concrete with it. My nuts a swollen and needin' to burst. I to take her and lick her so long and thorough that she will never forget why she loved me in the first place. Then roll her over , lift that leg high slip my aching cock deep in that hot pussy. I want to rub the head over and over her gspot. Then I want to flip he over mount up doggie style for some good long, hard fucking. The kind where my nuts are bouncing against her clit, making a loud we smacking sound. Now I don't know how long I can last because of the lack of pussy lately, but believe me if it ends too soon I'll just roll her over dive back on that pussy with my mouth and tongue until I'm hard again. I love the way she tastes after a good hard fucking. Our two cums mix together well. When I'm done I don't want her to be able to say anything but just lay there and smile. I want her to be wet with sweat but satisfied. I love to wear a steel cock ring and I know it will let me get it done. Man when I bust this nut she will have to have a towel to wipe all the man juice off of her tummy. But I'm not letting it fly until I know she has received all the lovin' she can handle. Well we will see if she calls or chickens out. My money is on a no show but it doesn't hurt to think maybe just maybe she is still in need of my hard cock. Well you all have a great day
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Here's to hoping you are having a fun weekend!
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Posted:Apr 16, 2006 10:54 am
Last Updated:May 26, 2024 4:49 pm
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Hey everybody I didn't take much of a weekend because I have been busy finishing a remodeling job. Since my last entry I've been busy trying to catch up on email and trying to find some time to meet new people. I want to explore new feeling and desires concerning sex. As anybody would after ending a relationship. Hell yes I'm horny we were having sex regular right up until she walked. She still comes around and says she will take care of my needs but it doesn't feel right now. Again I do love that fine ass pussy of hers. Love the way it tastes, I know how to make hot, wet and juicy. I need to move away from thoughts of her so I can regain the confidence I once had enjoyed. seems having a woman walk out on you introduces douts. I have a few new people that I have started emailing but it all moves so fast. I don't want to jump into anything serious or to demanding right now. I have a very kinky side screaming to be set free. next month my sons will be gone from the house for a long weekend. I hope to be able to set up some fun meetings. Nuts are full and aching for release. Masturbation only makes it worse. I need to feel the touch of another person. The intimacy of shared when two people get each other off. Love it when some one says "Damn dude that was amazing." Well got to run got more work to do. I hope everybody is getting some whether i do or not. peace out people
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Hump Day!
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Posted:Apr 12, 2006 9:07 am
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2006 5:56 am
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Yea we are on the down hill side to this week! Hump day what a great thought I could use a good humping. it would seem that everyday of late has felt the same way. This morning I answered emails, posted to my groups, read some advice, and did my laundry. I have been working on a bid for job that I'm having trouble getting a handle on. Not sure what the hold up is other than I don't want the job.I should get a hold of them and let them know. For real i don't think I have time to get it done before they need it. Seen the ex yesterday. we talked about many things. About how things never seem to go as we would like. Let her know if she needs some good hard break up sex I'm available. What can I say I do love to tear that pussy up. It always tasted soooo good and was tight as hell. But she lacked in the blow job area. She always thought i was a heavy cummer. I just love to 69 with her. her on top with my tongue buried in that tight hole and my nose nestled up against that pink little rose bud of hers. Boy oh boy my cock is throbbing just thinking about it. My nuts are drawn up tight just wanting to explode. Damn they are hanging heavy today. Wish I had time to hit up a friend or new acquaintance or just a hot wet hole. Maybe I will get out my pump and pump my cock and balls today. that always leads to a big nut. Just love they way it pulls you in sooo deep and hard. Oh dick be all swollen up and throbbin'. even feels great on my balls stretching my sac, pulling my balls down, keepin' me from nuttin'. Yes sir it could be a day for playing sex games kinky and twisted. Peace out all.
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Placing adds
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Posted:Apr 11, 2006 6:48 am
Last Updated:Nov 20, 2015 6:32 pm
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Hey everybody! Today I woke with a morning hardness that was screaming for attention. It just points out that I need to move forward. Get this ex thing out of my mind and start living again. Yesterday she removed the rest of her things and informed me that she won't be coming back. It's done!
Back to this hard on that just won't sag this morning. It begs for attention throbbing and pulsing hoping for a chance to set skyward my seed. I've been cruising the internet looking for the right porn to to do just that, relieve the pressure. The head is throbbing and is shiny form engorgement. It is a morning thing I love to do just my computer and my right hand stroking my morning wood. I fired many a money shots across my desk of late. This morning I spent time to post a few new topics in my groups hoping to find some new friends that want to play. I know it takes time to find and set up meets. Time I've have. That is one thing that getting older brings, patience. I know there is plenty of hardness left in this ole tool. I know that I'm better than ever at oral. My new desires are taking me in directions that are leaning toward a bisexual twist. Hmmm licking a dripping wet pussy that is full of hard cock, now that is hot. Maybe even letting the cock slip into my mouth tasting both juices. I definitely want to b in three-ways or group sex. No holds barred. Anyway I need to finish this off with a intense firing off some ropes. Just might go on the cruise to see where I can find some help. Would love to find something warm and wet to slide into. Peace out everybody.
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Thoughts for Sunday
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Posted:Apr 9, 2006 7:42 am
Last Updated:Apr 11, 2006 12:50 pm
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Hey All! I sure hope everyone is having a fine weekend. I have another big family day planned. Going to KC to look for furniture for one , plus going to get a new computer for the other . I'm going with my brother, my father, and my mother. Should be a good time for all of us.
Let me step back a little to my last post. I was all over the place with thoughts about how to do a self evaluation of the things that attract me to the opposite sex. I have looked at my up bringing and What I witnessed was a loving father that was a caring a good provider but dealt out the disciplined when necessary. My mother took care of our needs with laundry, cooking, and helped with our home work. I felt safe and secure as well as loved. Mistakes were made but it wasn't that bad. As a young man I was taught that little boys don't cry, if picked on stand up for yourself, but don't be the one starting trouble. Sex was to be learned from a set of books mom had us read otherwise it wasn't talked about. We went to church on Sunday whether we wanted to or not. That was the back ground I came from. Somehow I musta got lost! I began drinking at 17 yo and started doing drugs at 18 yo that ended after 25 yo of abuse and addiction, 3 separate incarcerations of 16 months, 180 days and 120 days. Today I have 39 months clean and sober. Not once did I see ether my mom or dad drink or do drugs. I wanted my woman to be a sexy dresser, wild that was into fun, sex, drugs and rock & roll. She had to love to get high and fuck. Now that the drugs are gone that leaves a hugh hole in what I find attractive. The drugs and alcohol took there toll plus I'm getting older. Sex is still high on the list but I want someone that is deeper, smarter, has a love for life, and isn't driven to look for clothes, image and the latest dance move to derive self esteem. I see myself with a woman that enjoys a good book then talking to me about it. With a woman to watch a good movie, take long walks, eat at good restaurants and take trips into the city. But at nights I want her to be into me as much as I'm into her. I want to enjoy all aspects of sex with her making love with just her At the same time being hot, nasty. When secure in our love I would be open to threesomes or foursomes if that is what she needs or wants. Damn I want a lot! Well this is getting to long I'll end it for now. Peace out everybody!
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My thoughts on what I need to change
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Posted:Apr 7, 2006 7:32 am
Last Updated:Nov 20, 2015 6:32 pm
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Hey all! Last night I began to look at what it is in a woman that has always attracted me. Of course looks have always played a role in the initial look. Sometimes it was the flamboyant actions that caught my eye. Now I'm not sure if I want to be in another relationship, not sure that the benefits out weight the heart ache. I think I want to work on myself changing the things that have left me alone today. This is a tall order because I have to take a hard look at myself, seeing all my faults. There is an upside to this self inspection in that I will need to list my good traits as well. In the end I may discover that the women that I've been involved with are as much to blame as myself. So here I am looking at the things that attract me to a woman. can we reprogram our search patterns so that we find a better mate? Can we get away from the looks, the fun loving actions, those things that really reveal so little about the person. I'll post a question to see what others think.
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Time for action
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Posted:Apr 6, 2006 9:13 am
Last Updated:May 26, 2024 4:49 pm
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Hey everybody! Well the few that read this anyway. This week began with me celebrating the birthday of my . All went well with a good time had by all. Then I was approached by my ex gf about having sex. I don't know what she is doing. She tells me she needs to be with a woman to be happy but she needs the penetration that she gets from me. Has my usefulness been reduced to being a dick? I still love this woman deeply and still hold on to the hope she may return. At first this was just a mid-life crisis, needing time to find herself, time to explore her Bi side to see if she truly was Gay. Now it has become her need to be free. If you ask me time to be free from me. There is bitterness creeping in my thoughts. I don't like the feeling that I feel everyday. The time for action is fast approaching. Time to end the thoughts of her returning and move on. Having said that it is sooooo hard to let go of this one. We were very close, I shared my most intimate thoughts and desires with her, She told about her past demons. the things that she still can't deal with. I wrote a question and posted it in the magazine for advice. it was split about whether to fuck her or not. Many of the responses were right on time and I thank each for there input. tho the time to act is at hand I find my self lacking the motivation. I know dragging my feet will only heighten the pain but still I feel no need to act. i can't spend anymore energy on this I need to move on.
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Birthdays
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Posted:Apr 3, 2006 7:22 am
Last Updated:May 26, 2024 4:49 pm
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My oldest turns 21 yo today. We intend to do a few things today and tonight he will have his first drinks of alcohol. Now myself I've been clean and sober for 39 months soo I won't be drinking. I'm OK with that. We will be venturing into KC to find good food, entertainment, Best-buy for our electronic needs and Barnes & Nobel to feed the head. The Drinking won't begin until we return home. There is a group of 6 or more that is going. Hope everybody had a great weekend! This is going to be a great week.
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The desires are simmering
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Posted:Apr 2, 2006 10:23 am
Last Updated:Apr 3, 2006 7:36 am
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I just spent the morning reading the Blogs, magazine and postings in all the groups I belong to here at Affairlook. Now it has been a day or two since I posted to my blog and the last time i did I was depressed. Well that has subsided now and my desires for sexual pleasure are ablaze. What a roller coaster of feelings lately. I've posted to some of my groups about what I'm looking for and I believe that I most need friends at this time. I know that is a contradiction to my feelings. To be honest my desires will win out. I want to meet a couple that is at ease with another man. One that wont run scared if of us guys bump swords and find out that it feels good. I want to laugh together with them, want to find all the ways three people can get tangled up, twisted and kinky together. I have soooo many sexual thoughts about the pleasure that three people can have together. Maybe it is result of her having left recently leaving me scared to be one on one with a woman? No matter what I want to explore these new feelings to see what new level of sexual erotica can be achieved. Want to see just where my new sexual boundiers will be drawn. Oh God what if I'm Bi now, wanting to feel how another hard Cock feels what it tastes like, how far can it shoot. HeHe Why do we need labels why can't I just be able to love pleasure however I get it.
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A tough challenge
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Posted:Mar 31, 2006 6:29 am
Last Updated:May 26, 2024 4:49 pm
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What a beautiful morning! Yesterdays storms have pasted. I hope to be outside most of the day. I spent time talking to my brother yesterday trying to renew my spirit. Trying to remove the heavy sexual overtones that have flooded my mine. Yesterday I encountered my ex and her new girlfriend. My anger and resentment are very hard to keep from causing her more grief. I so bad want to yell and scream, give this pain back to her. She dumped me now wants to be friends. She wants me to continue to do things for her as if nothing has changed. She has ask me help get a new place, she wants to keep my truck that I have let her use to move. Says she can't afford payments on her own vehicle. She wants to pay me about a fifth of its value. The place she works is closing its doors in two weeks and wants me to help her find a new job. I recommended her for the one she is working. She has ask my to hold on to her stuff until she finds her new place. I have to keep her dog. All of this would not be a hard thing to do Because I want to see her happy yet when I see her giggling and laughing with this woman I want to explode. Acceptance I must keep telling my self over and over. Let it go. But I invested all of my energy into her for five years. I've always needed six months away from ex-girl friends to clear my mind and head of the toxic thoughts. This will be a challenge to be her friend and let her go.
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