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Posted:Feb 25, 2016 12:12 pm
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hmmmm for some reason none of the comments are showing up. gotta love Affairlook
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Todays Randomness
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Posted:Feb 16, 2016 4:33 pm
Last Updated:Feb 22, 2016 10:40 am
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I have at least 20 stories that I have written at this time. I have been in the process of going back and re-reading and editing some of them to post here. Even though the stories are already written it still seems to take me forever to be satisfied and call them a finished product.
At the same time I have another dozen ideas that I think have enough merit that they could become stories. I recently started actually fleshing out one particular idea I have been toying with for a long time. I am really putting a lot of thought into this story and hope to have at least an introduction or the first chapter up for your reading pleasure in the next week. I have tried to do a lot of research and find the correct terminology for the technical sections. This story follows the narrative of a classic horror novel that readers should quickly pick up on. Of course, it will have my own spin on it.
Speaking of classic horror novels, stories, and story ideas, I recently received a message asking if I wasn't recycling previous plots, story lines, or ideas. My answer is that everything I write is as original as I can make it. I never consciously copy anyone else's work, That doesn't mean I am not influenced by things I have read or seen previously. We are all influenced by these things. I don't think there are any original stories ideas now, I mean if you consider each story you have read or will read and break it down to its very essentials there aren't that many ways to classify them. Good Vs. Evil, Love, Revenge, Redemption, or Overcoming. All we as writers can do is try and put a new twist, new perspective, or new view on our tales.
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Growing up Amelia, history and some insights
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Posted:Feb 14, 2016 7:21 am
Last Updated:Feb 15, 2016 7:26 am
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I was raised in a loving home and I am the youngest of 3 siblings. Sis, brother, and me. My father works for a railroad and my mom has always been a homemaker. My parents, my mother specifically, are hard core southern Baptists and we went to church every sunday and some Wednesdays when we were . I really cant or wont complain about things growing up, we were always fed, had a home, and that's more than some. I had a pretty stable childhood. i only lived in two towns until I went to college.
I have always been bi. I admired girls I went to school with and was as attracted to some of them as any of the boys. I was a virgin until I was 19, GASP!!! lol. It wasn't that I planned it that way, it was just that I really thought I would find my true love and thought my virginity was the greatest thing I could give to someone. Yep a young dumb romantic. I wasn't a prude or a tease, i just never felt comfortable enough with any bf to give it up to them. There was kissing, some touches, and even a hand job or two but that was where i drew the line. as far as girls go, like most gals my friends and i would compare our bodies and my first kiss was even with a girl. You gotta practice if you wanna be good lol.
I moved out and went to college. Had some horrendous experiences but i also had some very great times. those are stories for other posts tho. it was after college that i met an older woman and had my first real relationship with another woman. it was also when my parents found out i was bisexual.
My dad didn't say much about it and still never has. my mom on the other hand condemned me to hell so to speak. things are still pretty tense between us over that fact and honestly prob always will be. My brother and sister tho have always known or at least suspected and both support me 100%,
well i guess that is enough for now. got things to do so stay tuned until next time.
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Little about me
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Posted:Feb 13, 2016 9:09 am
Last Updated:Feb 17, 2016 8:31 pm
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I have been asked a lot of questions on this site. The most asked questions are why are you single what are you looking for are you interested in me, us, etc. tell me something about you
mu usual answers are I am crazy, I am picky, I haven't found the one for me yet I am looking for someone who stimulates both my mind and body interested? that depends on the individual something about me? like what?
Hopefully I can give my readers some insight into my world, my thoughts, desires, dreams, etc. and why I am who I am. Those of you who want to know more about me will just have to stay tuned and hope for the best. I do plan on posting tidbits about my life and what made me who I am. For those readers with some insight and a keen eye you should have a hint about my history from a couple of my early posts already.
At this point in time I am planning on posting the following early life and years life in my 20's sexual history first time with male first time with female and whatever pops into my mind
if I knew how to categorize my posts I would but since I haven't really taken the time to figure it out I guess for now you will just have to watch for posts that interest you.
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morning chuckles
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Posted:Feb 12, 2016 5:01 am
Last Updated:Jul 12, 2020 9:19 pm
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some more things I could humorous
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a little humor
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Posted:Feb 11, 2016 5:01 am
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decided to start the day with a little humor
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What is LOVE
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Posted:Jan 21, 2016 5:23 am
Last Updated:Feb 6, 2016 6:13 am
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What is Love?
that could be the most difficult question to answer. like all human beings I have my definition of love. I am sure some ppl share my ideas, and I am sure some don't. that's what makes each of us unique. so that leads to how do I define love. of course this blog just contains my thoughts on love.
love is not sex, and sex is not love. I can and have had sex with someone I did not love. sex is just a physical release. love comes from ones mind and soul love knows no boundaries love doesn't discriminate love doesn't judge. love overcomes all hurdles. love has many levels. I can and do love many ppl that does not mean I am in love with them. so I still haven't said what love is to me.
to me love is
the little things the random things its not saying you love me its showing me that you love me love is the little glances the little smiles the light touches the little things that most ppl would not see.
love is made up of faith trust loyalty honesty
love is the desire to bare ones soul and not be judged. love is accepting someone for who they are unconditionally love is rushing home just to see you love is listening and hearing what is being said love is wanting to listen wanting to share
to me love is all these things and more can I really define it? I can try but love cant really be defined. have I felt love. yes, have I loved. yes. totally and unconditionally
what has love done for me
it has crushed me humiliated me brought pain and anguish to my soul knocked me to the ground it has left me battered and bruised it has caused me to rage to doubt my worth to doubt myself
love has also
lifted me to my feet made me a stronger woman filled my soul with endless joy it has made me rejoice it has made me realize my worth it has taught me to love myself it has shaped and molded me given me hope
love is many things one day I hope to find true love I keep looking, searching, one day I will find it it will find me that I know
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THIS place, THAT place
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Posted:Jan 20, 2016 7:56 am
Last Updated:Feb 6, 2016 2:46 pm
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There is A place in my past A place made of joy, of hope, of the future, A place made of pain, denial, of hope lost. THIS place is a real place A place made of brick, of concrete A place made of wood, and of glass. A place of bright colors A place of scented air A place of peace
THIS place was my first place A place to leave my parents gaze A place to grow, to meet the world A place to call mine A place to make my own A place where I got to make the rules
THIS place was also where I became a woman A place I lost my virginity A place where my innocence ended
it also became THAT place THAT place where things went too fast THAT place where things went too far THAT place where NO lost its meaning THAT place where NO lost its power
it became THAT place I became a woman THAT place I lost my virginity THAT place where my innocence ended
it became THAT place where apologies fell upon my ears THAT place where I questioned myself THAT place where words of sorrow and regret took root and grew. THAT place where I allowed those words to overshadow actions
THAT place where my heart and my mind fought THAT place where my mind won the battle THAT place where my mind began to lay fault at my feet THAT place where I forgave when forgiveness wasn't deserved THAT place where I shouldered the responsibility that wasn't mine to bear THAT place where I couldn't be anymore.
it became THAT place THAT place that wouldn't leave my mind at peace THAT place I passed and wouldn't glance at THAT place i passed and couldn't glance at THAT place that forever changed me THAT place I couldn't escape from THAT place that left scars so deep i thought I may never recover
it became THAT place THAT place of darkness THAT place of loss THAT place of pain THAT place that i fled
i was physically in a new place but mentally THAT place still haunted me I drove past THAT place often Over a year passed before i dared to even glance at THAT place I saw a dark place a place of decay but i saw it. I looked at THAT place months passed
I spent countless hours exploring my mind, exploring THAT place
I faced the pain of remembering every detail I faced the pain of those moments time and time again I faced myself, my role in it all I faced my failings I faced my feelings
months passed
I stopped at THAT place often I sat in my car and looked at THAT place
THAT place made of brick of concrete of wood of glass Then one day without thinking I approached THAT place my hands touched the brick the concrete the wood the glass
I touched THIS place THAT place Finally THIS place THAT place was just A place
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