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Posted:Jul 17, 2019 7:41 pm
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Due to recent changes,it has come to pass that I can no longer take part in what has been the greatest sexual adventure I have had and have been doing for over 30 years
I can no longer cross dress and it comes with true sadness that I say this.
Sex for me will need to be guy to guy in appearance, however, I will behave as I have as Sandra, you know, eagerly sucking cock, submitting to the mans desires, begging him to fuck me and make me his bitch.
I already miss Sandra but I am still the same person with some very specific skills!
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Crossdressing at 13 Part 2
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Posted:May 2, 2018 5:06 pm
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So on Thursday, after school, I went home quickly and changed into my outdoor clothes and walked over to the man’s house.
I tried not to think about anything on my way over, because I might have freaked out and turned around.
I found the house and he answered my knock right away, saying “So glad to see you and I know this was be great for you”
HE had me follow him back through the house, to a back hallway and finally a door to a small room.
The room was set up for a age girl. A large floor length mirror and a make up station, a small bed with a lacy ruffle thing, girls pictures on the wall, and a few girl fashion, and magazines lying about.
He walked over to the make-up table and opened the drawers showing me they were filled with lipstick, powders, eyeliners, foundation lip gloss, etc.
He then opened the closet door and there a bunch of clothes. And a set of drawers with bra’s and panties and garter belts, stockings,
And on the shelf there 2 different wigs
He said all of this is your, this is your room, you can come here and be the girl you want to be.
I was feeling something like I never had before, a super strong understanding that I did want to really be a girl and that I needed all this stuff. He said “ I’ll leave you to explore and do whatever you want.
AT first I just touched all the clothes and underwear and I was then hard as concrete so I took off all my clothes and put on what I was at least familiar with, a bra and panties.
Then I picked up the shoulder length blonde wig and put it on.
I went to the full mirror and even though the wig wasn’t really correctly, the effect was huge. I stood there enthralled with how I looked.
There was a small stereo so I put on some music.
I soon realized I even had my own private bathroom!
I thought I should jump in the shower which I did. I then learned a lesson every Cd/TV knows. Wigs are damn hot. They raise your body temp, but god, once I put on the wig ,I was a new gurl, a real girl
So back on went the bra and I thought I need something to stuff it so I have nice tits.
I looked through the drawers and there I found a nice set of breast forms. As soon as they were in I almost came feeling my own breasts
Back on went the panties and then I saw all the hose. I didn’t know what thigh highs were but when I found a pair, they looked like what I needed.
Then I slipped into a little blue mini dress.
Next lip stick and of course I then found a small spray cologne.
I hadn’t seen or heard anything from the man all this time and I suddenly wondered if it was ok using all these things.
I opened the door and called out “Sir”, there was no answer. I then retraced my steps back towards the front of the house and this time noticed another room. It was the man’s bedroom and he was in there.
He looked at me and said, “I, you are so pretty, and you’ll just get better at this every time.”
I said thank you, I’m very happy to be her. HE then took off his pants and l sat on the edge of his bed and said, come here and get on your knees. I did as he asked. I could smell his manly musk and I opened my mouth
- more to come about my almost 3 years as a girl for the man and then his friends
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13 and starting crossdressing
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Posted:Jan 11, 2018 9:16 am
Last Updated:May 15, 2024 6:45 pm
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Since I was like 5 I was intensely attracted to lingerie, it definetly excitied me sexually and since I was so young, it was the first source of sexual excitement for me which is likely why it has remained that way forever
When I was 13 , we had to move because our town had a flood and our place was flooded. It was just me and my mom, she was a teacher and every Monday night she was in grad school getting her masters.
We moved into 4 story apartment building and our place was on the first floor. It had a single large shared laundry room. See this as an opportunity I started stealing a piece or 2 or 3 from the dryers and pretty soon I had several panties and bras and I bought pantyhose on my own
And every Monday night, while mom was in class, I would wear my little items. I had semi long hair then so I would try to make it look more femme, looking at my moms fashion magazines and would put on some lipstick, stuff the bra.
One Monday I was sitting on the couch in my outfit watching MNF and suddenly, someone started pounding on the front door. I freaked and didn’t move. Then I heard “Open up, I know what you’re doing in there!”, I still didn’t move. Then the voice said” if you don’t open the door and let me in, I’ll just come back later and tell your parents about you”
So I thought about that for a minute or 2 and when he repeated the same threat, Iwenr and opened the door and a man can in and closed it
“I have seen you prancing around your room the last 2 weeks on Monday when I’m driving home. Didn’t you know that you haven’t put the blinds so no one can see? Once its dark outside, you can see inside.
I didn’t know what to say
He then said, turn around let me see you so I turned in place a few times and the last time when I had my back to him, he started to knead and then spank my ass.
HE said “Well you want to be a girl, that’s obvious, and maybe you can, where did you get this bra and the panties.” When I told him he said “What if you got caught? Did you think about that,what would happen?” And I said no not really,I just wanted to have stuff to wear.
He said take me to your room.
I had my complete collection laid out on bed and he asked me to go get earrings from my moms stuff
He said well that’s too bad that you needed to steal just to get what you need.
“You make a cute girl, but you don’t know how to do it yet, but one think, girls like you always want is to have sex with men, did you know that?”
I hadn’t ever thought about that part, I just knew I got very excitied wearing girl stuff and it made my dick hard for hours
He said “yea, girls like you practically love for cock, that’s why they become girls.
He then pushed his pants and underwear down and hi cock was pointing at my mouth.
He told me to put it in my mouth
But then re vised he instructions to “Kiss it,lick it and start to suck on the head.
I was staring at his cock and I realized that I absolutely wanted to do what he wanted me too
I guess I was too timid in my technique because after 5 minutes he grabbed my head and stuffed it deep down my throat, holding my head so I was sort of helpless .
Then he slowly started moving my head back and forth and in about 2 minutes hi suddenly filled my mouth with cum.
I pulled away coughing and gaging and he pushed me righ back on it
HE said” let my cum stay in your mouth, you’ll get used to it and then you’ll begin to love it and crave it”
I did what he said and didn’t say anything, butI wasn’t sure about loving cum
HE then pushed me on my back on the bed and grabbed my cock, I came in buckets immediately
He smeared my cum all over my stomach and on my face.
Then he said. I’m going to give you my address, its about 12 blocks from here and you are going to come over Thursday after school and I’ll have some really nice surprises for you. You have to come or I’ll tell you parents and the building what you have been up to. Do you understand? And its not going to be bad for you, it will be great, you’ll see
And he was right and this was the start of a almost 3 year period for me. Stay tuned
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AT a sex club
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Posted:Jul 2, 2017 12:40 pm
Last Updated:May 15, 2024 6:45 pm
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Saturday I went to a sex club part.I had never been to this location and it was just right vibe wise. Tucked in a cluster of m film and sound services and other hard core industrial places, at the end of a cul de sac, and then again down an alley to the entrance. Not knowing exactly where it was I parked way too far away which wasnt a problem.As I got out of my car i did hear something fall onto the street pavement but looked around sort of quickly and though nothing of it
For gurls like me thereis no charge. It was really hard for me to get up the nerve to go becuase my looks and body are not what they were and you can count on some perfect gurls to be a place like that, but I finally just went for it.
After a long hallway the first home had 2 girls withering on mini doctor tables. I leaned against what I thought was a wall to get my bearings but realized it was actually a rack. I thwen follwed the stream of people into the long hallway
There was a doctors office, an electrc chair and sever rooms that were almost ptich black. I picked one.
I cautiously moved deeper into the room and a few quick bursts of light let me find a corner
I could hear some real activity but couldn't exactly see it.
BUt my eyes started to adjust and people came and went. I saw some men getting closer to me and decided I needed to use my real asserts. I turned to the wall,hiked up my dress and leaned forward offering my ass with my pantied pull just below my cheeks.
I got some random feels, a decent spanking and then a serious reach around but this total stud.He had me rock hard in 90 seconds. I fumbled with his pants,I couldn't quite understand how his belt work but finally released his cock.
Dear god, it was a thick beast already 7 inches and not more than 50 % hard yet
I dropped to one and then immediately both knees and started on it.I was gagging as I took it deep down my throat. He did what turns me on the most by taking control of my head. This last only about 3 minutes, but it was 3 minutes of joy.
He bent down and kissed and left.
I managed to get to me feet and then noticed a bench so I sat down, and in doing so sat on top of another girl I hadn't noticed
About we both shrieked a bot a slid in next to her and we started making out like crazy women
Men noticed us and it wasnt long before we were both getting fucked royally.
All in all lots of fun was had!
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the right connection
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Posted:Mar 23, 2017 8:37 pm
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I am stretched out on my stomach, the door is half open but so far traffic is light,Then I see a pair of legs double back and push the door open all the way.
In an instant I see he understands
I sit up and pull off his towel and see his cock.
Its perfect,
He asks me what i want and I say I want and need your cock
He asks "Are you a slut"
I say yes I exist to service men sexually,
He pushes me down on the bed and spanks my ass hard for 3 minutes
HE is hard and huge and his cock is deep down my throat now,his balls spaank my face.
He says beg for it
I tell him I will do anything to have his cock.
He stradels me and his cock is agian down my throa.
He sucks me and I try to pull away becuase I know I cant last even another 30 seconds.
He lets me up
I tell him I am a sissy cocksucker and his cock is my god
I say I am helpless in my need for it
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one exciting path
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Posted:Jan 10, 2017 9:21 pm
Last Updated:May 15, 2024 6:45 pm
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I always say that my experiences as Sandra are the most exciting times I have experienced in my life.
One aspect which I enjoyed for a period of 5-6 years was cruising
In the San Fernando Valley area there were several hot spots for cruising and one was always happening.
When I had my first internet profile I tolf of a story when I ha d followed a car to a dark street and when I approached him, he just spun me around and pushed me onto his hood. He pulled down my panties and slapped my ass hard a few times. I was so ready for him.
But he just quickly picked up my panties and quickly got back into his car ,tarted it up and backed away leaving me speechless
IT was the unknown factor, the mystery, the chance encounter that was a real turn on. I had encounters with men in moor homes, in the sleeper of a truck, in dark passageways, in a x-mas tree lot and in many cars and trucks and vans, in a gas station
Did a well known actor , went to meet the guys wife for a trio,
I was invited to homes, to motels, to parks, to closes liquor stores. I never had any encounters with police but eventually the primo spot did become an object of police interest and it stopped being great
One thing, I always made sure the person understand I was a CD/TV right up front
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its the natural order of things
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Posted:Oct 14, 2016 8:55 pm
Last Updated:May 15, 2024 6:45 pm
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There is nothing that really comes close to the pleasure y a man get when his cock is being serviced. It doesn’t need to be a session that’s must result in an orgasm. Even a casual type of attention is pleasurable.
And It’s a rare man who would take the attention when its available (and if all the circumstances were aligned.
Most men would say they need more servicing or at least would like it,
This is my thinking, you are a man, you have that ultimate tool, I want to service you. You could be watching TV and I am between your legs focusing on what makes your cock feel good.
AND I feel this is what I should be doing, more and more I understand that a cock is my master.
I’m not someone that really cares anything about looks, body type, or anything physical. You might be different in some way,deaf, in a wheelchair, a diminutive person, I don’t care in the least, just be clean.
Now perhaps you don’t think you could have a man do this to you, but I suggest you try to get over that, open yourself p to the possibility, its not about being gay or anything even close. Its about you, it what you can enjoy.
Men have cocks and they need attention
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it is not about low self esteem
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Posted:Jul 22, 2016 8:15 pm
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I had a friend who whenever we would see a very sexyily dress woman alsaid said the same thing,"she has low self esteem" I never borthered to challange him, it was so embedded in his thinking that who knows, it could have been from some family member
But I want to say being and dressing like, well like w , being a slut and a has nothing to do with self esteem
I think genrally pretty highly of myself
What being a mans total sex slave is, well its the most exciting thing I have experienced, having men desire you sexually is a total rush,something guys may never experience
Worshipping cock is primal, man cock is dominant in the world and I crave it at times, but gee I still think I'm smart,funny,witty, and other than this wanton desire,a normal guy! lol.
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We are here because..........
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Posted:May 23, 2016 11:42 pm
Last Updated:May 15, 2024 6:45 pm
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THe quick answer is w are for fun,wild sex. That would seem obvious,however, it doesn't seem to play out like that.
IS there just one specific type of person you'll consider having sex with? Does this person need to be perfect in fitting your desired type.
I think for many,this is where they are coming from.
And I think its something you might consider letting go of.
IF you do, for sure you'll be having more sex.
At some point in my youth when I was only playing with females,I had a couple of experiences in a row that made me think about this.
First was a drop dead beauty,but she had a way of biting you when kissing, was boring, and uptight. I spent allot of time pursuing this girl and it was very disappointing.
ANd then one night I ended up with her ordinary room mate, not skinny, not a knock out beauty, but she rocked it in bed, she was super smart,funny, and I ated her for a long time.
When I started having sex with men, I fooled around with many guys that were passed over by the "Crowd". And this included a few deaf guys, a wheelchair bound man, a man of very small stature. Maybe you're thinking "Tihs guy likes freaks" but that wasn't why.
IF the person was looking for a sexual encounter, I would give it a try.
most often this was at gay bathhouses, but when I became a tranny,it would sometimes be in a club
So if you're a guy and love to be sucked, there are many guys who will service you as often as they can, Open up your possibilities, ,don't wait for the ultimate shemale to find you,.
After all in the dark, its your mind,your imagination and the same of whomever you're with that impact how high the level of intensity will reach
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amazing 4th in a google search
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Posted:Apr 18, 2016 8:19 pm
Last Updated:May 15, 2024 6:45 pm
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I think its something we can all agree to, to be aroused, you have to be engaged mentally.Certainly masturbation requires we get into a mindset of sexuality.
Over the last 4 years ( and I mentioned this in a previus blog) I am so excitied about the fact I have become a sissy cocksucker.Yes no holds barred, that what in my soul I am.
Of course few of us live lives where we are living out such roles as much as we desire
So in terms of stimulation I often do searches on this subject. Nothing like reading a few blogs of similar whores to make me randy and to start planning how I can next get my self in position and place to worship cock
This week as I was searching, and I mix up the key words to get varied returns from day to day and the 4 th item returned was my one aforementioned post on this site.
4th in sissyness in google that day, I was ecstatic and I used no SEO tools or tricks!
So hey, if you are local to me, lets talk!
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he had his way
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Posted:Jan 17, 2016 2:47 pm
Last Updated:Jan 23, 2016 11:17 pm
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It was early am and a guy told me to come over right now, before he had to get back to work.Since it had been weeks since I had cock in any manner,I said sure,showered and headed to his place.
We went to his room and I dropped to my knees and pulled down his pant. I got his cock in my mouth and was immediately loving it.
But he wanted more, he told me to take off my pants so he could enjoy my cock.
Because I didn't have much time,I was going to work as soon as I was done at his place,I said no I don't have time.
But a minute later,I laid down on his bed so that he could get deeper down my throat.
Well he saw his opening and quickly was sitting on me,pinning my arms down and suddenly was applying a vibrator to my cock through my underwear.
And his cock got harder and deeper in my throat and my cock started getting rock hard. A couple of seconds later, he had my cock in his mouth, still using the vibrator which was I hoped was heading south to penetrate me
But it was too exciting and I exploded.
He pulled out of my mouth and then came all over my face.
We were both very content. I cleaned up and was at my desk 18 minutes later
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an exciting encounter
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Posted:Jul 28, 2015 8:35 pm
Last Updated:May 15, 2024 6:45 pm
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I used to have this true story in my profile years ago on various sites, but after a while I started getting flagged everywhere so I stopped including.it
It was about 2.30 am on a weeknight and I was just getting to what was a great cruising site for a couple of years; a car passed gave me the pump the breaks sign so I followed him to one of the very dark and isolated streets that were not too far at all
The car stopped in the middle of the street and it was a very dark spot so I stopped as well.
He got out so I got out and walked to the front of my car
He walked up looked me over and suddenly turned me around and push me over the hood of my car
He started feelling my ass and slapping/spanking me.
He then turned about around standing up and he pulled my panties down and had me step out of them
I don't think I have ever been more excited.
He then once again spun me around and pushed me again over the hood of my car.
I was beyond in the moment and wanted him to pound me.
But instead he picked up my panties, sort of ran back to his car and drove off!
I was stunned, and just stood there until a light went on in one of the nearby house so I got in my car and drove home
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As good as it can be
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Posted:Sep 6, 2014 12:54 am
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Today I had the type of encounter that I dream of
The guy was dark black hair, 6’1 muscular.
As soon as he was in my room, I had his cock out and it was getting harder and fatter by the second and I went to my knees ,because that signal my surrender to his cock and man meat. For the next 20 minutes, I has his huge cock rammed down my throat and I was gagging consistently, but in heaven.
He knew exactly what I was and how to use me
He continually dripped awesome precum, he pulled my hair, made my head move to his thrusts.
Then he started preparing my pussy add,and finall he pushed me face down on the bed and positioned himself behind me and started to enter me. HE didn’t care about how it might hurt me, he was getting in deep immediately
And when he started to pound me, I was I as excitied as possible and then he started smacking my ass hard and harder.
This went on for 10 minutes. He left without cumming and I was one well fucked
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