Lately I've been feeling different about Affairlook
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Posted:Apr 10, 2009 8:40 pm
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2012 8:53 am
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It's kind of weird but I no longer see this site as an opportunity for anything other then blogging, chat, or viewing profiles.
This isn't a rant though. I know for a fact I've have done my share of responding or sending emails even at the cost of points which for a guy isn't easy to come by especially if I don't pay the site for a membership. Now, I think I get the same satisfaction here as I would from just visiting a website and reading articles on a web page.
I was on my lunch break the other day and I was actually thinking about this site and how long I have been here. I wondered to myself..am I pathetic? I have a fun job, my pay is a bit higher then minimum wage, and a nice home which I keep clean. I don't drink a lot or do any drugs except tobacco and yet I come on here everyday after work to relax after racking my brain with measurements, addition, subtraction, angles..etc. Hoping to see a response to a email I have sent but usually its nothing.
Lately, it doesn't bother me anymore. I think I have come to terms of expecting it to be empty and I know it isn't my fault. I actually don't care whether anyone emails me..I know that sounds cold but it isn't--as I said before...this isn't a rant, its more like a self-awareness. I no longer see this as a dating/playing site. I think that is actually a good thing. It saves me from actually feeling like a chasing a moving car. I am actually content with myself now and I have Affairlook to thank.
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Four more days and counting!!
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Posted:Jan 16, 2009 5:55 pm
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2012 8:53 am
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Been here for several months..maybe even going on almost two years. Four more days before my silver membership is up. Was it worth it. I would have to say that for the most part it has been okay. Nothing to write home about though. Chatted to few people but it went nowhere. Went to a few gatherings..again it went nowhere. Usually it ends when they ask for a picture. Maybe I don't photograph well. Who knows.
Honestly..I couldn't say what it was but I do have my suspicions although no one really told me-- I was polite, didn't push, or treat anyone with disrespect. Oh well, live and let learn. The funny thing is that when I first got here yeah I will truthfully say it was for sex but as I spend time on here it was more about making friends and if it happened it happened. .
People that know me outside Affairlook say I am a good friend to know because I let them be who they are but I don't think anyone will ever know that now. Its pretty difficult to have a one-sided email conversation though. After deleting my profile I decided to re-write it again and gave as much information as possible. I would have to say it didnt' help so now I deleted most of my profile and I am letting my membership go..so the only way now is if someone were to contact me. Just four more days and I'll be just dust in the wind..one of those profiles that hang around in the archives*lol Although I must admit it has given me a new goal though. I am planning on spending some hard earned cash on making improvements on my physical appearance.
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Being real
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Posted:Sep 27, 2008 10:02 am
Last Updated:Jan 31, 2009 6:30 pm
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I read in profiles very often about how some are not looking for fake people and they want real people. I am real and I can't seem to get many responses from anyone. Maybe I am so real I take away the fantasy part. Let's face it. Real people have real lives and real bodies. I know this.
The hot milf (Mother I Like to Fuck) may not look so hot when she is disciplining her to go to sleep at his normal time or the man with a major hard on coming home from a hard day's work and not wanting to do anything but sit on the couch in his sweats. It kind of perplexes me when I see profiles that say they want real people but when they meet one...there is no interest in the person because I guess there is no fantasy equipped with it.
When I chat with someone I tend to talk about things of a non-sexual nature so I could get to know them as a person first. It hasn't always worked out as well as I had hoped. The last couple of meet and greets I went to I noticed all the husbands were groping and sexually feeling up all the other wives. I remained what I considered a gentleman and just talked to them as I would if they didn't come on to this site. Believe it or not but this has been the wrong way to go. These women went off to have sex with these guys without their wives or husbands. Some of them through lies that I know weren't the truth. So I wonder, are people really looking for what is real or what they perceive as real? Maybe women want to be talked and treated like this. Then why say otherwise. I don't know the answer to that question I only know that I am who I say I am.
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What kind of father am I?
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Posted:Sep 26, 2008 11:35 pm
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2012 8:53 am
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A friend of mine told me one day, “You would make a good father someday.” I never really thought about what kind of father I would be. I know I wouldn’t be an irresponsible one. One thing I could say about myself is that since I lost my virginity at fifteen is I have never gotten anyone pregnant. I guess its because I have never been in a relationship that have ever lead to marriage. If I am to have a it would require me to be married to his or her mother first. For that to happen the mother would have to be my best friend, but that’s another blog for another time.
I know I would expect him or her to be a behaved . I don’t much like a spoiled (I have a low tolerance for spoiled adults.) For example, I would be in a local department store or restaurant and see running around into everything. It interrupts everyone who is there that either want to eat a quiet meal or shop without any distraction. I do believe in giving what a wants as long as its safe but not every time he or she wants it.
The closet thing to I have out here would be the of friends of mine; daughters/ and my real nephew…they are all still young. I would do anything for these have done so in the past. I remember being at a department store one day for an hour trying to pick out a 's dvd for one of girl’s birthdays. I had eight or nine in my hand deciding which one would put a smile on her face.
I was visiting her parents and her younger sister, who was about four wouldn’t go to bed because I guess she wanted to stay up because I was there. I told her to come watch tv with me. I put her on my lap and just rested her head against my chest. She fell asleep in five minutes. I have sent money to take care of my nephew who I have never met and don’t really know me due to being different states. I am realistic though I know that there is more to having a then just buying presents and things. I don’t know what kind of father I would be but I do know I will do my best to teach him or her at least something that I have learned in my life.
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My first time swapping with a couple
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Posted:Sep 21, 2008 5:17 pm
Last Updated:Sep 25, 2008 6:27 am
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(Of course names will be changed to protect the innocent)
I was dating Sheila. We had talked about it before. What it would be like to get involved with another couple. This wasn't at all surprising to me because I knew she had a kinky side when we met. Sheila stood about 5 feet tall with an average to slender body, She had B cup breasts and but slightly wide hips. She had found a couple on line that lived close by and seemed very nice. Sheila made the arrangements with Betty. Betty was the wife of the couple. She was a 5'2" tall, full-figured woman with very large breasts that just ached to be touched through her shirt. Betty was married to Phil. Phil was tall, taller than me by at least five inches. I stand about six feet.He looked like a meat and potatoes man. He wasn't built but someone you think could be a lumber jack if saw him.
We arrived at their house on a Friday night, a few hours after work. This gave everyone time to shower and shave before we all met. Sheila rang the bell. We were both a bit nervous but we knew its what we wanted. Betty came to the door and greeted us with a smile. She was dressed in a t-shirt and jeans. She showed us into the living room. I sat on a lazy chair and so did Sheila just beside me. Betty and Phil sat on the couch. We made small talk. Betty served us some drinks to relax the atmosphere. I could tell they were a bit nervous too but there was no denying that Betty and Sheila wanted to get fucked and me and Phil were just as eager be the ones to do it.
I remember taking glances at Betty's tits. Phil looking at Sheila's as well. Sheila caught me looking her beautiful D's and just smiled. I guess her husband saw me looking too. He inched over to Betty and proceeded to put his hands under her shirt. I could see the outline of his hands massaging her beneath it. Betty's eyes closed slowly and her head tilted back as she leaned against his chest. I could tell she was enjoying it. I could no longer stand there and watch so I went over and lifted up her shirt. She was so turned on. Her nipples were standing hard. Phil moved his hands away and I took one of her nipples in my mouth, licking it with my tongue and gently pulling with my teeth. My other hand was also gently pulling her other nipple with my fingers. Phil got up and moved over to where I was sitting. His pants were off. Sheila had taken off her shirt and was on her knees taking in every inch of him into her mouth. Betty then lifted my head with her hands and passionately kissed me on the lips.
We moved to the carpet and both of us proceeded to undress each other as we were kissing each other on the neck and shoulders. I laid Betty down on the carpet and spread her legs. She was so wet. I put my mouth in between her legs, cupped her ass and let my tongue slip deep inside her. My lips against her "lips." I felt two hands in the back of my head push me in even further. I was moving my tongue inside her as deep as I could go--using my mouth to rub against her clitoris. Betty was moaning so hard. I took one of my index finger and stuck it a quarter way into her asshole, massaging around the rim. My tongue going from her clit to inside her pussy. Betty then said to her husband "Oh baby, he's got his finger in my ass." as she still kept me holding me down in between her legs. I could taste her starting to cum. It only made me lick her faster and and deeper.
I looked up, Phil and Sheila were both naked, Sheila was now getting fucked on all fours. Phil grabbing a hold of her hips and fucking her as hard as he could. I could tell she was so turned on. She looked so beautiful and sexy. Her eyes closed tightly and her mouth wide open with short pants coupled with a short little sounds of whimpers. Her tits were swinging back and forth as each thrust went deep inside her. I reached over and rubbed her clitoris vigorously. Just then I felt warm lips and a tongue over the head of my penis. It was Betty. She wanted to taste some cock. I could tell Betty loved giving blow jobs. She was licking it all over the shaft. She held the head of the penis in her mouth and with her tongue was circling around it. One hand stroking me as she sucked and the other softly playing with my balls. My cock growing and getting harder in her mouth with each passing minute.
Phil sat back on the chair and Sheila straddled him. I could see the back of her ass moving back and forth, her arms gripping the back of the chair using it for leverage. "His cock is so hard" she told me. Sheila was getting off pretty good. Her ass was moving so quick it was like a wild woman she couldn't get enough. Phil was spanking her ass which made her fuck even harder.
Betty laid on her back and spread her legs open again. I lied on top of her, we both put our arms around each other and slipped my hard cock inside her pussy. It was so wet and snug. Not too tight and not too loose. I put her legs against my arms and held them there spread open--then I thrusted inside her. Betty let out a moan and whimper. I thrusted inside her again. She let out another one. With each thrust she got louder. We held tightly to each other as I continued to thrust deep inside her. I could feel her tightening up. She was about to cum. She gripped me tightly, I could hear her moans close to my ear. She felt my breath against her neck. I felt her cum that her thighs began to shake. I pulled out of her and exploded on her stomach. Both of us just lay there on the carpet. Phil and Sheila had gone into the bathroom to clean up followed by Betty and I. After that we hung out a bit more and it started all over again. I think we left by daybreak in the morning. That was five years ago. I guess you never forget your first time.
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I'm starting to be like my grandpa
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Posted:Sep 21, 2008 2:26 pm
Last Updated:Sep 21, 2008 2:30 pm
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The other day I was listening to the radio. It had two hours of 80's music. I was a of the eighties. I sat there just reminiscing about when I was a . Once in awhile a song would play that I used when I broke up with someone thinking my world just ended. Some I remembered hanging with my friends just doing nothing productive but just being a . Who had a crush on who, where are we going to hang out next..etc. The good times and bad times.
I actually started to miss those days. I thought to myself "oh no, I am my grandpa..soon I'll be talking to youngsters about the "olden" days. When a co-worker told me that sneakers are no longer called sneakers but "kicks", I thought that took the cake. I do my best to keep up on the latest music but let's face it. I grew up on with the eighties and nineties. I just thought that was funny.
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Movies are just animated books
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Posted:Sep 21, 2008 12:14 am
Last Updated:Sep 21, 2008 12:17 am
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A coworker told me one day that I must lead a boring and mundane life because I like to watch movies. To me, movies are just animated books. A good movie has a plot, characters, drama, adventure, laughter, and sometimes a moral. Its just like reading a book. I wonder would anyone say anything if I took a book into a coffee shop and just sat there and read it. Probably not.
I have to admit. I have tried to read novels but really couldn't get into it. I guess I don't have much of a imagination to fully comprehend what I am reading to really "see" the action that is going on. But if I watch a movie I can understand what is happening and sometimes even learn something that I may not of in school. Such as a war story about Vietnam or The Civil War. How it was back then. Some movies are taken from classic novels as well.
How about a documentary or a true story. Find out what may of really happened even if its "hollywooded" up, at least a person gets an idea how it really may of been. But it isn't all about learning. Sometimes a good comedic movie could lighten your mood.
One of my favorite collections is my superhero movies. I used to be a comic collector when i was a . It is very cool to see comic characters I grew up with on screen. Even when its not done right at least it brings me back to those days. A good horror movie is also fun to watch. People read horror books all the time.
A sci-fi like the matrix or star wars saga, which by the way I could watch several times over. Is fun to watch as well.
I have even watched biblical movies. Whether people want to admit it or not..some of these events are part of our history.
So the next time someone says that I am boring or rotting my brain. I may have more knowledge then you think. I may have not read the book but I'll be sure to rent it on dvd. *lol
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what do I expect from being on Affairlook?
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Posted:Sep 20, 2008 11:19 pm
Last Updated:Sep 20, 2008 11:31 pm
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Some people would think the answer would be sex. But actually it isn't. The bars around here, if you become a regular and are willing to spend a bit of money, could get any one laid. I am not a heavy drinker though. As a matter of fact I rarely drink unless its with friends in a comfortable and safe setting.
Although sex is on the subject--it isn't a priority to me. What is a priority to me is getting to know people on a friendship level. I won't lie. If a person turns me on. I am going to be thinking about it but I am a gentleman, something that has bit me in the ass several times. But I can't change who I am. I am going to chat with a person like I would any other person who isn't on Affairlook. Why should it be different? I would treat a single woman or a couple with the same respect I would want to be treated.
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Here I am
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Posted:Sep 20, 2008 12:45 am
Last Updated:Sep 20, 2008 12:51 am
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Here I am once again at Affairlook. Took a break for awhile from this place. Deleted my entire profile and everything. I left because I was frustrated with the whole place. I met several people in my town and thought I was friendly enough but never heard from them again even though I sent them an email , plus too many misunderstandings and lies. I lost a friend because of this. It actually started to make me feel pretty bad about myself. So I just left.
Now I have returned with a new profile and name and a new look. I've been lifting weights for the last couple of months. It makes me feel better.
I even wrote the same people again "a hello letter" just to see if anything has changed. So far I have received no emails back. Why would I write the same people back? Well its a small town and there are far but few people to know around here--it sucks, but this time I am not expecting anyone to write to me...let alone...even talk to me. I have accepted that and I'm alright with it. It's a shame though.
I merely come online to maybe view a few profiles and check out the advice line which I enjoy very much. One thing about being a single man is you learn how to keep yourself busy and entertained when no one is around.
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