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Not sure who is here anymore But I thought I should leave a post for those that watched me, and I watched, just so they know what I have been going through. Well Wednesday was my b-day, I spent it lying with the dying cat. (three days earlier) I walk into the house, and Sam comes running up to me, in and out of my feets, trying her best to trip me, and then be able to give me those little kitten kisses. (tuesday) I come home and she just looks up at me with the I could kill you in your sleep look, SO FAR, A typical week for me. Then Wednesday I came home and she couldn't even sit without falling over. So I knew something wasa up. Well, The ice is too thin to fish, and the snow is still too deep to go hunting for shed antlers, So I decide It's BEST to spend the night with Sam. Well, at midnight she was still weezing every so often. And I need to be up at 3:30am, so I went to bed. When I woke up, at 3am, she hadn't moved so I got a nice little Rosewood box I had planned on using for her anyway. I got the kitty bankie I made for her years ago, and lined the box. Then I put her in, and covered her with the bankie, and snapped her neck. Then on my way to work I stopped, and gave her a Viking Funeral. I stopped at a river I drive across evey day and lit he little casket on fire and pushed her out in the current. Boy was it hard to come home to an empty house after 15 years. I had to take the day off Fri, to deal with that, as I was at home, I get a call grom a Great Aunt telling me my Other grandma died. I thought it was party time, cause this woman even despised her own 7 . But to be nice to the aunt, I Was kind cause it was her Sis-in-law. Well, I went over and Used her cell to find out details and my Uncle-in-law (one of my real aunts' hubby) Told me it was my mom that passed. And knowing him, I was thinking he thought I was somebody else, I said NOPE Not my mom. He said yeah, "Your mom," Well, I'm still thinking it's my grandmother, and tell him "Maybe my grandmother, but not my mom". He comes back with " No Chris, Brenda died" Then I hit the floor. That was on Fri, the 19th, I'm just now getting up from the floor.  |
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((((((Hugs))))) My Friend!
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I just stopped by to say hello. I do think of you.....and I miss my time here sometimes. It sounds like March was a horrible month for you. I hope that you are doing better now. Sending hugs your way.
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1 post 8/23/2010 3:32 pm |
hey cru im sorry i couldnt be there for you when you needed someone, you know how much i loved sam and i did remember your birthday its one i cant forget . i hope to see you soon please remember i do love you and even though i am so far away you are always with me and i with you if you need me i'll be there
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I don't know if you are ever on here anymore. But just in case you are, I wanted to tell you that I think of you often! I hope you are well......and that you maybe think of me once in awhile too!
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Wow... I only just now read all of this. Hope things are going much better for you!  *BIG HUGS*
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Hey Cru...I've been gone from the blogs and the site really for quite some time, so I'm just learning about your sad news now. Just so you know I understand how devastating the loss of your Mom is...I lost my Mom last June 27th. My wife lost her mother in October. It seems like I was overly sad over sa things after that for the longest time, and I got angry longer and quicker for things that annoyed me. Now, a year and a half later I am still angry and feel like my Mom was cheated out of a good chunk of life and I was cheated out of many years with her. Hang in there friend, life goes on and all we can do is make the best of the years we have. LT
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Hey Cru...I've been gone from the blogs and the site really for quite some time, so I'm just learning about your sad news now. Just so you know I understand how devastating the loss of your Mom is...I lost my Mom last June 27th. My wife lost her mother in October. It seems like I was overly sad over sa things after that for the longest time, and I got angry longer and quicker for things that annoyed me. Now, a year and a half later I am still angry and feel like my Mom was cheated out of a good chunk of life and I was cheated out of many years with her. Hang in there friend, life goes on and all we can do is make the best of the years we have. LT
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I just stopped by to say hello. I do think of you.....and I miss my time here sometimes. It sounds like March was a horrible month for you. I hope that you are doing better now. Sending hugs your way.
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Hello stranger...I was missin the old world I had here and came back looking around. Sorry to hear about your mom, even though its been over a year you wrote this...........I just stopped by to let you know I THINK about YOU from time to time and well today was one of them!.....Hope life is being good to you! for my life is pretty much the same as it always has been (BLAH) but always trying to keep the head held high and move on!.....Miss you Cru *wink*.......to bad theres not another place we could chat. Oh well maybe better left alone, who really knows...........well better get, I dont even know if you get on here now. But at least you will know you have someone in Indiana that thinks about ya *wink*.......~*HUGS*~
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Hey Cru...just checking in. Hope things are feeling normaller now...yes, that's a word, or it should be!
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Hi... you doing okay? *big hugs*
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HELLO.....Just checking IN........Hope life is good!
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