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Big Spender
Big Spender This point of insanity...of wasting money...is a high with every purchase i make. How can a striving minimalist...develop into an<b> obsessed </font></b>materialist ? I some clarity...but it doesn't want to come too easy...and even if it does ... The debit and credit cards cry out 'feed me , feed me ' As a disease of constantly wanting own...possess material items and claim them as my own... but truth be told...It's only a high when the item is being sold...at times i still feel the euphoria on the ride home...from the store. It's a primitive nature when I dissect it...like my survival depends on the goods i collect and...not just myself... but others as well...financial transactions got me under a spell. I can tell, this is unhealthy...even if I was wealthy...I'd garner plenty...spending and spending 'til my last penny. A sense of a good taste, I do have...showering girls with gifts and even giving them a bath. Anything they so desire...It's my job to eventually acquire...fill their needs from jewelry to food and any attire. There's rules to this, or so I was told...spoil only one girl at a time, don't be a fool. Be a man of one woman, you're not a ...or even worse, an internet simp. So I take my time...and the one that I find...I'm willing to share half of anything that's mine. In between my fingers' keyboard clicks...I've already made several online purchases...it never ends...a shopaholic with a high as he spends. In the end, it's not the worst addiction i have endured...I've drained bottles dry and the liquor never cured...what I was trying to be going thru. For now...my online store cart is empty somehow...I guess I got my fix, at least for now. |
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