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Blogs > Sippmann > My travels to a new beginning

Looking Forward  

Sippmann 75M
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12/22/2020 5:43 am

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12/23/2020 5:59 am
Looking Forward

Last tonight something happened that I knew was coming. I scheduled a time to meet someone, who I really enjoy talking with. He is funny, satirical and, I hope, just plain fun to be with. Now, how he is in person is a different kettle of fish. I am meeting him tomorrow for a back rub and I am excited. Excited to feel his hands on my back working the knots out of my muscles. Allowing the stresses to flow out of me and through him to be dispersed. At first I was hesident to approach him, even though he had suggested it many times, without feeling the pressure I have felt from others.

Those of you, who have been reading this blog, have watched me endure the frustrations and joys of my journey. It has not been an easy road to travel, with steep hills, hairpin<b> curves </font></b>and the many potholes that make maneuvering the course so much more difficult. But he is showing me how to become a better driver on this most difficult of roads. To some it may seem like it has been a very short journey from the time I started writing this blog to the present, which it has, but let me assure you that this decision has been several years in the making.

I am starting to feel relief, knowing that there is more to this life than what I have been living. Will I leave my wife? I do not think so. After 49 years of marriage why would I leave the love and support we have for each other. Over all those years we have shared the joy of birth and the agony of two miscarriages and a hysterectomy. Marriage, as many of you know, is not easy and it takes work, hard day by day grinding it out work. My wife may not fulfill a certain part of my life any longer, but she is still my rock of support and love.

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