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something wicked this way comes. i had almost decided to post some erotica here but then wondered just how little anyone wanted to know the perversity of an old lady's mind. so rather than display my undies to all and sundry, i've decided to instead to ask a few questions of my blog friends. now these questions may seem like i'm nosy (which i am) or just plain snarky, which i'm not. but i've been thinking about y'all for a long time and i wonder about you. for a while, i didn't look at profiles, just didn't assume they'd be much use, this being a sex site and all. but then i peeked at some and i found them at odds with how i thought of you for the most part. an example: joie - in my head is a slender sprite like woman with dark eyes and a throaty laugh. i see her entering a room and people immediately being drawn to her electric energy while she is just as easily turned off by their persistence. now for all i know she has blond hair and is 5'11" tall and has blue eyes. and hates to dance....while in my mind she loves to dance. so, anyway - my questions - should you choose to indulge me: what is your most favorite thing to do when you are alone? i read incessantly. i simply do not feel comforatble if i don't have a pile of books by my bed. is there in a book or piece of music that you would say illustrates your character? the first book tht hit me hard was to kill a mocking bird. it shaped me early on. and started me as a reader. so many in between but then i read Turtle Moon and wept through the whole thing because i was reading about my . then Crossing to Safety by Stegner because of the words and the beauty of the story.... and Gaines...a lesson before Dying. if you could spend an afternoon with another person, any person doing anything, who would that person be and what would you do? i would spend it with my father. i thought i was goign to say my mother but you see, my dad and i were buddies growing up and then suddenly he seemed to be swept aside in the family. we'd go fishing again and just be with each other. given the possibility of no legal, financial or moral impediments, is there something you have always wanted to do but never done because you didn't dare? and don't just say yes or no. i'd quit my job and open a free healing center that offered complementary therapies to folks who couldn't afford them. have you ever been in love and never told the other person? only once and then he just disappeared and i ahd no way to tell him. i think now that if i had been brave enough to say the words my life might have taken a different course. when you were 5 years old, did you know that you were you already? yes i did....i remember the exact day and moment. what were you doing the first time you felt wholly alive? i was swimming in the ocean and i realized that i was part of all of the entirety. i ran up to my mom on the beach and tried to tell her. i was laughing and crying. she gave me a tuna sandwich and patted my head. snork do you know how you will die? yes i do...the day and year. i will answer if you will............. You cannot conceive the many without the one. |
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what is your most favorite thing to do when you are alone? Depends on my mood. Sometimes I: Work on something in my shop Go for a ride on my bike Masturbate Watch naughty anime is there in a book or piece of music that you would say illustrates your character? The Eagles "Desperado" if you could spend an afternoon with another person, any person doing anything, who would that person be and what would you do? Make love all day with my lady friend from Tokyo. given the possibility of no legal, financial or moral impediments, is there something you have always wanted to do but never done because you didn't dare? and don't just say yes or no. Yes. The girl across the street. have you ever been in love and never told the other person? Yes, I have. when you were 5 years old, did you know that you were you already? Pretty close to 5. I turned on sexually pretty early in life. what were you doing the first time you felt wholly alive? I'd have to give that one a lot of thought and relfection. do you know how you will die? Yes.
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I can talk about history,,but I've never made history     ---------------------Dennis US ARMY (RETIRED) AND YOUR FRIEND I never mean to offend(blog or comment) anyone ,If I do contact me please. Please check out my blog Harley-Davidson Drive(19harley86)
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Great questions! what is your most favorite thing to do when you are alone? Read is there in a book or piece of music that you would say illustrates your character? More like an author I identify with...Maya Angelou if you could spend an afternoon with another person, any person doing anything, who would that person be and what would you do? My Mini Monsters and husband at the beach relaxing, surfing, shelling and generally playing. given the possibility of no legal, financial or moral impediments, is there something you have always wanted to do but never done because you didn't dare? and don't just say yes or no. Scuba dive but I'm terrified. have you ever been in love and never told the other person? Nah...I wear my heart on my sleeve. when you were 5 years old, did you know that you were you already? My Dad always said I was born 40. So I have to say yes. what were you doing the first time you felt wholly alive? I don't remember the first time but I remember opening my eyes from surgery and knowing I just beat death. Now it's time to live. do you know how you will die? LOL I don't, nor do I want to know. I want it to be a complete surprise. I hope it will be a long time from now.
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what is your most favorite thing to do when you are alone? I love listening to music, writing and reading and those are the things I do when I am alone. is there in a book or piece of music that you would say illustrates your character? This varies from time to time, with music it often depends on what's going on in my life as to what "speaks" to me. The first songs that come to mind are Marianne Faithful's "The Eyes of Lucy Jordan" Social Distortion's "Ball and Chain" Percy Sledge's "First You Cry". Songs that strike an emotional chord with whatever it is that I may be going through at that time. if you could spend an afternoon with another person, any person doing anything, who would that person be and what would you do? Jesus Christ, if he really existed, just to find out what, if anything, of today's Christianity has anything to do with the original intent. given the possibility of no legal, financial or moral impediments, is there something you have always wanted to do but never done because you didn't dare? and don't just say yes or no. There have been times when I have wanted to kill certain people, in fact fantasized about doing so, but to actually have done it, I don't think I could. And, now that I think about it, I have thought about writing some truly dark and repulsive fiction but haven't done so lest someone see it and come to the wrong conclusion. have you ever been in love and never told the other person? More often than told them that I loved them. when you were 5 years old, did you know that you were you already? Yes, my earliest memories were when I was three years old. I have memories of baseball jackets and t-shirts that I had when I was 5 years old. I was an avid baseball fan as a kid. what were you doing the first time you felt wholly alive? I'm not certain I ever have. I've had moments of natural highs related to exercise and athletic competitions (high school level) This is one I'll have to think about. do you know how you will die? I have no idea. Great blog! I love thinking about stuff like this.
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Only in AFFland could you find a census form that's based on some voodoo psychoanalysis.  Since this is a sex-site, oui-oui, I presume you expect sexual answers, since you say those profiles had many of us at odds with your perceptions. Personally, I think that sex is the last thing on any of our minds--at least those of us who frequent certain BLOGS (or should I say, write certain BLOGS)... but I could be wrong. So... I'll take a bite outta this apple: what is your most favorite thing to do when you are alone? Since I'm always alone (and I mean, always), everything I do is my favorite thing (actually, I just call 'em favorites, 'cause ain't no one gonna tell me I can't do whatever, even the stuff I hate.) But if I had to choose, I'd say it was fallin' asleep on the back of my flat-bed truck, in the sun... in the summer. In winter... fallin' asleep on the floor in front of the wood stove. I'm a heat-sucker. is there in a book or piece of music that you would say illustrates your character? There are two sides to every single coin-- Music: Born Under A Bad Sign Book: Black's Law Dictionary if you could spend an afternoon with another person, any person doing anything, who would that person be and what would you do? Well... it sure wouldn't be Jesus--He might just up and decide I wasn't worth that nail in His left wrist. I think I'd like to spend an afternoon with--I won't name names--drinkin' Horny-Toes tequila, and suckin' down Cheese Whiz on Ritz crackers. But that's just a stoopid fantasy. given the possibility of no legal, financial or moral impediments, is there something you have always wanted to do but never done because you didn't dare? and don't just say yes or no. I wouldn't mind runnin' every single person on the road, off the road... in my $500,000 Ferrari... like some other peeps get to do. have you ever been in love and never told the other person? Yep... and you know who that is. Well, I take that back... I did tell her. Of course, 50 years of silence oughta count for something--am I right, or what? And I can tell ya for certain that silence is NOT golden--although, silence in your golden years can help keep you from doin' really stoopid things... like tellin; someone you're in love with them. when you were 5 years old, did you know that you were you already? Oh yeah; and I've never been anyone else--much to my disappointment, too. what were you doing the first time you felt wholly alive? Never have--likely never will. do you know how you will die? No. But I know ten-thousand ways I won't die... and that don't leave but a very damned few options on the table, now... do it?  Solar... BTW: Hope you're feelin' better.
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3/3/2013 9:07 pm |
what is your most favorite thing to do when you are alone? Depending on my mood, it ranges from sitting and enjoying the company of my house and the trees, to watching trash TV and eating kettle-cooked chips. I rarely get time alone, so sometimes I take advantage to do what we all do to ourselves and by ourselves. Ahem. is there in a book or piece of music that you would say illustrates your character? I flip through Rumi, Dylan Thomas, and Wallace Stevens looking for myself. Musically…Robert Johnson, Dylan Thomas, Beethoven, Bach. if you could spend an afternoon with another person, any person doing anything, who would that person be and what would you do? Hmm…would have to be one of my siblings who have left this earth. Probably my middle brother whom I was closest to as a kid, but grew distant before he died. given the possibility of no legal, financial or moral impediments, is there something you have always wanted to do but never done because you didn't dare? and don't just say yes or no. An orgy, threesome, one night stand, losing myself in a sexual experience. I tried hang gliding but it was too much work. have you ever been in love and never told the other person? Depends on the definition of “love”, I suppose. In once sense, I fall in love every time I walk down the street – everyone is so beautiful. In the deeper, more accepted definition of the term, no, I always let the person know, even if it was humiliating. I guess I figured if I didn’t let them know, I’d always regret keeping it to myself. when you were 5 years old, did you know that you were you already? Yes, but at the same time, I’ve learned so much lately, that I couldn’t have possibly known who I was. Youth is wasted on the young. what were you doing the first time you felt wholly alive? I’ve had a lot of epiphanies too numerous to mention…sitting in the boat on the glass lake at dusk…loading wood from the shed for a snowy thanksgiving…The FIRST time is difficult to recall…I’ll say kissing my first girlfriend behind Mr. Argyl’s shed at midnight. do you know how you will die? Yes, but I’m not telling... even myself.
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what is your most favorite thing to do when you are alone? I love to read. is there in a book or piece of music that you would say illustrates your character? "I'm Walking on Sunshine" describes my personality. if you could spend an afternoon with another person, any person doing anything, who would that person be and what would you do? It would be Mike (Houdini) and I'd spend the afternoon making love with him. given the possibility of no legal, financial or moral impediments, is there something you have always wanted to do but never done because you didn't dare? and don't just say yes or no. I'd move to Europe and take up residence either in the south of France or in Italy. have you ever been in love and never told the other person? Yes. when you were 5 years old, did you know that you were you already? I have no memory of my life before I was 6 or 7 and in 1st grade. what were you doing the first time you felt wholly alive? Dancing to the Astronauts! do you know how you will die? Hopefully as a very old lady in the arms of a younger lover. LOL Never ignore those who care for you you will have lost diamonds while you were collecting stones
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WE, I don't normally like answering these touchy-feely kind of questions. It's hard to be introspective and retrospective. Plus, I usually feel it's a waste of my time to compose answers and a waste of your time to read 'em. But, seein' as how you're one of my good blog buddies, I will do it just 'cause you asked me to. What is your most favorite thing to do when you are alone? I'm alone a fair amount of the time. During these times, I generally spend my time watching the news IF there isn't a good football, basketball or baseball game on the tube. While I keep one eye on the tube, I will also read through email and Facebook postings. Sometimes I'll just shut down all of the electronic stimulus and read a good book. Is there in a book or piece of music that you would say illustrates your character? I recently read Team of Rivals, Doris Kearns Goodwin's book about Lincoln. I've also read Bill O'Reilly's book Killing Lincoln. I guess you might say that I have always been interested in anything having to do with Abraham Lincoln. I played in a dance orchestra during my college years. One of my favorite Big Band numbers has always been Glenn Miller's 'Moonlight Serenade'. If you could spend an afternoon with another person, any person doing anything, who would that person be and what would you do? I would like to spend several days with my father and my grandfather (both deceased). I would ask them all the questions I wasn't wise enough to ask them when they were still living. I would really pick their brains! Given the possibility of no legal, financial or moral impediments, is there something you have always wanted to do but never done because you didn't dare? and don't just say yes or no. Hmmmmmm? I think I might've remained in school to get some advanced degrees. I definitely would've traveled the world more. I would've joined my father in his business after college instead of going off to climb the ladder in the corporate world. Have you ever been in love and never told the other person? Aaaaah yes! She has been the apple of my eye since the 1st grade! I was so enamored with this cute lil' freckle-faced, blue-eyed gal, that my knees would go weak in her presence, and I would think about her often. I still think about her. I only dated her a couple times during high school and I'm sure I was pretty awkward. And I'm sure she noticed. Sometimes you can care too much, look like a bumbling idiot and blow the whole deal! I did! When you were 5 years old, did you know that you were you already? When I was 5 years old, I had a split-personality. Sometimes I thought I was Mickey Mantle, #7 of the New York Yankees. Sometimes I thought I was the Lone Ranger. And sometimes I thought I was Zorro! I was mixed-up to say the least! The only time I was me is when I went fishin' with my grandfather. He taught me how to bait my hook with worms. What were you doing the first time you felt wholly alive? Some guys might tell ya that it was when they first fell in love and their heart went pitter-pat or some kind of psycho-babble of the sort. For me, I felt alive when I caught my first bluegill. Later, I felt really alive when I caught my first 6 lb. black bass on a spinner bait. There was one summer during my Khoury League baseball career when I was seeing and hitting the ball like I never had before or ever have since. I batted right around .600 that summer season. I couldn't wait to get to the ballpark for our games! Do you know how you will die? This is kinda spooky, WE! I don't want to tempt fate. First of all, I ain't lookin' forward to that eventuality. I'd just as soon not have to think about it! But since you're holdin' a gun to my head and makin' me answer all these questions, I won't let you down. I will most likely die of heart disease or cancer. Most do! I'd rather not suffer with cancer, so I'll opt for somethin' quick and relatively painless like a massive coronary. IF it happens to occur when I'm sittin' at the SEC Championship Game between Alabama and Mizzou and just as the Tigers score the winning touchdown with only seconds remaining, why then I would die with a smile on my face! Or IF I'm sittin' in my fishin' boat on Kentucky Lake and I hook into an 8 lb. bass, that would be a good time for me to check outta here with a big smile on my face! I just don't want to languish on some bed in some hospital or nursing home with a bunch of strangers pokin' me with crap just to run up the bill to Medicare!
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what is your most favorite thing to do when you are alone? I like to sleep... having trouble in that department recently.  is there in a book or piece of music that you would say illustrates your character? There are several songs written by Melanie Safka that could have been written by me... given the possibility of no legal, financial or moral impediments, is there something you have always wanted to do but never done because you didn't dare? and don't just say yes or no. I want to run away.. run from my responsibilities... run from my obligations... and spend a few years traveling on a personal journey of discovery. have you ever been in love and never told the other person? No. I was only in love once and I told him. I also told him when the love died for me. when you were 5 years old, did you know that you were you already? I think so; I don't feel very different from that 5 year-old most days. what were you doing the first time you felt wholly alive? Singing do you know how you will die? No, but I think it will be alone. Elevate me... 
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3/5/2013 8:06 am |
what is your most favorite thing to do when you are alone? I am never alone since baby was born. (read blogs during naptime) is there in a book or piece of music that you would say illustrates your character? I always hoped that rolling stones song "She's like a rainbow.: was me. But...  Don't know.if you could spend an afternoon with another person, any person doing anything, who would that person be and what would you do? My Dad, sons, and husband. It would be great if they all could meet each other at least once in this lifetime. given the possibility of no legal, financial or moral impediments, is there something you have always wanted to do but never done because you didn't dare? and don't just say yes or no. I wanted to be a professional dancer (not XX...come on ) or artist/sculptor have you ever been in love and never told the other person? Yes when you were 5 years old, did you know that you were you already? Yes what were you doing the first time you felt wholly alive? Now do you know how you will die? a soul never dies
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what is your most favorite thing to do when you are alone? I'm alone a lot. If I wanted to preserve my image I'd say reading, but if I were to be more honest, I spend a LOT of time surfing A FF blogs, Fetlife interest groups, etc. I find interesting stuff to think about, but perhaps I'd be much better off getting more deeply absorbed in a book than getting information in "sound bites". Also... a long bike ride or cross country ski. is there in a book or piece of music that you would say illustrates your character? My favorite author is Jane Austen because of her exquisitely subtle sense of social satire. I would love to think that I share that - certainly I like to observe the absurdities of the world around me, but my humor is probably a blunt sword in comparison to her elegant rapier. if you could spend an afternoon with another person, any person doing anything, who would that person be and what would you do? I've been wanting to meet stella788 for a long time. I think we'd just drink wine and laugh a lot. And I'm still sorry I wasn't able to meet you when I was in Boston a few years ago. given the possibility of no legal, financial or moral impediments, is there something you have always wanted to do but never done because you didn't dare? and don't just say yes or no. Focusing in on the "I didn't dare" part - I have never been very brave about solo travel. I love traveling to other places but tend to resort to the security of group tours, because language barriers and finding my way around in unfamiliar places scares me a little bit. have you ever been in love and never told the other person? I honestly hardly know how to define being "in love" anymore. I certainly have had some really strong crushes that I never revealed, but I don't think that's really love, do you? when you were 5 years old, did you know that you were you already? Funny question. I would say no, I don't think I had the strongly developed sense of self that I have now. It's taken 50+ years. what were you doing the first time you felt wholly alive? Probably pogo dancing to some punk rock band  do you know how you will die? No, but I sure hope it's well before I've completely mentally and physically deteriorated.   
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P.S. I for one would love to read your erotica.
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what is your most favorite thing to do when you are alone? Be with friends or family. (OK, that was too cheap and easy -- reading is a more likely solitary activity for me). is there in a book or piece of music that you would say illustrates your character? So much is contained in The Mind's I by Daniel Dennett and Douglas Hofstaeder, including the "Selfish Genes and Selfish Memes" chapter by Richard Dawkins: a book as information that jumps from mind to mind by simply existing as little squiggles of pigment on ground up trees. A lot of thought, energy and expense went into the creation of both the technology and the ideas over time. Music also exists as squiggles on paper, or lines etched in vinyl, or electrons contained in aluminum or iron oxide, ultimately ending up as waves of air pressure that push against our ear drum. So amazing that these can convey ideas so effectively and profoundly and recognizably. The beauty and emotion of Fauré's Requiem, can be glimpsed, but Beethoven's 5th leaps from mind to mind more easily. Sadly, these are also media for spreading bad stuff and hate (even unintentionally) as well as goodness and beauty. Overall, it can help reduce ignorance, though. (I am also astonished to find that this is all online over at themindi daht blogs pot daht calm.) I believe the activity immediately blow might also do it... if you could spend an afternoon with another person, any person doing anything, who would that person be and what would you do? Yab-yum with my still-to-be determined Significant Other, with the afternoon sun streaming all over us, laughing into each other's mouths. given the possibility of no legal, financial or moral impediments, is there something you have always wanted to do but never done because you didn't dare? and don't just say yes or no. Not really. I dabble in a lot of what I really want to do, but I don't dive in as deeply as I might otherwise due enjoying a place to sleep and meals to eat. Studying philosophy, ayurveda, yoga, making mosaic, painting watercolors might qualify. So would blowing entire days in the library or traveling the world. have you ever been in love and never told the other person? I've learned to say it when I genuinely felt being "in" it with another. when you were 5 years old, did you know that you were you already? Yes. And I still remember things I thought about and feelings I felt when I was five. what were you doing the first time you felt wholly alive? Learning that I was dying -- I found out I had cancer, and entered a state of grace that I can only describe as samhadi. I don't know what else to call it, and I no longer have it. It is like water through the fingers, and I know not to try to grasp it. Previous experiences came close (first time hearing certain music, jumping out of an airplane...and one more experience that I'd prefer not to share publicly. (It was positive, not negative.) do you know how you will die? Yes. Ultimately my heart will stop and brain waves will cease. For those who still wonder, pick up a book called How We Die: Reflections of Life's Final Chapter, by Sherwin Nuland. Other than that, I don't know the cause. If I could have a wish, I wish that we could all do it surrounded by loved ones. PS: I, too, would love to read your erotica.
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i had almost decided to post some erotica here but then wondered just how little anyone wanted to know the perversity of an old lady's mind how little ?! say whaaat? I am very curious about that especially if it is perverse. Okay, I am also very curious about how you would write erotica or any fiction based on what you've written in your blog and the fact that you've read more than anyone else I know. No pressure.  Great questions: what is your most favorite thing to do when you are alone? this varies, any or all activities outside (where applicable) if the weather permits or in a room with large windows: reading, practicing harmonica, writing, listening to music, watching a DVD--movies, documentaries, surfing the internet, learning Turkish, scenic road trips or trips to historical sites, shooting hoops, jogging, swimming, designing something in Photoshop, InDesign or Illustrator or designing/coding a website, or drawing (usually colored pencils). I don't have an absolute most favorite overall. is there in a book or piece of music that you would say illustrates your character? a memoir Electroboy by Andy Behrman who writes about his adventures with his bipolar disorder (his manic episodes were far far more frequent). His voice, his style of writing is the closest thing I've encountered that matches my internal thought processes, my personal voice-over narrator, my internal monologue/dialogue. I believe I've a forme fruste of unipolar manic. That I have ADD with narcissitic features, there is no doubt. Music? Free-bop, free jazz and some blues and some classical--especially Brahms, Prokofiev and Janacek--whether or not they really illustrate or say anything about my character, they speak to me. if you could spend an afternoon with another person, any person doing anything, who would that person be and what would you do? Excluding the numerous famous or otherwise notable women I want to have sex with? Producing, arranging and playing on a blues album featuring an internationally famous female vocalist from the Middle East (to be named later, I may do a post about her) and then having sex. given the possibility of no legal, financial or moral impediments, is there something you have always wanted to do but never done because you didn't dare? and don't just say yes or no. this is a tough one. So so many... Perhaps posting one of my racier blog posts from here on a more mainstream site. I really am tempted. I like action, reaction. have you ever been in love and never told the other person? Yes, a number of times--between the ages of 9 and about 21,22, I'd say this happened at least once every one to two years. And there were occasions that I did tell starting at 15. when you were 5 years old, did you know that you were you already? No, I don't think so what were you doing the first time you felt wholly alive? playing football in a wild thunderstorm, an all but blinding downpour, getting caked from top to bottom with mud. I was 10 or 11 do you know how you will die? No. I kind of sense that I will live to be pretty old though. John Lee Hooker Recommended: [blog lucyjane78]
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aaargh! I'm aware of my misspellings John Lee Hooker Recommended: [blog lucyjane78]
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what is your most favorite thing to do when you are alone? Read and sleepRead and sleep is there in a book or piece of music that you would say illustrates your character? "Thank U" ~Alanis Morissette how bout getting off all these antibiotics how bout stopping eating when I'm full up how bout them transparent dangling carrots how bout that ever elusive kudo thank you india thank you terror thank you disillusionment thank you frailty thank you consequence thank you thank you silence how bout me not blaming you for everything how bout me enjoying the moment for once how bout how good it feels to finally forgive you how bout grieving it all one at a time thank you india thank you terror thank you disillusionment thank you frailty thank you consequence thank you thank you silence the moment I let go of it was the moment I got more than I could handle the moment I jumped off of it was the moment I touched down how bout no longer being masochistic how bout remembering your divinity how bout unabashedly bawling your eyes out how bout not equating death with stopping thank you india thank you providence thank you disillusionment thank you nothingness thank you clarity thank you thank you silence if you could spend an afternoon with another person, any person doing anything, who would that person be and what would you do? my daughter, laying on the beach, chatting (and we'll be doing that in 2 days 'cause we're on our way to Mexico tomorrow!) given the possibility of no legal, financial or moral impediments, is there something you have always wanted to do but never done because you didn't dare? and don't just say yes or no. I would go sit on my little island and contemplate like until I got bored and figure out what I want to do when I grow up! have you ever been in love and never told the other person?No when you were 5 years old, did you know that you were you already?I had no idea and it would take me a very long time to start to get an idea! what were you doing the first time you felt wholly alive?Sitting on the cliffs of the most eastern part of Mexico and being grateful - about 10 years ago! do you know how you will die?No Much love!!! xoxo Always tell the truth Use kind words Keep your promises Giggle and laugh Be positive Love one another Always be grateful Forgiveness is mandatory Try new things Say please and thank you Say your prayers Smile ~Author unknown
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Good questions! I'll get around to answering them one day. And just post the erotica anyway! Age cannot wither her, nor custom stale Her infinite variety. Other women cloy The appetites they feed, but she makes hungry Where most she satisfies. For vilest things Become themselves in her, that the holy priests Bless her when she is riggish. ~~ from Antony & Cleopatra
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I've been in China, WE, wehre Affairlook and many other (u tube, face, etc) are blocked. ALONE: I spend to much time alone, so I seek out friends when I can, yet don't mind solitary pursuits. I have an extensive workshop and can lose myself there for hours and days, or lose myself there, in my mind, when in a boring meeting. BOOK: Generally I read 'em and forget 'em. The whole of Heinline's work, especially his history of the future stuff still resonaes with me. PERSON: My Dad or Grandpa, who I miss still 15 & 35 years later; or my BF growing up Marty, who died 11 years ago. NO SANCTIONS: There is little that I've not done, I suppose. Chuck it all and live on a boat sailing the world's seas, I suppose, was always a dream that I'll keep AS a dream. In LOVE: No, but some pretty serious crushes. At least one I know could have blossomed into love, if we'd tried ... we are still friends, and now love each other platonically 5 YEARS OLD: Wicked, dear lady, I'm STILL figuring out who I am, at 64. Either I'd real dense or I'm real complex; I suspect the former. Die?: No, but I'm certain tha tI will. Basyean statistics suggest somewhere between 75 & 85, I've not done a formal analysis. My NP daughter says "closer to 90" .... stick around and we'll find out. And in agreement with Smarty, W.E., I'd love to read your erotica. I 'write' erotica in my mind, but haven't put any to keyboard in 10 years or so .. it is SO difficult to capture that breathless je ne sais quoi of a live erotic encounter. Shall we colaborate? Chas
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what is your most favorite thing to do when you are alone? Read. Walk. Is there in a book or piece of music that you would say illustrates your character? The Little Prince or Alice in Wonderland. hahahaa. oh dear. ~snork~ if you could spend an afternoon with another person, any person doing anything, who would that person be and what would you do? I would spend it with my buddy Gene of course. Fields of Gold and a picnic, or soaking in the hot tub in utter SILENCE. Easy, calm, peaceful. given the possibility of no legal, financial or moral impediments, is there something you have always wanted to do but never done because you didn't dare? and don't just say yes or no. Yes I want to go to travel to Cuba. And I want to travel to Amsterdam specifically to visit the red light district and some of the other alternative lifestyle clubs there. these are legal/financial impediments. Not sure I have moral impediments that stop me. Gotta think about that one, lol. have you ever been in love and never told the other person? No when you were 5 years old, did you know that you were you already? Yes and that is tied to knowing I was an empath but not having the vocabulary to express it or knowledge to deal with it. what were you doing the first time you felt wholly alive? planing the garden many, many years ago. do you know how you will die? No. And I have no regrets so to me it doesn't matter....
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Yes we, very noisy. I don't shield myself well and not sure I want to because that seems to prevent me from feeling what I need to feel. Additionally as an introvert it seems some days that it's a curse more than a blessing..... Good seeing you. Were just remarking about everyone's absence on the group.....
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