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mindful eating - bear with me
mindful eating - bear with me dinner was salad glass of water glass of red wine put a<b> bite </font></b>in my mouth then put the fork down until i completely finished that<b> bite </font></b>very hard do took a long time to eat the whole bowl sipped the water and the wine no checking the phone or reading did it as a test why am i posting this here because it occurred to me that sex like that rambling slow deliberate savoring is quite enjoyable have had several nights like that one stands out she worked on the other coast had a lot of remote interaction was in town and met with others for a drink then went our separate ways she texted me later small talk then mentioned she was going to masturbate left that hanging of course i couldnt called her rather than continuing to text talked way longer than was necessary in retrospect sometimes more foreplay than necessary even verbal isnt a bad thing eventually i went to her hotel she met me in the lobby in a flowing nightgown you need the key to go up there is that slightly awkward moment just after entering the room we already decided we were going to be intimate without actually saying it that always strikes me as odd anyway there is that moment when it is still undecided who will kiss who whats the first move after the first move momentum takes over like standing at the top of a ski slope things move fast made out a little oral for both neither had sex for a while so we got right to the point then we were laying together talking that is when we explored slowly no hurry i was not twenty anymore so we had time on our hands used those hands to explore without hurry talked about nothing and everything i enjoyed that more that the intercourse i shouldnt say that but i did say it it takes time to figure another person out |
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