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A virgin with many fantasies
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A virgin with many fantasies A virgin with many fantasies Posted:Jun 11, 2017 1:38 am Last Updated:Jun 12, 2017 5:47 pm 43 Views Where was I? Oh yea, Ken was getting a lot of action with no cock. I continued to hump my pillow. I remember that I didn't really understand why it felt so good. My family would catch me doing it and tell me to stop. I remember telling one of my best friend's about how she could rub down there(with clothes on of course)and that it would feel really good. I eventually learned that a boy's weenie is meant to go in the girl's pee pee. I remember being around 10 years old and afraid I would get pregnant. I didn't understand how it all worked. When I was 14, I fell in love with my sister's, best friend's brother. That's when my fantasies started. I remember having different scenario's in my head that he would come over and we'd, I don't know, have some fun. I worshipped him. I was a nobody to him, and even though he treated me bad, I still worshipped him. I still didn't know about sucking cock, or having my pussy eaten out, but I still would hump my pillow, and imagined me and the guy I was a nobody to, having fun. I got my first real kiss when I was in 9th grade. I thought I was pretty cool because a 10th grader liked me. He even had his driver's license. One day him and I, and my friend, and his friend, decided to go up to the mountains. So we are kissing, and I'm feeling "funny" things in my crotch, until all of a sudden I felt his hand going down my shirt. "Whoa, buddy" I thought. For some reason, I felt uncomfortable. Like this was not supposed to be happening. My fantasies halted, and my innocent, 15 year old, virgin mind was not ready for that. The thought that "this is such a sin" went through my mind. I told him to stop and that I wanted to go home. The next day, he came to my school and gave me a letter. He had written me a love letter. Of course my 15 year old mind was thinking, "Oh, how sweet, he really likes me." I know. I know. You are all thinking what an idiot I was because really it was a "I just want to get in your pants" letter. I found that out later, after I refused to do things with him. So yea, he got rid of me fast. But remember, I was still innocent, and a little naïve, back then. Starting high school, I was still boy crazy and in love with the guy that was rude to me. And I still humped my pillow, and had fantasies. When I would stay home from school because I was sick, I would fantasize about being with this one<b> senior </font></b>boy. He was a basketball player and I dreamt of being with him. Now to me back then, what did "being with him" exactly mean. I knew how it all worked but I hadn't felt anything in my women vicinity yet, That changed. And you'll never guess who with. Yep, the rude boy I was in love with. What did we do? Stay tuned to find out. Did I actually lose my virginity to the boy that was rude to me, but that I loved all the same? Comment on what you think |
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