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Brigadoon Met a young woman from FL, via some fun banter on Cam Chat. There were messages and IMs and a couple more Cam sessions in which my arrival registered with conspicuous delight in her lovely, beguilingly expressive face. And, in mid-conversation, her ad Disappeared. People's circumstances are Complex. What we see here are but shavings off the top of the tip of the iceberg of a life. I do Get that. I am not feeling Aggrieved, or Deprived of something to which I was Entitled. I don't fancy that we'd had a Relationship, or any other such delusional (and cree-PAY) nonsense. But it's a Bummer. Connections are Important. Even lighthearted, superficial ones are a nice minestrone for the soul. And, grateful as I am for the spoonfuls that I did get to enjoy, and (sincerely!) hopeful as I am that the circumstances which caused her to *BAMPF* like that do not constitute anything Unpleasant in her life.....I can't deny how I feel at having savored what I didn't know would be the last mouthful, then hungrily dipping my spoon for the next...only to find that someone had removed the bowl when I wasn't looking. Reckon that's just an A-F-F Thing (gods know, I've had enough experiences to recognize that!). There's no recourse (not, anyway, without a level of Stalkerish Sleuthing in which I have NO inclination to engage) Just saddens me, is all. All the Best to you, Kat. You're a delightfully silly soul, hotter than Georgia asphalt in July, warm and playful. Hope that whatever caused you to yank your ad will turn out to have been a pivot point toward something Shiny! (And seriously, I DO hope you get round to checking out "The Expanse!") |
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