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Saturday Morning Post
Saturday Morning Post It's a beautiful Saturday morning.... Later on the Spawn and I will be trekking out on an adventure, but for the moment, I'm lost in my thoughts. Thoughts on life, thoughts on identity. This post marks a milestone 600th post for me. That's a lot of stories and thoughts in the grand scheme of things.... Out of all the people I come into contact with each day, it's probably my regular readers who have the best idea of who I actually am. Perhaps not in appearance.... But in identity. For it is you readers who read my inner most thoughts and feelings, it is you that I've shared my funny stories and frustrated rants with. I tend to not hold back here.... I don't really need to. For the most part, nobody here knows me in real life. I'm anonymous, an online persona, someone who writes a brief story that puts a smile on your face or begs you to wonder, what the hell was she thinking? The funny thing is, it's my online persona that I identify with most. It has every facet of me. When I'm at home, I'm the heavy. I'm 'mean mom' who makes her take out the trash and clean their room. I complain about wasting food and spending money and use things like cell phones and internet access as tools of manipulation in order to get them to be contributing members of the household. "You want to keep that cell phone??? I'd better see your ass out there bringing up some groceries." "You'll get the new internet password when I can see your bedroom floor again." "Who left the fucking milk out all day??? Really??" When I'm at work I'm Sunshine. Literally.... I have a coworker who calls me Sunshine. Even on days when I just want to die I present that smiley, bubbly, happy face for all the world to see and tuck those emotions deep down inside hoping for the moment they will just disappear. They never do.... But I do such a good job pretending. I'm the office girl with the funny stories and the listening ear. I help them when they are struggling and teach them when they need instruction. I am often stressed out but always make time. And now I'm without my Work BFF so even that small avenue of realism is gone as well. I've decided, for my 600th post, I've chosen to reveal a piece of my identity. Do I always look like this? No, I am a normal woman with good hair days and bad hair days and I don't live in a world that contains a gray scale filter. But, this is me. On a good day..... In a few days time, this post will be buried by others I will write and publish, forgotten in the sea of the past. For my regular readers though, you will have an opportunity to put a face to the words. You will see another side... Another facet of me. |
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4/3/2021 11:08 pm |
Thnx for sharing
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Appreciate you sharing your beautiful face with us. Always glad to be able to get to see a face to put to the name, sense of humor and uh, feet photos.
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Appreciate you sharing your beautiful face with us. Always glad to be able to get to see a face to put to the name, sense of humor and uh, feet photos.
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4/1/2021 9:45 am |
Mmmh nice 😘
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looking good there
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3/28/2021 12:31 am |
looking good there
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3/27/2021 5:15 pm |
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3/23/2021 12:12 am |
AWOOOOGA milkers!!!!
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Gorgeous pic Secret_lade😘 Wish I didnt live so far away...would love to take you out on a date😉
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I always enjoy your posts, even the difficult one to read, because it's immediately clear that you write from the heart. And you write so well. And there's that lovely face and those gorgeous eyes!
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...always an enlightening experience viewing your blog Michigan...... ...carpe diem....
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...always an enlightening experience viewing your blog Michigan...... ...carpe diem....
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I always enjoy your posts, even the difficult one to read, because it's immediately clear that you write from the heart. And you write so well. And there's that lovely face and those gorgeous eyes!
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3/22/2021 3:59 am |
Gorgeous pic Secret_lade😘 Wish I didnt live so far away...would love to take you out on a date😉
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Woot! A fellow tortoiseshell glasses wearer! *cheers!!!
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Woot! A fellow tortoiseshell glasses wearer! *cheers!!!
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A face pic? Get ready for a mailbox full of "tributes".
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Happy 600. You don’t look a day over 150. Actually you’re lovely. And you’re right. Blogging gives one a chance to unpack themself without fear of being recognized. Friends, family and co-workers all get to see one part of you but us lucky readers get all of you. Well not All. Gotta keep some mystery, right? I’ve shared my face on my profile before I decided to close ranks and become faceless again. So I know the reticence of sharing. It’s not just people who may recognize you but the wicked ones who either steal that image or choose to use it for nefarious reasons. Here’s hoping that’s not the case. In any event, I can’t wait to see what you share for the 1,000th.
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Beautiful now the feet tells the story. enjoy your post now to see you makes it even better. hope your milk is ok xoxoxoxo
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thank you, it is nice to put a face with the personae, you are a lovely woman, inside and out.
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I appreciate you blog. Wish I had the gift of words at times to express what I wish to express. I can empathize with the details of your work... say I have experienced the same. Yet still laugh my ass off reading your blogs. Thank you for sharing with the world.
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And what a pretty facet to share
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I can see why you were given the sunshine nick-name. You really do look so bubbly, attractive and friendly
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Wow! What a surprise, I wasn't expecting to ever see a pic. You are beautiful, inside and out. I look forward to your posts and your escapades at home and at work. Congrats on 600 posts.
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Very Nice pic, thanks for sharing
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