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The List I don't really talk about the number of sexual partners I've had in my lifetime. Honestly, I'm a little ashamed at how high the number is. In all actuality, I don't even really know the true number, because as I sat down to create the list of names, I realized I didn't even remember names for a few men, and a few one night stands had found their way back into my memory hours after I gave up the disheartening task of creating the stupid list. I wonder how many other guys I've literally forgotten about. A few years ago I made the conscious decision to change my ways. I wanted a more meaningful relationship with someone who I could focus my attentions on for more than just a fleeting moment. Oddly, it's not as easy as you may think. The hard part is, I always feel that urge to move on. I can't help but wonder, does this feeling ever go away? |
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I guess you either haven't found the right person or you are just always looking and never satisfied. I think some people are not meant to be with just one partner, long term, by their nature/personality. Though there can be other issues involved. Doesn't mean that couldn't change though.  Vive La Difference
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no.... some find peace .... some move on but the wanderlust still exists maybe you need someone open to sharing you.... best of both?
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I always feel that urge to move on. You would probably have to ask yourself why that is When the going gets weird, the weird turn pro. The only thing we have to fear is fear itself.
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Just think of all the potential blackmailing you missed out on. People are strange when you're a stranger."
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I don't think it does . . . always just a hint of wanderlust in the back of the mind
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9/22/2016 9:48 pm |
I'm not sure it ever goes away. "Sweet, steamy, sensuous kisses light the bright fires of passionate lust within us." scott6250
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