Reset Password
If you've forgotten your password, you can enter your email address below. An email will then be sent with a link to set up a new password.
Cancel
Reset Link Sent
If the email is registered with our site, you will receive an email with instructions to reset your password. Password reset link sent to:
Check your email and enter the confirmation code:
Don't see the email?
  • Resend Confirmation Link
  • Start Over
Close
If you have any questions, please contact Customer Service
Forgot password?
Blogs > gymrat1974 > ManwranglerJen

Trying to find peace  

gymrat1974 49F  
1057 posts
7/4/2020 2:39 pm
Trying to find peace

I could throw myself at you. I could possibly even find you in a desirous or vulnerable state and have you to agree to fuck me again even if it is against your better judgment. I could create a few more memories for me to bask in and then be saddened by once the after glow fades. I’m sure you would even enjoy it, too. It wouldn’t merely be my desires being satisfied. Your commands would be my every wish. But I’m not going to throw myself at you only to land in this spot again. I know what it feels like to have you, and I know what it feels like when you’ve been fulfilled and then walk away. I still haven’t healed from the pain of your last departure. Still, I can’t blame you. I understood what this was when I met you. You met me while you were trying to find yourself, and it wouldn’t be fair of me to be a barrier in your search. Instead, I need to expand my horizons and do my own exploring, and maybe we will meet at common ground one day. And maybe desire and friendship and any other emotion that exists or lingers between us from the past or grows in the present will have a chance at existing in the future, but in the meantime, I know I have got to be at peace with letting you go and letting you find me on your own.

unclepimpie 64M
1 post
7/14/2020 7:16 am

 Hey Jen. Just getting up to speed with this site and how things operate. As you might guess, I'm NOT a paying member, making it hard to contact anyone who seems interesting, or to see very much. So, if you'd like to communicate more directly, try messaging me... eddierock620 at geemale(get it?!). I'd really love to hear from you, and see if anything might come from this. Hope you'll get in touch soon. Thanks


Become a member to create a blog