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Blogs > gymrat1974 > ManwranglerJen

No, Nevermind  

gymrat1974 49F  
1057 posts
5/22/2016 5:36 pm
No, Nevermind

I posted earlier about a meeting I had with a guy who was here in Birmingham for the golf tournament. We actually hung out this afternoon during his lunch break and he actually called me and texted me throughout the afternoon and we were supposed to have dinner or some other sort of meeting this evening after the tournament was over. He texted me right at 6 o'clock and said that he was so ready to get out of there. And then I didn't hear from him again. So it just seems that he was just looking for some entertainment while he was actually at the tournament, but wasn't really looking to spend any actual time with me outside of it. And it's fine, really. I mean, in a way I kind a looked forward to having a little bit of fun with him, but what if we actually hit it off? Then what? I would patiently wait for and look forward to the next event that brings him close to Birmingham? No, it's just better this way. With him disappearing like a thief in the night. And without me having to lose my pride or dignity, believing I just wasn't good enough or pretty enough or fun enough to hold his attention. It's just easier knowing I never really held his interest rather than to have held it and lost it. That's painful. I know. I'm still reeling from that with the last guy. No. This isn't painful. Just mildly disappointing.

So, this isn't how the evening ended, lol. This is how I felt the story was going to end, and so I'm going to leave the posting as it was originally written since I believe it's a good way to write about what happens in the mind of a woman. It encompasses a lot of things a woman goes through when she is feeling sad or lonely or insecure.

mark22444 40M
34 posts
5/22/2016 5:47 pm
    Quoting mede123756:
    i like ur body and i want to see u soon if u like that
Did you even read what she said?


xtcnsideu 118M
460 posts
5/22/2016 6:17 pm

 It's his loss, wouldn't let it get you down.


gymrat1974 49F  
557 posts
5/22/2016 7:17 pm

 The last line down at the bottom is showing right? He did end up calling. And I am going to see him. And even if all we do is talk it will be a good evening. The above or the bigger portion of this blog post is really indicative of the insecurities that a woman feels when she meet someone new. Is he going to like me? Is he going to call? Is he going to want to see me again?


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