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Confessions of a Slut
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Confessions of a Slut Confessions of a Slut. By Tabitha Beaumont. I am a slut. I know, how can I say that about myself, right?!?! What a horrible label you say… I disagree. I find great power in that title…”Slut”… I find myself, a powerful woman, owning her sexual choices, enjoying them to the fullest, without shame or guilt…living, alive, aroused, satisfied and glowing in my awareness of body, mind and spirit… You see, I never wanted to be the “good girl”. Even before I possessed sexual awareness, I knew I wanted glamour, desire, sensual delight and passion…I saw which characters and hollywood stars I most wanted to be…I wanted to be Cleopatra…desired and powerful, Rizzo, sexual, experienced and interesting, to name but two…As I grew older, I knew who I was..the sultry temptress, not the goodie goodie…I had no time for feigned innocence..it seemed contrived and false…I knew what I wanted…men. Lots and lots of men…strong hands to touch me, cocks to fill me, pleasure to surround me, passion to lift me and dark, sensual, forbidden fantasy to be my constant companion. I longed, even as I was a teenage virgin, to open my legs and feel a stroking tongue of lust, to taste flesh in my mouth…the scent and salt of sex. I had no desire to “wait for marriage” as my parents droned on, or to embrace celibacy as the Catholic school nuns admonished…I did not understand the imposed guilt of something so beautiful and natural, my sexuality…No, I closed my eyes and dreamed of probing fingers as I ground my clit on the ever intrusive seam of my too-tight jeans in math class… Oh yes, a slut…choosing my companions for their skill, willingness, passion and physical attributes..as it was not enough to feel a cock slide into my body, no, but a thick, luxurious member to fill and stretch me, challenging my tight pussy to open and surrender… Ahh…the sweet vulnerability encased within the power of the slut…Yes, it is a decadent nectar reserved for us brave women who wish to OWN and enjoy our bodies without societal dictation…it is what makes us so much of a threat to weak men and inhibited women… The weak man cannot stomach the woman who controls her own sexual destiny, or finds pleasure in many men, not feeding his fragile ego that he can be the only one to fulfill her desires..or the woman so wrapped up in what she cannot fathom as untold delights, and settles for what society says should be enough…she resents the slut for her own weakness to stand up for her desires and not worry about what “others may think”…So many women decry my<b> philosophy </font></b>because they are unable or unwilling to fulfill their fantasies. I do not know a woman who does not harbor secret thoughts of being the Slut…when the lights are low and no one can see them squirm under the covers, they long to be the center of men..touching, exploring, one after the other, filling, sucking, licking, sexual, sensual ecstasy… I have chosen to live my life in this state of exploration, as I feel my body and mind were built for sex…I am very in touch with my primal Goddess, the powerful entity within that allows me to choose to be the Slut. Everyone says they want the Slut, but her power and actualization can be very scary, no worries, we only choose the strong, those that appreciate our gifts and willingness, talents and passion. We open our legs, and heart and mind as well to the experience, and in turn, return the greatest pleasures ever known… I am a Slut. |
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Well stated. Roughly once a month, bloggers on this site pick a day and offer their interpretations on a single topic. This exercise is open to anyone who has a blog. A few months ago, our chosen topic was "Slut." There were a wide spectrum of perspectives represented. You might enjoy reading -- and commenting on -- some of 'em. Here's the link to the master list. Enjoy! Participants List For The Tenth Virtual Symposium On Slut Stop in, read, and offer comments at my "swinging as seen in the media" blog, "Confessions of a Lifestyle Man" humorlife, which is also the home of the monthly virtual symposium. New post: The Virtual Symposium Returns Lets Pick A Topic
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