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Too personal Growing up reading Grimm,s fairy tales makes you a special character. Having books as your only friends and role models till you have been well over your<b> teenagers </font></b>years makes you a double special character. And the next natural step is to write, to put down in papers all your deep thoughts, your dark secrets, your unfulfilled desires, your mind breath, as someone told me the other day. As I got into AF it was natural for me to write and write, trying to make all those characters I have read come alive in this so illogical site for them to come alive. I used to love and still love sometimes real good role plays. I started by choosing the weird characters, the ones that would not be easily fit in this site. I enjoy a good challenge and I expected ,in past, mark it, the people I played with would enjoy it. I could be a witch living in a hut, or a wolf, or a statue or a goddess, or a musician, or a joint provider, or a star, a real star from the sky, or a panther..anything that could cross my mind, and the less obvious it was related to sex, the better. It is a way of proving how imaginative people really are. I could live in Medieval times,in Greek times, on the sky, even in hell. Well that is too obvious, but that dwelling place makes me find one of the people that really was able to read my mind. Medieval times, my favourite historical time to live in. So full of those invisible creatures, those fantastic creatures and so full of sins committed and hidden in castles, in churches. I still remember three Medieval ladies, richly dressed in those shiny and full of jewel dress where marvellous and really white breasts could be devised, but the rest of the body was hidden, walking in three white horses, going to relax themselves in a lake in the king forest. They started to get undressed of those heavy and suffocating dresses and then, reassuring again no one was looking, let their voluptuous bodies to be fondled by the cold water..Well the ladies are still waiting for armoured knights to come ..and avoid the typical joke of do you want to see my weapons..? Sorry my mind goes easily away...into its own dwellings..Sometimes the dwelling is the obvious hell and the obvious female fiend..but the way that idea gets developed is so important as the idea itself. This dwelling and this figure makes me to know one of the few people who really captured my mind. We really acted that on the screen, I could feel he was really in that strange game, while the rest were just copying and pasting, they would not take their time to think about what to write. After that first online game, we did a game of our own. We exchange mails, I played the obvious roles, teacher student, bored housewife and repair man, wicked landowner and poor gardener, policewoman and ..We could extend our games for two or three days in mails, till the day we met on the rooms was like the final explosion.And yes, we both exploded, mentally as well as physically. Pity in the same way he appeared, out of the blue or out of hell in his case, he disappeared. It was getting too personal, for me at least.  Sometimes the dwelling is a completely different place, the heaven.Yes, the heaven can be a place for a sexual game, if you just get to meet another person who also follows all your weird wanderings, all your weird ways to end in the obvious way things should end in here. A star, a star from heaven landing on a green garden and getting into a woman shape. Or other times the dwelling is a garden where a tiger can be seen. A tiger being fed on milk. And I mean real milk. Yes, that also can be turned into a sex game, if you just look below the surface. And then if you are able to time the tiger and the star, and if you are able to get tied sometimes, then you may be able to enjoy the woman in hot sensual baths...It was getting again too personal for me, so I decided to retreat for a bit.  And sometimes the dwelling can be a library. Yes, I know you are thinking about old librarian handsome student, similar to school teacher and boy or girl, and yes ..but not. Why do you always seek the obvious? Why do you take such in a hurry, boy goes to library, in a hurry, wants to take back book, in a hurry...my god.. Slow, make it slow, really feel every word you write, as in good movie, as if you were just seeing the scene in your mind. Recreate the atmosphere, the people, the dialogues...and then a twist..a book, a weird strange book, Bodas de Sangre, a book that gets alive as you read, and you start to see drops of blood from the ceilings..till you leave the library and you get into the real world, where the obvious is the obvious, where luscious bodies call your attention, where a hot scene is a hot scene and there is nothing more. It was getting too personal, so again I decided to retreat for a bit.  And sometimes the dwelling is just this, the screen and people typing without really living it...a copy and paste from so many similar sentences, so many predictable gestures, so many predictable words or ideas. Regards to the free coffee provider..think he may be angry with me, to the statue suffering man, to capitan garfio, to maquiavello, to the motorbike man, to god, to the lazy hammock man, to the for the homemade cake, to the beach man. Don't open your eyes and mouth as if you were surprised...Some of them, most of them have suffered my weird ways. And they decided I was too personal jejj Regards to the ladies I have found in my way and to those ladies I have sometimes made them happy. And talking about ladies, I can't forget the cleverest and sexiest person I have found on the site. She had ,cause I don't know what has became of her, what I call word power the exact phrases she used to talk about her clothes, her body, the way she made her partner to really live what she was living. Exciting, amazing. She was not liked by some ladies in here, I never knew why,but she was really good in here. |
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you will always be my star lover 
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