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My life is literally a Trainwreck, and it's awesome
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My life is literally a Trainwreck, and it's awesome “I am a woman with thoughts and questions and shit to say. I say if I'm beautiful. I say if I'm strong. You will not determine my story — I will. I will speak and share and fuck and love, and I will never apologize to the frightened millions who resent that they never had it in them to do it. I stand here and I am amazing, for you. Not because of you. I am not who I sleep with. I am not my weight. I am not my mother. I am myself. (2014 Gloria Awards and Gala)” ― Amy Schumer This girl has nailed my attitude about life. Of course she got it a few years before me, but still, I am there. To achieve this<b> philosophy </font></b>of life, I feel it was all the shit I have been through in the past, the years of therapy to try to get rid of it, and then the enlightening light bulb came on. YOLO, who the fuck do I have to impress, worry about what they think of me and/or decisions, and why can't I do what I want with wild abandonment and no intention of apologizing for who I am. Society, family, and the church tells us (at least 20 years ago) that you go to school, get married, have , have grandkids, retire and die. I never wanted that. I was pressured into thinking I wanted that but here I am. I am complete, I am happy with the life I have built for myself, and I couldn't give 2 fucks what others think about it. I am strong. Now, do I have sex with who I want? You betcha. Do I have control of who I date, who I respond to on this site, and who I decide to continue to date? You better believe it. Do I make mistakes? Oh, yeah. Do I lay down in my mistakes and waller in the them and think that this is horrible and I am such a loser? Hell no. Life is about screwing up, learning from your mistakes, and forgiving yourself and... Moving on... One night, it was like 2 in the morning, I woke up and there was this chick on the comedy channel...I sleep with the tv on...and there is no telling what is on the tv when I wake up. But there I was, a lil younger, a lil prettier, and most important a lot funnier yet still the same familiar sarcasm that makes me one of those wild and crazy friends that is on your speed dial titled "Fuck Yeah". I couldn't believe there was someone out there with the exact<b> philosophy </font></b>on dating, men, and just life. I couldn't go back to sleep and watched the whole hour show. It was then 3 am and I was not lonely (Matchbox 20 shout out). I was inspired. God bless Amy. So when I go out, I almost always have someone who's never met me say, "You remind me of that sarcastic totally ridiculous blonde on tv"...yeah, that's a total compliment.  "Seduce my mind and you can have my body, find my soul and I'm yours forever." ... Neil Gaiman quotes |
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An Affairlook funny: I just went through a break up, actually. I'm not worried about meeting someone else or being lonely. I'm just worried about all the pictures. But my mom always told me, you know, ever since I was a little girl, 'Never put your face in them.'-Amy "Seduce my mind and you can have my body, find my soul and I'm yours forever." ... Neil Gaiman quotes
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