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Discovering More About Self
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Discovering More About Self For someone who enjoys discovery, sometimes it comes from a lot of patience and in the most spontaneous ways. You can get a lot of adsvice writing questions and articles here on this site, but only one self can truly discover for themselves what is out there in the world, right? My thinking was all wrong on my last fantastic experience as I entered into it. I felt rejection a long time ago over an exchange of emails. Sometimes it is hard to hear, really hear, what another person is saying when you just read the words. I had gotten the person all wrong. Not every one is as outgoing or so quick to spill their experiences as I am. What I discovered was someone who said what she meant and for me to read into her words, spoken or written, was just wrong. Stop. Take a deep breath. Enjoy the moment. And, as people are want to say these days..."Oh, my God!" Affection and respect with attention and submission I sought. What I experienced was more than I could have ever imagined. In the midst of it all, overwhelmed by being with someone who really wanted to please and enjoy me, I was shy and hesitant to even ask her for anything, but when I did! She was tireless, patient, awesome....one of the best, if not THE BEST lover I have ever had. I am so happy with the memoriy of this adventure and I long for more. Breasts that responded to touch. Her swollen clit and pubic mound, outer lips and inner lips so swollen from her rubbing in anticipation. She was lonely and behind closed doors, allowed me to dominate her totally. Because of her breast responses, I confess I over played them and left the next Noon sore and walking slow. But I had the time of my life...sucking, rubbing, pinching, fondling her beautiful breasts...and she never said "No"....no matter what! Sometimes I went to the lengths just to see if she'd say anything....but all she did wa smoan, scream, double up in pain/pleasure.....awesome! Using a silver bulit on her clit with a 7.5 inch<b> vibrating </font></b>jelly dildo was so much fun as she would cum and was so animated. It made me even hotter than usual. As I am older and diabetic, it is sometimes difficult for me to respond, but with her submission she took me by mouth with her head hanging off the high bed....she took me in her good tight pussy.....I played with my toys and she would let down cumming...never really needed any lotion as her moisture was there all the time. It was exhaustive and quite the work out. I needed this so much. I never felt what I felt with her with anyone...it was such a power trip for her to be so submisisve when I was playing with her....she even wrote me and told me that she had never had the feelings before with anyone she had with me when I spanked her ass....the not knowing.....sometimes slow caresses, then WHAM! It turned her on and I felt a rush in my own body as she writhed in apin/pleasure....quite the turn on for her and for me. Again, I want more......and I hope to soon have her at my beck and call...behing closed doors. Not for one second is she anything like this in real life...she is independent, a business woman, a caring, outgoing, lovely woman with a life, caring for her animals and her work. Wow! What a woman! My situation does not allow for any lasting relationship (marriage), but I hope we can be friends for a long time. I share this because so many have become momentary lovers, one night stands, or for a period of time, friends. I have given and tried to be generous in all my relationships. This woman asked for nothing, but my dominance over her and a fun time. I know she enjoyed, mostly, our time together. Thank you to my new special friend! |
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