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If you could do anything what would it be?
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If you could do anything what would it be?  A somewhat vague question… “Anything” I mean anything at all, illegally, sexually, something of meaning, excluding love, and what of love itself? There is not one answer to this for could I consider I were more than a man; I will proceed as though godhood is out of the question. To put it simply, if I could do anything the first idea that comes to mind is “The Purge” but that concept can only expand into everything else I would choose to do. Did no one think of money, ways to obtain power, to be completely honest it would have been my pleasure to “ravish” the little Miss Zoey Sandin. This isn’t to say that blood wouldn’t be out of the question, indeed that would be on the menu but I take blood somewhat more seriously than sex. “You can fuck a lot of people, you only die once.” ~ Mutant Chronicles With considerations of The Purge universe, I would probably begin studying the darker thoughts of Le Marquis de Sade, just to see how far I would actually go; I’m not too proud of these intentions but again this question gives me carte blanche to such madness.  To be fair, most if not all of my imaginings will be of a sexual nature but leaving out any homicidal or psychotic tendencies, I suppose I might want to play Shusaku, Isaku, Kengo Inui, or even the protagonist from “Sex Taxi. All these men were or are hunters but while I abhor hunting animals for sport, the beauty of girls and young women, I dream is an incredible experience.  As the song goes… sweet dreams are made of these; I have been looked down upon much like Shusaku and Isaku were, so to take some bit of pleasure seems almost in a way a right. The way Kengo Inui is described, I would rather enjoy his life, though he had a choice of virtue and vice and Le Marquis de Sade put it… “In order to know virtue, we must first acquaint ourselves with vice.”  Now when it comes to Sex Taxi, the girls were hot as Hell, to fuel such desires and addictions without the idea of love and while I also despise most people, the way he shared his collection, extraordinary. I was touched by his nature though it seemed to be quite taxing and while he found a way if I could have my way I would prefer to instruct one girl at a time. For the longest time I have wanted a Realdoll, a Sinthetic, the other makes and models of dolls and/or mannequins but the idea of making a person into the perfect dream lover… This could be my passion, my Raison d'être because in the end haven’t I just wanted someone to want me and what is the purpose of a submissive? Moreover I have wanted people to see what I see, feel what I feel, save as I save, and perhaps judge as I judge or have been judged. I want to talk to angels but however can such be accomplished; maybe this is why to turn angels into, whores perhaps, but submissives, even lovers is what I want to do. Perhaps I could become somewhat as infamous as my mentor, to teach others or at the very least reveal the world as I have come to see it, a doctrine, a philosophy, maybe nothing more than a quote, in someone else’s would be manifesto. You want what lies in my heart of hearts… I would want knowing more than to have a girl fall in love with me; I started to say I wanted to fall in love but I do that far too often and have never been loved in return. I would have a beautiful girl wake up beside me in the morning and lie down with me at night; three little words. I Love You and perhaps I would never want or need again. Is PDA too much to ask, for her to sit beside me at the lake, to hold hands when we walk in the park, fingers intertwined; I think these things and then there is the word impossible. I want a girl into BDSM, who would make love to me in the woods, or in a bathroom, a girl who is insatiable when it comes to things like Edge Play and Ravishment, a girl who might even consider seducing her best friend for me or as an example of my dominant persona. Let me sound like a little girl and dream of a Hunger Games theme wedding, my Divergent angel |
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