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The kiss
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The kiss Someone just messaged me an asked me what liked best about kissing. This is my reply…….. Its the intimacy of it. Breath close to skin. Hands trying to find a place to touch. The anticipation right before lips touch. Light pecks at first and then a tongue invades the mouth. then as the kiss deepens, so does the embrace and then the kiss moves to the neck, to the throat, to the collarbone….when done correctly you can feel the kiss from your brain down to your toes.. There are some kisses that you hope last a lifetime, there are some kisses that you wish you never had, there are some kisses that leave you wanting a towel and there are some kisses that can make you forget any bad day, year or lifetime. When my husband was dying, we could no longer be intimate but we never lost our passion. We kept it by kissing. It wasn't making out like<b> teenagers </font></b>in the back of your parents on a dark road. We always kissed even little pecks whenever one of us got up and left the room. I may have blogged about this before but I remember a particular kiss my husband and I shared a couple of weeks before he passed away. He had a particularly bad night and both of us were just worn out from hospice care. I went to take a shower and I leaned to him in the hospital bed and placed my lips on his…whenever we were going to kiss he would pucker and get them warmed up a bit…there was no tongue or fluid exchanged, no copping a feel. It was one of the top 5 kisses of my entire life, if not, most the most memorable. Thinking of the time I have spent on this website. I would trade every kiss Ive received or will receive for one more with my husband. Now I know that is impossible but it is a nice thought especially a couple of weeks before what would have been our fifth wedding anniversary. I would like to have a relationship again. I miss the texts and the phone calls. I miss someone calling me beautiful all day. I miss coming home and getting a kiss. I miss having someone holding me at night. And mostly I miss my best friend, my partner in crime, my sidekick. Ive met some really nice people, some really shitty people in the last couple of months. Heres to a girl who still has hope for true love again. So Im going to keep kissing frogs until I find another prince.Im not looking for it or expecting it, especially from here 
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Hoping for the best for you. This is not meant to offend any one in any way.     
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