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When is it Time to Give Up?  

TravelingZann 64F
66 posts
1/25/2014 10:32 pm
When is it Time to Give Up?
I have been wondering for quite some time….When does one finally give up on LOVE?

I get so very tired of being wanted for sex….not love…..just sex.

I'm beginning to think I'm nothing more than a blow up doll.

It's hard when even your "friends" hit on you for a piece of ass.

After all I am a REAl person, I DO have feelings. And maybe, just maybe I DON'T find you sexually attractive and don't want to fuck you. But I would like to be your friend.

Oh course IF the person has a penis between his legs this is almost always a physical impossibility…..I really shouldn't say stuff like that as it comes back to bite me in the ass….but here lately.

I often times wonder about ……WHAT IF???

What IF….I quite looking for love, quite saving myself for someone special and went to full service instead of just giving massages?

How much of me would die a little bit each day?

How much does already?

I mean….most men have the "reaction" when they find out what I do….they figure i do it all already anyway…..so what's the use in trying to convince them otherwise?

Except for the fact….that I DON'T.

So do I just give up on the notion of finding LOVE and just be resolved in the fact that I bring pleasure to others.


TicklePlease 56F  
13851 posts
1/26/2014 5:48 am

 Sorry you're feeling the way you are right now. But... don't give up on finding love. You're just on the bottom of life's wheel right now and it heavy and dark.... soon it'll roll off and pull you back up on top and things will be lighter and brighter.

That's what I tell myself anyway.


TravelingZann 64F
11 posts
1/26/2014 6:39 am

 I know your right….just been in a bit of a slump lately

Thanks


syndeeangel 64T  
556 posts
1/26/2014 9:03 am

 Its been said that when you stop looking for love, love will find you. Yes, it is tough for us who can't (or don't) find who we are looking for, but we just need to hang in a bit more, and who knows, anything is possible.


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