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The BIG One!
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The BIG One! You read that right, but,more than likely assumed the wrong topic for this post. This is official blog post #50! An epic event! A landmark accomplishment. 50 posts of random bullshit, whiny complaints, and amusing glimpses into my life! I want to thank you all for being here for this. And I'd like to thank the Academy for giving me the opportunity to... Oh wait... Wrong speech. Anyway, lets get into the real reason why I writing this post. First of all, I want to talk about the weekend I had. I took Friday off from work to go to a show with my mom. I didnt expect the place to be such a dump, but whatever. The music was good. The last band to play, a Metallica cover band, was the one we were there to see. The lead guitarist is the of my dad's new gf. She is the one that invited us. If that wasnt awkward enough she kept trying to be friends with me.... Fucking home wrecker. And here friends kept coming up to me saying they were sorry and they dont know what my dad is thinking and how messed up it is. Excuse me? You dont know me. You dont know what is going on. Shut the fuck up, leave me alone, and listen to the music. She had no business talking about my parents issue. So pissed. At least I got to meet her 22yr old . Cute, funny as hell, loves the same music I do. We kept making sexual comments to each other all night. When we weren't making fun of our mothers. Is that kinda wrong? Not the mothers part. The flirting with the soon-to-be-ex-gf's (she will be know that she has learned all the lies my dad has told her) part. Kinda feels like it is. Saturday started out seemingly normal, except for this wierd feeling in the back of my head. As the day went on, my emotions started to go haywire. Sadness, confusion, self-doubt, curiosity, hope, dispair, missing a certain someone, and more started spinning around. Felt like they were closing in on me. On the outside, I remained calm and professional at work. Kept getting worse. As i was leaving work, got a text from my former wife. Asking me if she seemed like a jealous person when we were together. I told her I never noticed because I was too busy focusing on her good points. I loved her so much that I could ignore the negative stuff cuz it didnt matter. Sappy, right? Well, that touched an emotional breakdown where everything hit at once. While driving. I managed to help my ex with HER relationship problem, but I got worse. Never really fixed my little issue, but shut my brain off and tried to sleep. Today was fine. The other reason for this post is to give you guys a heads up. Next week, probably Wednesday, will be the start of me being offline for 7 days. I do this every year around this time. No Facebook. No twitter. No social networking of any kind. I do this, because I try and minimize how big a deal people make about my birthday. Especially with me turning 30. I dont care about it. Its just another day to me. I'll go work, spend time with my . And then sit on the couch probably watching a movie. Boring. Not going to make plans. Not that I dont want to do anything (would love to have some adult fun) its just that I dont have anyone to make those kinds of plans with. Anyway, dont make a big deal about it, please. Its just another day. Speak the Truth, or make your peace some other way Follow CaptainDilfCT Superhero or pirate? You decide Sorry, I Was Thinking Again |
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30 is kind of a let down. you dont get any special privileges like you do at 18 and 21. and no super powers either. i mean when you turn 30, you should get xray vision or be able to fly, or something cool, right? i'll miss ya for the week, but hopefully you'll come back with a fun story or something. 
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