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went to sleep.
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went to sleep. Man, I am in this<b> philosophy </font></b>class and I totally love it. We argue about stuff I love talking about. I find that I'm totally wanting to sleep by the time I get there though. Its lat in the day after a full day of school already and my brain just doesn't work by that time. One interesting thing I learned though. Most of the topics we're talking about are things I used to talk about all the time. I'm finding that I've stopped thinking about them. I've stopped thinking. I used to poke fun in that people never really took the time to think. Maybe somehwo that I was more of a thinker or something like that. Related to my ego? Hahaha! Going through the divorce I stopped thinking and started to just accept things. To not even question them because the thinking got too hard. Or something like that.... Right now I just finished clas and just want to lay down and sleep. Even during the class we were talking about something I love to rip into... Faith, belief, god evidence and evil things.... But no, I can barely think to write this out. I'm a sittin... I'm a sippin on a beer.... I'm a munchin on some squids...  M: ... Happy B-Day. This beer is for you... Well, for me lol! No wings... Just squids. Back to sleeping in<b> philosophy...</font></b> Its strange. I made a pact with myself years ago to never stop thinking about things, to never stop questioning. But I feel as though I've broken that pact with myself. I can barely get the engines running to sit in that class... Or write a decent paper. Or get a clear idea of an idea. Then again, isn't it the imperfections that are found make something perfect? Isn't it the journey not the destination? Isn't it the principal of the thing that's important and not the thing? I'm really trying to wake up... Maybe what I need is a good long sleep.... |
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 june 1 is my bday, but its the thought that counts - can't wait to meet you .... hehe - hugs and kisses friend Come leave me some thoughts forujules I'd love to read them~xo~
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