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Blogs > MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 > The Crucible

Twilight Zone  

MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
590 posts
7/22/2014 10:21 am
Twilight Zone

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Sometimes when this place gets kind of empty
Some of the breath fades with the light
I think about this loveless fascination
Under the milky way tonight

Lower the curtain down on Memphis
Lower the curtain down all right
I got no time for private consultation
Under the milky way tonight

Wish I knew what you were looking for
Might've known what you would find

And it's something quite peculiar
Something shimmering and white
It leads you here despite your destination
Under the milky way tonight



Addendum

I was just over at Kelly's blog, reading some of my old comments and the way I used to tear both him and Jay a new asshole every single time! LOL! Both of them claim I'm abnormal, crazy and obsessed. After I read my responses to their idiocy, I realized what I've been saying all along, I'm normal and both of them are batshit crazy!

It's been a while, so I thought I'd pay a visit. I've noticed there has been some activity in the crazy circle lately. It's always very entertaining from my point of view. Don't ever doubt how amusing I find the three of them. Seems I'm not the only problem the Jewish Princess has to contend with in her life? I know, I can't believe it either. Despite the fact that if she never logged on here, she wouldn't even know I exist in her life. But, I guess paranoia and imagination are a lot more stronger then generally percieved. After all, becoming involved with other couples, who already have a histories and established relationships, and becoming an interloper between them, what could possibly go wrong there? But what do I know, I'm a nerd with no life. And as for the livestock molester, he has his entire blog, devoted solely to describing how abnormal and obsessed I am. I guess, if he ever stepped back and took a look at his own behavior, he might realize he's describing himself. As for Jay, who knows what that freak has been up to? Maybe the bum finally went out an got a job instead of sitting around living off his small retirement pension. Ah, who really cares anyway, the three of them are just sad.

I've been watching my favorite all time tv show the " Twilight Zone " if you've never seen it, check it out. You've seen aspects of the program, even if you never watched the actual show. They still use plots and premises from the episodes in movies and tv show to this day. The show is a well spring for creative ideas and subjects. Rod Serling was a genius! Anyway, a couple of the shows that intrigued me was the one called the fugitive. It's about an alien king, who hides out here in the form of an old man, and spends his days playing with and befriending a young blonde crippled girl. Well, the liaisons from his planet catch up to him and proceed to take him back. He plays cat and mouse and hide and seek with them for a while. But they trick him into revealing himself when they harm his little blonde girl friend. Oh, he has the ability to take any form, so he morphs into mice and bugs to hide from them. In the end, they take him back, but not before his little girlfriend comes up with an ingenious idea for force them to take both of them back with them. They originally only wanted to take their king back with them. The old man morphs into a clone of Jenny, the little girl so they're forced to take both of them back. Then Rod comes on and shows a picture of what the old man really looks like, apparently a young handsome man. And tells us that the two of them will be married and live happily ever after together. Well, on the surface, it looks like a nice little fairy tale. But when you stop and look at the details a little closer, it's really a little creepy! The main point is, that old man is eventually going to be stuping that little girl. They imply when she gets older is when they'll consumate the relationship. But, here is the thing, on the show, the old guy says he lives for five thousand years! So, the aging process must be different on his planet. Secondly, how do we know what the age of consent is on his planet, or any of their rules or laws or values. It's an entirely different world, with no judo christian ethics or laws to glean from! They just expect the audience to make a lot of assumptions, because he's a kindly old man, that healed he bum foot, that he's really benevolent and would never harm her. And what if, when she gets to his planet, she realizes she doesn't like it, or missing not having her friends to play with, or even being aroung other humans. Is he going to bring her back home? And what do these aliens really look like anyway. Are they a bunch of slimey lizards, or like the greys, with no sexual organs! How do they reproduce. Do they stick a needle in her womb like they do with alien abduction victims that have claimed happens to them when the aliens are trying to breed with them? See, there is a lot to consider there. But the main point is, that old man will be stuping that little girl. I guarantee, a show like that couldn't be produced and aired today! Not in Jerry Sandusky era of endangerment we're currently experiencing today, I'll tell you what. LOL!
The other episode that intrigues me, is one, after careful consideration, I realized I could relate to directly! It's the one called, " Dead Mans Shoes " it's about a gangster, who gets killed by his business associate, and his body gets dumped in an alley, and a bum, finds the body, and takes the dead guys shoes and puts them on. From there, without realizing it, he becomes the deceased gangster and proceeds to enact revenge and retribution against the other gangster that killed him. He changes in personality, becomes more assertive and aggressive, goes back to his old apartment, puts on new clothes and then goes the club and make contact with the gangster that killed him. They go back the the guys office , and the bastard has him killed again. They take him to the same spot to dump his body, and then apparently another bum finds his shoes and puts them on, and the whole scenario starts all over again. I like this episode and thought it had a cool premise. Then, I thought about it some more, and I realized why. I have kind of reanacted this same scenario, but in a different form myself with my<b> guitar </font></b>playing and rock star persona. The difference is, the person I'm emulating, isn't dead, but very much alive and still inspiring me. But, when I adopt an aspect of his personality, I take on some of the same characteristics of this person, and in effect, become them, for while. I'll explain. Everyone knows I'm a big Eddie Van Halen fan. I've gone to great lengths to learn how to play the<b> guitar </font></b>like him, and even own the same equipment he uses! A long time ago, when I first started performing live with bands in clubs. I had already acquired a substantial<b> guitar </font></b>collection. But, I wanted to have the exact same<b> guitar </font></b>the Eddie used. So, I went to New York, and had one commissioned and built specifically for me. I needed to do that, because I'm left handed, and they didn't make any right handed models of that particular guitar, at that time. I was already playing Van Halen songs on stage with my other guitars, but it wasn't the same, I felt I needed the same model Eddie used. So, when I finally got it, I started using it out on the gigs. Everyone was really impressed with it, and continues on with it. But, while using it on stage, I noticed something. I realized, when I was playing it, doing Van Halen songs, I was experiencing the exact some feelings and effects as my hero Eddie was, when he was on stage, playing the same songs. I also noticed the reaction from the crowd as more enthusiastic. So, instead of a pair of shoes, when I put on another musicians instrument, I in affect, became an aspect of him, as a musician as well. And also, at the time, my friends used to tell I could create a Van Halen tribute band with how closely I had adopted his performance and playing persona. That's just something I noted from the concept of a couple of my favorite episodes from the zone. I'll let to know if I get any more insights from the shows.




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Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's , call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
8/6/2014 6:17 am

 Doc Samson! Really Jay?!
Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
8/7/2014 9:55 am
Lookie lookie
The admitted liar and admitted coward made another post.
The admitted abuser of women and children writes again in his delusional beliefs.
The admitted jealous self loathing bisexual will once again go on in stealth with a fake profile or three and will be put back in hiding soon by the man he fears most as well as the man who he fantasizes about with barn animals.
The admitted lifetime failure will do as he always does. Fail.
The admitted lisping fat out of shape sufferer of erectile dysfunction will attempt to make up more lies and disinformation. The admitted fraud has three times claimed to have shit himself when called to meet and prove himself.

A jealous self loathing bisexual? That's interesting you would say that, because that's exactly how I would describe you! And referring to yourself as a man is too flattering and giving yourself far too much credit. No man I've ever heard of, becomes engaged to a single Mother of three, and then lives three thousand miles away from them for several years, all the while his fiancée struggles and is forced to deal with difficulties in her life all by herself. Yeah, you're a real big man, alright. Oh, yeah, since when do I have to prove myself to you?
Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
8/9/2014 4:41 am

 Oh look, Kelly shows his ugly mug too ,
Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
8/9/2014 6:33 pm

 Something else, Jay once claimed that he's ten times better then me! Well, I thought about it, and I'm inclined to believe him. Let me explain. I had a Jewish girlfriend once. If I had done, just the two verified things I know of, that you have done since becoming engaged to your own fiancée of the Jewish faith here is what would have happened. For those that don't know, Jay quit his job, where he could have earned six figures a year working overtime, to take an early retirement, and a small pension. He also admires a band who's lead singer is pro nazi, and proclaims it so in various interviews. So, if I had done, just those two things, while dating my Jewish girlfriend, she would have shot me, twice, She probably would have only shot me in the leg for the nazi thing. But, for quitting a high paying job, she would have definetly aimed to kill.
So, the fact that you did that shit, and your fiancée gave you a pass on it. Just shows you must be an extraordinarily special person. Either that, or Trent whalopped her upside the head, something fierce, causing her severe head trauma, and psychological damage, thereby allowing her to believe that you're a suitable partner for her. Just sayin.
Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
8/23/2014 9:37 am

 I love the new profile pic baby! first of all, I like the fact that she grew her hair long again! She looks like she did when we first met seven years ago! I also like the top and panty look she's effecting. Now, here is an example for why I think she and I are connected psychically on some level. In the picture, the outfit she's wearing resembles that of a belly dancer! For some reason, I've really been into watching belly dancers lately. Mainly, because when they move their bodies around in that seductive enticing way, it makes me want to have sex with them! I don't know why, I guess I'm just weird that way?
But the point is, how did she know I was into that sort of look presently? I didn't save any videos in my favorites on my tube channel. So, she couldn't have been aware of my current interest. Do you see how we might be connected on some level? No?! Oh, well, I still see it.
Anyway, she's still a very attractive woman, it's true what I've been told, I have good taste! Unfortunately, she has such a dysfunctional background and mind set, she puts herself in a contrary and annulling situation. She surrounds herself with losers, livestock molesting hill billies, and fat ugly dykes! Yeah I know, it's sad.
What's that in the background? A bed where those disgusting fat women screw her with a strap on? Sad, very sad.
Well, Anyhoo! Things have been looking up for me lately. I got my old job back in the place I used to work. I even got my old office back! So suck it bitches! SUCK IT!!! LOL!
Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
10/29/2014 9:37 pm

 Correct me if I'm wrong here, but? You're engaged to be married to your fiancée whom you've been with for the last five years. As for me, she has had no contact with me in that same amount of time while also, thinking I'm the scum of the earth and regularly prays for my death. But somehow, all that is still not good enough for you. You need to harass and attack me event more on top of all that! All I can say to that is, "WOW "! I mean, just wow, you really have some deep seated hatred and anger issues going there towards me don't you? The fuck is your problem? Congratulations, you successfully kept me and you fiancée apart. Well played, one would think you would be a little bit more happy about it, then you have ever shown here. You made the right decision to stop her from communicating with me when you did. Had you not done that, I would have met her in person, wined and dined her and made her an irresistible offer, or one a woman in her circumstances would have found difficult to refuse! And she and I would have been together, and you would never have been heard from again. That didn't happen because you were on top of her like a hawk. You were right to be suspicious of me, because everything you were afraid I would do, in taking her from you would have been true. But, since you out maneuvered me, you should feel better about it, instead of attacking me all the time. Try not to be such a sore winner! Five years of this shit is long enough. You can carry on all you want but I will have no part in this debacle anymore.
Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
10/30/2014 6:27 pm

 Yeah, for a number of reasons, but mainly I have a lot of other things that I want to talk about besides just this shit. And now that Erica is coming back on the blogs, I think she would be happier if I wasn't around anylonger. I did something I know I shouldn't have done, I read her blog. I never really took the time to read it, and I looked up things she discussed there, like her ex husbands arrest record. I forgot why I was avoiding reading it, because it would have just made me sad, and it did! But, knowing what I know about her now, I can put things in perspective. Like for instance, remember when I was threatening to call child services on her, and what her reaction was? She said, " we can't control his actions ". Or just resigning herself to the inevitable fall out from what would happen if I reported her. That is a classic response for a battered woman. I didn't realize how bad her situation was with Trent until I looked it up. She told me a little bit about it when we were talking on the phone. She also claims she suffered one of the worst cases of spousal battery in the state of california! Wow, that's really saying something, do you have any idea how fucked up california is, and if you end up with the worst fucked up case, you have to be extraordinarily bad! Apparently this happened around the time she was pregnant with her first child. That's probably why it was noted like that. The asshole was beating on a pregnant woman. If I ever run into him, it will be one of the worst cases of assualt in california history, I'll tell you what! But, it's still partly her fault, she talks about being on all kinds of hard drugs, coke, herion, meth or crank, and living with a violent asshole. He already had a conviction for mayhem back in 91, so when he beat her up in 2000, she knew what kind of a dickhead he was. So, you have a combination of drugs, a violent husband, and her unconventional outlook on lifestyles, and you have the perfect storm for disaster. She's just lucky she survived it, that all.
And the now I understand the way she handled things with me better. I read the exchange I had with her, and how she tried to sound so detached and make me look like the asshole in the situation. You never would have known by her demeanor on the blogs, about how hot and bothered I made her while we talking on the phones. I now realize, it was when I started playing my guitar for her, that was the trigger that really set her off. And she knew how much I liked her and was making plans to meet with her, and then she dropped me like that. She's lucky I wasn't even more angrier than I actually was. And then she comes on here and tries to act so innocent, like she has no idea why I'm so upset and making threats to her. If she behaves this way with all the people in her life, it's no wonder she's always bitching about people stalking her. That's probably true, but's it's also true it's largely her own damn fault. She doesn't know how to relate or communicate with men properly, unless it's acting out sexually like a slut or a co-dependant, due to her abusive and battered relationships with men in the past. Also that drug shit didn't help matters any.
But, like I said, she was already in a fucked up arrangement with five or six other people, and she realized I was never going to go for that shit, so she broke things off with me. But, despite her claiming she wasn't interested in me, she still was. She kept watching my videos when I started uploading them. I know this because you tube used to give you the ability to know exactly who was watching your video if they were logged in. She particularly like that van halen one I did " Can't stop loving you '! She watched it once, and then watched it again the next day. I still do that myself when I find a video I like. It's also ironic that she chose that song, because the title describes the exact way I feel about her! After she stopped talking to me, she broke my heart! Then when she started relating on her blog how bad and deprived and impoverished her life is, she broke my heart again. I wished she would have stayed friends with me, for no other reason so that I could have helped her out with things. And not just giving her money, I probably could have given her advice on some things that would have made her life easier. In fact I know I could have by some of the things she mentioned. And as for helping her out. You and probably her too, think I would only be doing it to ingratiate myself into her life, or make her like me better somehow. Which, on the surface, I could understand that, but that's not how it works in practice with all the women I've helped in my life in the past. I've given away tens of thousands of dollars to women I've known in the past, and I never got anything in return, not even a hand job! And even if I had given her a lot of money to help her out with things in her life and I thought she owed me something for it, how would I collect on it? Would I fly all the way to california, and call her up saying, " Hey, I'm standing on the corner outside your place, I'm here to collect on all the money I gave you. I want you to come down here and give me a hand job '! She'll have to get her coat on and tell everyone she'll be back in a minute. Walk down the street where I'll be waiting with my dick hanging out of my pants. She'll have to wank on it for about ten or twenty minutes. After I shoot off, she'll have to wipe her hands off and go back upstairs. Yeah, that sounds plausible and viable motivation for me to lend her a few bucks! That last part was for my own amusement, because I know that's how she thinks, and she probably does actually pay guys off with hand jobs exactly like the situation I described!
As for her, and being in a relationship with her. Don't you think, if I really felt strongly enough about her, and thought it was viable, I would have made more of an effort to address her. Even going so far as to travel to see her in person. You certainly know I have the capability to do so! I don't do that because she and I have fundementally opposite values and ideas for relationships. So even if she did want to be in a relationship with me, I wouldn't be able to tolerate it! So, that's why that is the way it is. Also, I don't believe any man could be with a woman like her. That's probably why she dates women? Oh, yeah, I looked up that polyamorus relationship. I wanted to keep an open mind. If there really are benefits and advantages to it, even if I don't agree with it, I would try to accept it. But, fortunately, I looked at a variety of sources and even heard the opinion of this one guy on you tube who's viewpoint I greatly respect because he's so intelligent. And they all say the same thing. Polyamorus relationships are fucked and of no benefit to all the parties involved, they're un-natural and totally fucked up arrangements a few selfish or demented people engage in. If I had found out otherwise, and people said it was a positive lifestyle choice. I would have said that, but then stated I stil don't agree. But, since everyone else who's intelligent and sane thinks it's a fucked up lifestyle choice. I feel better about it, and realize I was right all along. And besides, a woman with a drug problem, was involved in prostitution, married to a violent felon. Should not be allowed to run around in fucked up lifestyle arrangements thinking she's doing something good when she's not. Also, like I've always said, she may be endangering her children as well. And as far as that goes, if she is doing something that she could get in trouble for. Things have a way of working themselves out. Somebody around her would take note, and she would be dealt with accordingly. So, she never has to fear something from me, it's the rest of the world she needs to contend with.
Well, like I said, there's no reason for me to hang around here anymore. I'll be off for a while and then start a new blog and procure a whole new set of friends! Bye!
Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
10/30/2014 9:29 pm

 So...........you finally broke down and watched my video! I knew you couldn't hold out too long!
Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
10/31/2014 5:59 am

 That's just another reason Erica should move in with me, to make sure my home is nice and tidy. As for your criticism about my performance, if you feel you can do better, please by all means, upload a video and show me how it's really supposed to be done! Have you ever heard the term, put up, or shut up?
Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
10/31/2014 6:16 pm

 I was just about to start writing this when I heard a knock at the door. I thought it was some trick or treaters, but I was partly right. It was my old neighbors, the ones with the young girls stopping by to say hello. I had to scrounge around in the kitchen to find some candy for the kids. I found two snickers bars and a bag of m&m's. I told them they had to share. But, I seriously doubt it! So, much for my neighbors thinking I'm nutso, hmmmm?! The little one, Gemma, asked me " if that was my motorcycle there in the drive way ". I told her " it was, but don't touch it, because if it falls on you, it will flatten you like a pancake "! It was nice to see them again, I think Danelle, still has the hots for me, because she insisted on hugging me twice and pressing her big tits up against me again! I told you how she interupted me once, while I was taping one of my videos, and when she saw me in in all my Rock Star glory with the tight pants, the boots, open shirt with gold chains and my God of Thunder guitar on my hip! Her eyes lit up and everytime I saw her after that, she always wore less and less clothing! I still forget how that stuff affects people some times!
Anyhoo! I know what you're trying to do, you think if you keep engaging me, I'll stick around a while longer. But the thing of it is, my muse wants to start blogging again, and I know she doesn't want me around. She doesn't want me writing comments on her posts or sharing my opinion, even if it's on my own blog. I know she wishes I would disappear or just die. So, I'll just go away, and then she can write about her dysfunctional fucked up sad life situation all she wants, and have nothing but sycophants and kiss asses surrounding her here, eating out of the palm of her hand, because she's so beautiful and charming, and would probably sleep with all of them anyway, but for God's sake, don't you dare ever call her a "slut " because that would just be wrong.
Hey, it's you that wants to meet and challenge me, so you can learn my true identity and get in on this endless gravy train of young blonde pussy I have going here with my awesome Rock Star Swinging Bachelor, rich powerful high flying life style of mine! Oh, did you think I didn't realize that, or that was your ulterior motive?
And I chose that last song I uploaded for a couple of reasons! The first one was the line, "are you worried what you're friends see, will it ruin your reputation loving me "? That was directed at my muse, of course! Because I think she secretly feels that way about me! Also, you'll notice I did the whole thing myself, just using my hands, voice and a guitar. I didn't use a backing track or even a drum machine to keep time. And I nailed it perfectly! As you can tell, it's a difficult and complicated piece of music to perform. Especially trying to play the lead and fills while still keeping the rhythm and singing the words in time properly. I know it's showing off, but that's why I have all the young girls swooning before me, and you don't!
I do have an original song I'm planning to upload, but the problem with that one is, I recorded it with that art student Jeremy. He sang it, and I played all the music parts. I used a multi track recorder and have several layers of guitar parts I have to relearn to perform it. It's kind of complicated and I will have to record the other parts and play against them while singing. So, it's kind of hard to pull off. If you're wondering why it's so difficult? Hey, when I recorded it I was drunk! What the fuck is your problem? I don't remember what I played or how I did it anylonger! I'll have to relearn it again. When you become a big Rock Star, we'll see how well you handle shit?!
And you're right Jay, I am a superior martial arts fighter. The last real altercation with other opponents, I put five people in the hospital! I have women who want to fuck me because of my fighting stats, and I have women who fuck me because of my Rock Star credentials. And I have women who want to fuck me because I'll whisk them off to a tropical paradise and let them shop till they drop and hang around the beach swimming pool enjoying those drinks with the little umbrella in them. So, take your pick for what you want to have an issue with me about. I don't really give a shit!
And as for my muse, I was told about her, years in advance before I finally met her! When I first saw her, I was totally taken in by her beauty and dark chrismatic charm. I feel like I could forgive her anything, and I would even die for her! I have no idea why she effects me that way? But, I feel my role to her, is yet to be played out. Maybe she'll see a place she wants to live in and she needs some down money for it. I know I would give her anything she ever asked me for. She chooses to never speak to me, and that's her choice. But, it doesn't change my feelings for her one bit. And that's why I haven't had to sell any stock yet, I suppose?! Laterz!
Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
10/31/2014 9:08 pm

 Another thing I just remembered I wanted to ask Jay about. Hey, I noticed that you were living in your fiancee's area or actually with her in two thousand and eleven. Then you moved back to Pennsylvania. Why? She was even talking about on her profile or blog, I forget which one about the house she was planning to live in with you. Did something happen to derail your plans? I also notice she's still not wearing an engagement ring. That might have something to do with her polyamorous lifestyle? Maybe those freaks don't believe in signifying anything with rings? But anyway, are the two of you still planning your life together? Maybe you just had a set back?
Well, if she would have chosen me, I would have definitely bought her the house of her dreams. She could lie in bed all day and read off her kindle or nook, or whatever the fuck she uses. The only difference would have been, there wouldn't have been other men waiting on her hand and foot. The only man in her life would have been me! If I ever even saw one of those polyamorous bitches skulking around our property, I would have shot him! If she wanted something, like a drink or something, she could call me.on my cell. I'd probably be in the garage slash music studio I built there, laying down the jams with the engineer and back up musicians I hired to create my magnum opus! If she was thirsty and wanted a drink I'd halt the recording and go into the house and make her a mojito or a latte or something. I'd bring it to her and ask her if she's alright or needs anything else. If everything is fine then I'll go back to jammin out in the garage. But before I leave, I'll remind her what will happen if I ever see one of those motherfuckers from her polyamorous days hanging around. But, that's just how I roll. You probably have something else worked out for yourselves?
Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
11/1/2014 5:02 pm

 Um, not really trying to convince anyone of anything, just thinking out loud more or less. But since you're on the topic of convincing someone of something. I know my muse will never communicate with me again. That's largely why I feel free to tell her things I normally wouldn't say to her, like speculating on what our lives would have been like if she and I had gotten together. Of course we have no common ground with one another. And the only relationship we could have ever had, because of our different ideas and attitudes is the one we have now. With her running around making poor decisions and doing fucked up shit, and me criticizing her about it. It's the only way it could have ever went. But I also know, if she wanted me sitting next to her on her couch, strumming my guitar and serenading her, she could have had that with me too! But I realize she and I will never be together, so when will you realize it?
And yeah, I'm having a great time, I'm single, can do anything I want and get to keep all my own damn money! And on top of all of this, I'm making tacos tonight, and drinking beer, and my girlfriend with the big tits will be stopping by later at my place , So, that means I'll be having tacos, tities and beer tonight. So, you tell me what's not to like about my life and situation?
Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
11/1/2014 9:35 pm

 As for the underlined. You always show your narcissistic controlling self. Only she shoukd move in and be your made. What about those youngsters? Oh yeah you only bring them up when it is time for you to spin tales and delusional lies of them not being clothed or fed.

No, numb nuts, she wouldn't move with me, just to be my made! Or I think you meant to say maid? She'd be my wife, lover and confidant, but certainly not the maid. Hey, I've seen enough pictures of her place and videos too. I can see she's not the tidiest house keeper in the world. I'd probably hire a maid to help her keep things straightened up around the house. Of course I know she and her children are a package deal. Her children are wonderful and special, just like their Mother. I just wish she would have better ideas for how she conducts her affairs.
Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
11/2/2014 11:25 am

 I was looking at some of the pictures I have in my collection of Erica! I don't do that very often for the same reason I never read her blog. As I was looking at her, I was thinking, she's so beautiful and hypnotic to me, it's actually frightening! But, then I realized, that I don't need to worry, because she still hates me! She does still hate me.............right?
Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
11/2/2014 2:04 pm

 I couldn't understand the language you were using. Could you please repeat that?
Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
11/2/2014 4:21 pm

 I was over at my sisters place today. She's bitching because she has to pay twelve hundred dollars a month on her mortgage for her house! That's not her only property, she and her boyfriend own an apartment house and a cabin in the poconos. So, then she throws it up to me, that I don't have to pay anything because my house is paid off! I told her, " well, I'll tell you what, how about you sell your place, give me half of what you clear on the deal, and you can come live with me rent free for the rest of your life! You can have the whole downstairs area, you'll have your own bathroom and everything "! I figure, her spread is worth about a million, she'll clear about half that after taxes and paying off the remainder of the loan. So, that would net me about a quarter million bucks! And, if she ever gets sick or listening to my loud ass guitar, she can always move into her apartment building or the cabin. So, it's all good. I don't think she's going to go for it, but at least I put the option out there for her if she wants it. Now, if my muse ever wanted to move in with me. She can live rent free for life, and she doesn't have to give me a dime! I know, I have a generous flaw to my character. It's my famous kind streak. Anyway, if Jay could sing and perform like I do, this is probably the song he would upload:




You think you're gonna take her away
With your money and your cocaine
You keep thinkin' that her mind is gonna change
But I know everything is okay

She's gonna listen to her heart
It's gonna tell her what to do
She might need a lot of lovin'
But she don't need you

You want me to think that I'm being used
You want her to think it's over
You can't see it doesn't matter what you do
Buddy, you don't even know her

She's gonna listen to her heart
It's gonna tell her what to do
She might need a lot of lovin'
But she don't need you

And you just can't creep up behind her
(Ooo ooo)
Well you can't understand that she's my girl
She's my girl, oh

Yea, she's gonna listen to her heart
It's gonna tell her what to do
She might need a lot of lovin'
But she don't need you, ooo ooh



Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
11/2/2014 5:23 pm

 I didn't really need or want you to define what you said. I was being sarcastic and ironic! Now who is the moron here?
Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
11/2/2014 5:42 pm

 Hey, you should really cool your shit here with me. After Erica and I have been living together for a while, I know she's going to invite you and Jenn over to our place for a barbecue! I'm telling you now, I'm against it, but I have feeling she'll make me invite you over anyway.
Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


MstrUnvrsGdRkCk2 48M
1023 posts
11/2/2014 7:40 pm

 Then, as I have already stated, I guess there's no point in me hanging around here! You seem to think I will just stay on here so you and Jay can take pot shots at me all day. I'm afraid that's not enough reason for me to continue on here with you. After I'm gone, you'll be forced to face the unthinkable horror which is the abyss of your own sad pathetic lives.
Well I never drew first, but I drew first blood, I'm the Devil's son, call me young gun.


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