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Objectively funny, personally frustrating
Objectively funny, personally frustrating Accepting the gay part of my bisexuality took a long time and the universe, the gods, my subconscious, ... whatever seems to believe I should be punished a bit for having been so recalcitrant. Am I the only one here with what seems like 100 conversations, flirts, and hotlistings that went nowhere? And so many live on the dark side of the moon relative to my home. I get the guys cheating on their wives, one of the reasons I am<b> divorced </font></b>is because I got tired of no affection at home and I am too old to have my right hand as my mistress. It bothered me at first to think about hooking up with a married guy, now it isn't a moral thing it is just that I would rather avoid the idea because it is too complicated and if I want drama I have a large DVD collection. I sometimes wonder why I am here. I have hooked up with a total 5 guys in the last few years and met all of them through either Craigslist or Doublelist. Oh, I have met guys here I would LOVE to go down on but they have all been 3 or more Double-stitched. One man in particular I would be happy to set aside my desire for a regular, steady FWB for a hot weekend but every time I think about arranging to drive down for those couple of days the shit hits the fan somewhere and disrupts my focus and priorities. Enough bitching and whining. Time to suck it up and go see if tomorrow is a better day. |
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