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ROUGH I know that everyone has their on way of defining the word ROUGH but this is mine.. A really hard time with dealing with everyday life and people in general that is what my ex husband has but he has his moments like lastnight hw and my older brothers went out to a local bar to have a couple beers and hang out... Just three Iraq and Afghanistan war vets... All three have issues with people but when they are together they are fine plus this is a bar they all have been to a bunch... Well they started off hanging out at the bar and then got a table then some young group of guys came in trying to be all Fuck the military and FUCK this country and everyone who wants to think this country is something it's not.. Well my brothers are US Marines still Active Duty and my exhusband is a disabled Army Veteran that gets really pissed off at people like this and wants to hurt them... The guys kinda figured they are drunk let it slid and maybe they will shut up and go away.. Well one of my brothers had on a shirt from a form unit he was in overseas and my ex husband had on a Iraq war veteran hat... Well this one guy saw my ex and started aboutthe hat and said he couldn't bet old enough to wear that hat and he should take it off him... And then said he should kick my brother's ass for being a baby killer after reading his shirt... Well from what the bouncer said my brothers and ex stood there ground warned this guy and his friends multiple times and yeah the six young punks all learned don't mess with two U.S. Marines and a Army Vet... That weren't no where near drunk enough to let it go and just brush it off as young and stupid shit out of drunks.. The thing is you doing push a service member active or disabled into anything they are on point 24-7 no matter the time or moment or what they are doing or where they are.. After the cops came and took the young asshole from the bar the bouncer bought my brothers and ex two ore rounds of drinks and then some other people got them drink and the have a tab with about two hundred dollars on it at the for tonight... The rude awakening for me was my ex climbing into my bed at midnight and saying ouch that is going to leave a mark... Than wanting to have sex with me of course being a lesbian I always tell guys I am not into men but he is the one man that I just can't turn down I never have been able to tell him NO... I turned on the light because him saying ouch that is going to leave a mark got my attention I wanted to see what was going on.. He had a deep cut on theout of his hand no need for stitches but it needed covered and meds put on it... Well pain is a trigger for my ex when it hurts he gets turned on even more so trying to bandage his hand turned into Sex in my bathroom on the counter and me being bent over my sink and scream for more... then into my shower and thought we were going to fall thru the wall because I like it rough in the shower and he picked my ass up and Fucked my pussy so hard that I was cumming for what felt like an hour but I know it wasn't but when we started the water was hot and we fucked till it ran cold and that was a good two hours... . After round four my legs feel like jello and I am a little sore but if he wants to go again I will cave and do it again... Something about him just makes me cave into my old HABITS that is what is ROUGH for me... He has always been one to let me be me and do me but he always worried if I was happier with women then with him and then he leaves for a bit and finds himself and sees his own happiness and sees that I am the one thing that doesn't make him crazy and he comes home to me... Someone once asked me how I can live like that and I say live like what he has his space and I have mine and sometimes we share that same space it is ROUGH but it is what we do.. They ask does he mind you being with other people and I say I am not with men because I don't want men and if I want one I have one he is my something real that I can have anytime I want but we have our space... He was my first true love ❤️ my one true husband so even if he is my Ex-husband he is still mine and I am his always... |
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