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Blogs > angelofmercy5 > Slow, Sensual Midnight Dances

Just Writing For Me  

angelofmercy5 66F
7683 posts
11/16/2007 9:14 am

Last Read:
10/24/2010 8:46 pm
Just Writing For Me

I haven't been here in a long time. I pop in now and then to read some of your writings. I'm so tempted to be here all the time. But, life must go on.

In so many ways, you all have the right idea. Maybe this is the wrong place in some people's eyes. But this is one of the most loving and accepting places on the face of the earth. Where else can you write whatever is in your heart and just be accepted for who you are.

Today I am thinking alot about respect.

And the fact that I have NO respect from my husband.

Now, he would tell you that he respects me. That he loves me, that he wants me. But all of his actions say otherwise.

He has chose a VERY young girl who weighs all of about 90 pounds. A single mom with a baby. Someone he has NEVER met, has NEVER spoken to....but has only chatted with online. And he has chose her over me.

Now, he wants to stay married. He says he loves me. But he is also continually very drawn towards this young girl.

You know how I feel? I feel totally disrepected! And if I don't do something about it immediately, I'm going to lose my own self respect!

So, I think I will give him an early Christmas present.........HIS FREEDOM!

sexyariesgirl 65F
Ask me for a photo

11/16/2007 10:51 am

 Wow, Angel.....I am so sorry to hear this. I was so excited to see the yellow highlight on your name....and then to hear that you are hurting so. Please know that we are here for you...we have broad shoulders if you need one. Blogland IS one of the most loving and accepting places in the world...just come on back any time you need to vent or need a hugg....we've got plenty to share. You are in my thoughts and prayers, sweet friend.
Power To FOK


rm_unlistedone 73M
2718 posts
11/16/2007 1:32 pm

 I'll be on tonight... you know where. hug, and always 143... me


horny4770 67M

11/16/2007 2:14 pm

 I'm so sorry for you right now.

You have every reason to feel the way you do Angel. You know I have always supported your attempts to work things out with him, but some roads don't lead anywhere I'm sorry to say. If you don't learn to protect yourself soon, you may very well lose the real you, the one we love...that would be a shame... I agree with with Freelove...and it's none of my business really, but I would have done it long ago. You deserve so much better!

Hugs

H.


rm_SWSunset64 58F
3939 posts
11/16/2007 5:51 pm

 Sorry to hear that you are feeling sad right now. I know how you feel. I felt that my X didn't respect me and he was playing head games with me. He would tell he wanted a divorce (once on my birthday) and then would change his mind a couple of days later. Finally, I got the courage to tell him I wanted a divorce and I meant it. I feel so much better about myself now.

FINE AS WINE IN 2009!
SWSunset64


rm_DarknStar 61F
2823 posts
11/17/2007 7:41 am

 Oh my heart goes out to YOU! and its only you that can make that choice in your life!....We all will back ya ....Good to see you again and That I have missed You!

Oh BTW.....Why ruin Christmas?....Stuff a Turkeys ass and say there ya go! .........(hope I made ya *Smile*)......thats my job!


penguinluvr 65M
1088 posts
11/17/2007 12:15 pm

 It can be Hell when one partner is poly and the other isn't. I feel for you and respect your choice.

Opus


ShyWhisper2006 60F
Ask me for a photo
15173 posts
11/17/2007 9:15 pm

 To ask for respect is not unreasonable and it is necessary for all of us to have...my thoughts are with you *hugs*


fantasylover_05 69M
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11/18/2007 9:06 am

 Dearest Angel

As has been said... you must do what is right for you and we will support your decison no matter what that is.....


redlipsprincess
(Princess Lips) 59F
Ask me for a photo

11/20/2007 9:00 am

 Respect and love yourself...be strong !
TTFN


VCF1962 112F

11/23/2007 11:15 am

 143 143 143

ANGEL you're back ! I have missed you so so much. I did mail you and send you an invite to my network but I suspect I got lost in your filter folder.

I am so sorry to hear that your hubby is being an ass. I have come to the realisation of late, that it is genetic within the male of the species !

Hopefully your gift will be appreciated by him, but I KNOW will be more greatly appreciated by YOU in time to come.

Big HUGGLES and a warm welcome back.
Mistress Innuendo
Taking what you say and turning it into something naughty !!


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