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Letter to a 'friend'
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Letter to a 'friend' I want to preface this by saying that this letter is to a few 'friends' I dont want to out you to our mutual group and therefore chose this option instead. I have tried talking to some of you...and others have just ignored me ....i hope you understand this . ty all. Dear Friend, I want you to know that I truely wish the best for you in life. That you are happy and healthy and find your own true love. I want you to know that I never intended in any way to hurt you or upset you or anger you. I value all my friendships, and yes, yours is important to me. You are important to me. I honestly hope you know and believe that. Now here is my concern. I am saddened and worried that you continue to try to sabatoge something that is good and is right. That my happiness is not as important to you as your intent of ruining it. Why must you treat me one way than go behind my back and say others. Or worse yet....why do you act as if I dont even exist. I am sorry if things did not work out for you....but I am not sorry for finding love with a wonderful caring giving considerate man who is also my best friend...and have been for awhile. I will not regret my decision to date who I date...nor will I regret the fact that we fell in love. I will not back away just so that you can again be happy...or think that you are happy. Do you really think that by going behind our backs to try to sabatoge our relationship it will put you in a better spot. That if you do succeed (which you wont) that he will go ruining to you for comfort. That he will be content to find happiness in someone ...with someone...that worked so hard to ruin what he had. Please understand. I have said this before ..and will say it now again.....We never meant to hurt anyone. We never set out to make anyone unhappy. We just knew that this was the right way for our relationship to go. We want to keep our friends...to be able to continue to be freinds. But can we really if you are constantly working against us? My wish for you...our wish for you...is that you find happiness and love and contentment. That you are able to find the person you belong with. That we can salvage our friendships and keep them. You are a wonderful ...special...unique...caring ....loving person. You will find he one for you. Just understand that this one was not for you. Love yourself first...totally truely and foremost...and than you will be open for love. Dont search it out...it will find you...and when it does you will understand why the others didnt work out. There is someone for everyone. I hope you find your someone soon. Love your friend, Buggy  To know me is to be confused by me is to love me. |
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1/23/2008 9:32 am |
Hope you are feeling better now that you have aired some things. Hang in there - things will get better! Save A Horse and Ride A Cowgirl
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Hi Buggy, Great way to express your concerns. Sincerely, Al
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