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Letter to a friend.
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Letter to a friend. Remember when we first met? It felt like the world was ours. Nothing was ever gonna bring us down. Nothing would ever keep us from achieving all of our dreams. What happened since than? What changed out lives so much? I still remember the day that I met you. The first thing I saw was your eyes. Eyes that lite up with your every smile. A smile full of laughter and fun. You were amazing to me. My heart fluttered at first glance of you...and still does just at the thought of that meeting. We were drawn to each other from the start. It was amazing. Over time we became friends. One of my best friends. Someone I could rely on. Someone I could talk to whenever about whatever. You were always there for me. You were always the person that would lift me back up when the rest of the world seemed to be pushing me down. If i needed you you were there...I didnt have to ask....I didnt have to tell you....you just knew. We drifted apart but still when we were togehter it was as if time stood still. Your life led you in one direction...mine in another. But somehow someway we always seemed to find each other. To know what was going on in each others lives. To take the time out to show that we really do care. Years have gone by. My life has changed. Some for the better some for the worst. I always think about you. About the life you left behind. I wonder where you would be now had things been different. I wonder where our friendship would be. Every now and than I conjure up my favorite picture of you...of us. Sitting on that picnic table in the mountains. Our heads tilted together our arms around each other...and the smiles that only a ready to face this amazing world could have on their face. I remember the dance that night. When you only danced with me. You sang to me. Told me I was beautiful and than you kissed me. I swear I thought I was going to faint. It was just a soft kiss on the lips ..but wow. My first kiss....from an amazing person. I still think of it when I hear our song...but along with the good memories...of teenage love and joy and happiness and summer love ....comes the sad memories. The realization that you are gone and not coming back. The fact that your life was cut short. The loss of an amazing friend...amazing man. How can I ever forget you. You were my first true love....my first kiss..my first love. The first person to ever tell me I was beautiful.Granted I didnt beleive you...and I still dont...but you were the first. You were the first person to teach me to get a little crazy and have fun. That life was meant to be lived. Not to stand by and watch everyone else live it. You definately lived up to your own words. Every now and again I think of you. I sing to you (yeah thats me singing not a cat dying...now hush you)I pray for you...I cry for you....I remember you. I know you are in a better place...but I still wish so badly that I had you here with me...a phone call away. Someone to tell me I will make it thru the hard times. To make me laugh, to make me smile. I know you are there...I dreamt of you last night. Thank you for that. Thank you for somehow always coming back into my life...my mind...my heart when I really need you most. You have always been an amazing strength in my life. I miss you...I love you....I admire you...I look up to you....I miss you. You are my forever friend and I hope that my heart...my mind will never let you more than a memory away from me.  To know me is to be confused by me is to love me. |
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11/24/2007 8:53 am |
Very lucky someone. Hope all works out for you and this person.
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He must have been very special. Your memories make it so.
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