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Blogs > subbietess > maso-nymph

Healing begins with acceptance  

subbietess 57F
16 posts
8/29/2009 12:05 pm

Last Read:
9/18/2009 9:39 pm
Healing begins with acceptance

So, I finally got it into my thick skull that I really do deserve to be appreciated, desired, and maybe even cherished. I had realized months ago that he didn't feel any of those things, but told myself I had enough self-esteem to serve him without them, as I get plenty of ego stroking from others. Gradually it became clear that providing that level of devotion was taking a toll on me, so I told myself that he was growing fond of me and would eventually express it. That didn't work very long, as is obvious from my previous post. It was very painful to see it in print that he hadn't grown any fonder of me than he felt the first time. I am now over the pain. It was a wonderful fantasy and I have accepted not only that it is over, but also that it was for the best. He would clearly get along much better with a doormat that thinks little to nothing of herself, and won't have issues with degrading herself for a man who will never think anything of her. If he does find her, I hope he is satisfied with her.

horny196364 60M

8/29/2009 1:37 pm

 very nice


rm_COdeerguy 66M

8/29/2009 4:48 pm

 It's true how some of us get sucked into beliving that things will change with time, bad thing is were the only ones telling ourself that. Keep looking forward, don't miss the doors that are opening before you, look back and you might just miss that special one.


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