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Poems post #16
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Poems post #16 Unwanted No one wants me. Throw me to the side. No one tries to reach me. Deeper into myself I hide. Just an incomplete soul. Cast away from love. Just an unwanted heart. More fragile than a dove. I've sat on the side for so long. Yearning to know the meaning. Of being needed by someone so much. What a beautiful feeling. So many tears of loneliness. Drained of my hopes and dreams. Desire to be loved and cared about. My soul is<b> bleeding </font></b>at the seams. Drowning in waves of desolation. Depression is my best friend. An unwanted heart forever alone. Until is ceases beating, bringing my life to an end. copyright 2005 ~~~~~ Survive Love All the love I thought I had felt For guys in the past Could never compare how I care for you Emotions that would last Words could never express The depths of my feelings so true They go beyond mere letter arrangements And phrases such as "I love you" My soul cries out to join with yours Finally one being forever My heart cries out to be mended whole No longer jagged, but pieced together My body yearns to be with yours As close as we can possibly be Gliding the heights of our love Soaring the sky, free To me, you are my soul mate The one I want to be spend my life with To me you are my perfect man The one I want to be entwined with But I know all this will ever be Are my fantasies and dreams Because these feelings, you will never return My heart is ripped at the seams So I'll go on by myself Alone in this life Somehow I will get through the pain Somehow I will survive copyright 2005 ~ * ~ Revelation I thought that we were soul mates That we were meant to be I thought that we were so right for each other Your "perfection" was all I could see Your eyes, your laugh, your smile Tugged at my heartstrings All that we have in common Especially rare, little things Where you thought you were nothing to look at Nothing special about you I saw a gorgeous, handsome man That could make me feel so amazing and not blue But time spent together, revealed to me Maybe you're not what I thought you were So many flaws I've overlooked constantly But some just can't be endured I've looked beyond all your faults Love taught me they mean nothing at all I accepted your wonderful self just as you are All I wanted was a chance for you, my boyfriend to call Now a revelation has been set upon me The feelings I thought so clear I still love you like I did before But I no longer need you so near The idea of us as more than friends No longer holds much appeal We would not work out for long This will help my heart to deal I hope as close friends, we'll always be I love being with you now and again There's nothing like spending time together But I've come to realize, we're better off as good friends copyright 2005 ~ * ~ My Guiding Light Is Gone Over a decade of friendship. Gone in an instant. A closeness surpassing any relationship. Turned into dust. Unconditional love. Blown away in the aftermath. You were my best friend. For over half my life. Closer than a sister. More loving than a marriage commitment. Our love stood the test of so many trials. Our friendship withstood the perils of time. Not many big fights. Just enough for a healthy relationship. We breezed through it all. Secure in how strong we were together. Nothing could break us apart. Or so we thought. All of a sudden, you're not there. You evaporated from my side. Now you're on the other side of a cliff opening. One wrong step and I will fall to my death. The gap was created from a silly fight. That turned you into someone I didn't know. The rift got wider until it is dangerous to cross. Our promise to talk things through. You threw it away, leaving me unaware. Ignoring me into provoking you to talk to me. The jagged opening now crashes with an angry sea. Daring me to cross. Pride and exhaustion of everything built up. Makes us into what we are not. Leaving us separated by this opening. Neither willing to cross. You've put on a face that is not your own. That makes me feel you don't care if I'd make it to you. I don't know how to live without you. I feel so lost and alone. I've strayed from my path in the dark forest. My guiding light has gone out. I feel as if I'm watching myself go through the days. Not really here, detached from reality. Just floating in the sea of life. With no anchor in sight. Maybe someday we can build a bridge to our friendship. Across the tumultuous gap. I look at the angry waves of what was once us. Too scared to make the jump. Afraid you'll push me back over if I should make it. Leaving me to drown in the dark water. So I will look at you longingly. Hoping someday the opening will close. Bringing us to each other's side once again. No longer in peril, but in peaceful love once more. copyright 2005 ~ * ~ My Best Friend Doesn't Care My best friend doesn't care about me. The one that says she loves me. My best friend of over a deacde. Is indifferent to my feelings. I call her while sobbing tears. Needing comfort in the one person I could count on. But she has changed into a cold-hearted girl. Who tells me to quit being a baby. She scolds me to dry the tears. To quit thinking of my problems. She hardly spares a kind word. Just indifferentness to me. She doesn't care about me. The one who I was once so close to. She was my confidante for over half my life. Now she wouldn't miss me if I was gone. copyright 2005 I sent an Angel to watch over you last night, it returned in a hurry. I asked why, it said "Angels can't watch porn." Thanks for fucking traumatizing my fucking Angel! Don't bother trying to figure me out. Not even the little voices in my head understand me. It's pointless! |
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