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Lost reality or Cyberspace
Lost reality or Cyberspace I think I am lost someplace between reality and cyberspace. Is anything real? I have now been single for about 8 years. I spend 96% of my time alone. I doubt I will ever live with a woman again. I do not know what I can offer her. I do not know how to accept love. Or I am not sure I want to get busy living and no busy dying but I have no idea what I want. I do know I am really sick of cooking for one, talking to myself. I want to kiss, and hug, and know love To have someone to share the highs and lows of each day I do not know how to get there anymore. I believe I am lost in cyberspace. I have been online so long, ( since 1995 at least) that I have seen most everything out there. Not much surprises me anymore I still find myself drawn to the sight of a pretty woman or an intelligent thought. I get excited at the prospect of finding someone and know all to well the disappointment of rejection. I still hope for the best but am no longer holding my breath Perhaps one day soon I hope, I can find someone to go side by side and get busy living. I still seem to have more success meeting people just going out to a casino or fun events. |
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you should work on yourself, instead of wasteing time thinking of how to get what you want.
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May be best to get offline for a bit. Good luck with that. It's an addiction, I know Take care R My blog: Arjohn Read or seen GONE GIRL? Book Group Gone Girl Watching me Watching you ahaah... For people who like blogging banter: Bloggers United!
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10/22/2012 4:33 am |
Interesting post and can agree with you, difficult to meet people these days. I am also fed up communicating with the world through IT particularly when a friendly approach through an email is so easily and regularly dismissed. Beginning to wonder if there is anyone who is prepared to put in a little effort to get to know someone. Maybe one day for both of us. Good luck and keep trying!!
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